- [H]oney[H]ani - dreamlandz

2010-02-22T12:05:00.000-08:00

20 February 2010
*Yawn* Meet-up with Rachel at 7.05am (Wlds Stn). It’s one of the rare occasion when I was punctual that day. Haha. We head down to City Hall – Conrad Centennial Hotel for the 1st OCBC cycle volunteers briefing. We are the Road Marshals, scheduled on 7 March (1am-1pm) shift. Rather draggy briefing, plus the weather is so tempting to… sleep. Haha.

Belated Vday Celebration – 20 February 2010
11am – Meet up with Wee at City Hall. And the journey shall begin.. This time I’m planning for the day’s event and wee for the night time program.

I brought him to Joaqium for the Porridge Buffet. The food is average I should say, limited variety but I would expect much for the cheap price of S$12.90 per pax. Stayed till about 12.30pm, we headed to VivoCity. We reached rather early cos I didn’t plan to leave the buffet so fast.

Hanging around at Vivo, went Daiso to buy a bottle green tea (It’s the normal green tea served in Sakae, except its chilled). I have already paid through the internet-booking system the night before. So I just go over to the ‘Gold Class’ counter with the red carpet. So cool~!! I’m the 2nd person to the counter, while the rest of the customers are in the long queue. I bought the “Valentine’s Day” at VivioCity Gold Class, 3.30pm. The feeling of rich, I should say is how I feel when I stepped in the Waiting lounge for the show. A small bar at the side with comfy chairs around. Wee ordered a glass of red wine. Haha. He really do know how to enjoy life =)

After awhile, we proceeded to the theatre 1 for our show. Inclined chairs with blanket, with “Gold Class” wordings. This is the 1st time I been in the “Gold Class” theatre, and also the 1st time I couldn’t lie on his shoulder while watching the show cos the chairs are separated. *Day-dreaming if there’s one day I can take the First Class seat for Airline* The movie is alright, talks about how couple celebrate Valentine’s day etc. A little touching on the elderly couple part.

After the movie, we rushed back to Suntec again. Alighted at Dhoby Ghaut and booked a cab to ‘chiong’ faster cos .. my last activity of the day will start at 6.30pm and its already 6.10pm on my watch. Luckily, we made it in time. The last activity is the… Hippobus! It’s a n hour activity. It’s my 2nd time (1st time is with besties for Dar’s bday). Indeed Nassim Road is a high security district cos lots of high profile people stay there. We past through a couple of bungalows with very grand status and structure, I should say it may be where the MPs live.

My program official ends at 7.30pm. We hang around at the Suntec Mall, make wishes at the Wealth Fountain together. I thought we gonna have our dinner at Kuishinbo (though we have been there couple of times, I still love the food there!!) but Wee went in to the Swiss Culture Restaurant. We ordered the popular Cheese Fondae to share. I ordered the BBQ chicken sandwich while wee ordered a chicken dish (also one of their recommended). It’s the first time I tried the Cheese Fondae! So Cool and Interesting!!

It is thick initially, then it becomes oily.. Cos the fats from the cheese melts and separates from the solid. I like the bread of my sandwich and of cos wee’s dish is delicious too! The crunchy rosti with the yummy salad. Its about 9pm, and I thought we are going home cos rather fatigue by then. Wee brought me to the River Hongbao, thought I gonna miss this year’s performance. Thanks wee! As published in the news there’s two special lanterns - malt sugar dragon and porcelain dragon and phoenix. Plus, there’s Uncle Ringo too. I wanna play the Vortex (360 deg turn) but the queue was long and just after dinner so.. I gave that a go.. looking forward to the Universal Studio!
Home sweet home. Wee sent me home at abt 11pm. A long interesting day! Happy belated Valentine’s day, my boy !

2009-10-29T14:49:00.001-07:00

my heart hurts when you said that sentence to me.
"do you trust what i have said in the sms?"
"you have said so many things to me."
the impact that you give you wont know
i long for your trust and your understanding
you said before that i'm 21 now, ought to learn to make decisions myself
thinking that i can experience the place without much harm as it's a closed door event
i regret the moment i promise my friend to go, even before i tell you
but whats said is already said.
i broke your promise.
you are upset
i'm no less either.
what should i do now?
take it as a lesson and consider carefully before i make any decision.
i really miss you.
please trust me.

2009-08-23T00:37:00.000-07:00

i miss you .. [hugs]

2009-07-08T15:48:00.000-07:00

its has been like a year since i last update my blog.. time flies, i have been in this company for 1 year 3 months.

Was talking with hani about how to celebrate our coming 3 years anniversary. Recalling how we celebrate the past events like birthday, Vday etc. Till now, I still cant remember how you celebrate my bday for me. *hahaha* I remember you gave me my 1st branded tote bag – Ralph Lauren. I love it boy, thank you. Very sweet. I wore the blue tube dress you bought for me at Dorthy Perkins on my 21st birthday.

I still remember you bought me a black dress for Vday’09. A dress I tried on and you found slightly short, but still give in a bought as surprise for me!! I gave you a set of facial care products like facial wash, masks etc. Haha. Cos you said you wanna improve your skin condition.
Our 3yrs anniversary coming up.. how should we celebrate? Let’s brainstorm.. plus plus.. someone’s 21st birthday coming up too!!! Oooo.. so exciting.. gonna crack my brain double!!

Love, ling

2008-11-05T16:01:00.000-08:00

Ok, updated my anniversary post. Now is on.. my hani's bday celebration..

22 Sept'08
Happy 20th birthday, Wee!
Its my call, me being the event planner of the day. Stress. Cos i took several weeks before confirmed to this plan. So hopefully, you enjoyed the day =D

We actually celebrated on Sunday (21 Sept), the day before the actual. Met in the afternoon, and had our lunch at Pastamania Causeway. You tried the Carbonara, and me Tuna & Bacon. Nicenice! Got a few more stamps on my loyalty card.

Next, we head down to Boon Lay to take a bus to Singapore Discovery Centre. It’s the first time we been there, quite interesting as there are several events going on. We first bought our movie tickets (Thanks Mum, for lending me your NTUC card for discounts!) We chose the Animal show. (forgot the exact title) as it’s a package, we got a short documentary show for free. The free movie is on the cold artic, on the deer trail.

We toured around the discovery exhibition; it’s mainly on defense Singapore and the uniqueness of Singaporeans. There’s even a short video made on what makes us Singaporean. Interesting!! There are games that are played on large screen too! With me and wee definitely best team mates, managed to solve most of the games. Wee even get a chance to be a news reporter on screen. It can be recorded and play back to participants. So cute t0 see him reporting! Haha. The exhibition hall is so big we didn’t managed to explore all, but most only cos we are rushing for the 1st Animal movie.

It’s a 3D movie, where we get special glasses to enjoy the ultimate. But of cos, nth can be compared to the one me & my bestfrenZ had at Disneyland HongKong. That is best, man~!! Haha. But this is still ok lah, I tried with wee at Sentona (Cineblast) that is also better than this cos at least the chair can move. Nevertheless, we still enjoyed. =D Its an interesting show, where “we” look at the world in the eyes of animal. We were once bee, leopard, owl etc. Nice. After the movie, we went to have a look at the shooting gallery. Its rather small, and hmm.. we decided not to spend money on that.. Yes, they used real machine guns (not quite sure of the model), but shooting is in laser and just like for small kids, so Nono.

We back to the exhibit again to ‘touch-up’ on those that we have explored. After which, we went to bus the hourly shuttle-bus to SAFTI. Its actually a leisure and training purpose Army zone, we get to tour around their campus. Something like what I had at Tekong. The tour guide will explain to us the different areas, and yes, Officer Cadet School (OCS) is located there too. Hee, sry hani though its your day off we still touch on sth abt NS.

After the journey, we get to alight at an Army museum where we experience the world war season; the furniture, equipments and environment. The best part is we get to see.. hmm.. I dunno how to phrase. Its like inside a small warehouse-cum-exhibit. Suddenly, black-out with spotlight on certain military equipment and video streaming on the 360° wide-screen. As the ‘helicopter landed in the screen’, you experience big wind blowing and dust-cum-sand on the floor blowing up. When there’s booming, you can to see, feel and smell the gunshot via the fake cannon. Very interesting! Along the journey, wee also shared with me his life in camp.

Next up, we head to Raffles City and had Soup Spoon. 1st time, wee tried. I had before in T2 Transit le. Its recommended! We made it a set, wee had the mushroom, mine is minestrone. We had the rosemary chicken sandwich and tandoori chicken wrap. Yummy! As it happens to be the F1 season, when we are leaving the place, we could hear car zooming loudly! So exciting! Was praying the next destination could hear too. (will explain later, read-on)

Finally, the last destination of the day. It’s a full-action packed day actually cos time is running out with the long traveling time. We reached Clark Quay, walked along the Singapore River, and clever you! Know what we are doing next. Bumboat ride! Actually, I planned for the Hippo Boat, new modern version of the Bumboat. But cos is the F1 season, it closes early and the timing I went is only for those with the F1 tickets. Good Job! Now, we have to walk walk around. Everything run smoothly, now that this issue came up. Nevermind, we went to the traditional bumboat service. Bought our tickets and here we come! Nice, romantic and educational trip around.

The bumboat went to the Merlion, and oh my! The spectators for the Grand Prix are a lot, with day-light spotlight on. Very bright, tried to take some pictures but with the handphone camera, the spotlight is too bright to handle. Was hoping to here the zoom-zoom sound, but … yea, except those that wee made to comfort me, is nth. Haha. Very nice ride though, cos can see the preparation of the Grand Prix in another angle. After which, then I know why, cos the qualifying round has started!! It actually starts when we alight the boat, so we board too early le. I didn’t know that until the actual one.

Oh yeah, forgot to mention about my gift. Bough wee this facial kit (picked by me) got BodyShop Tea Tree gelstick, Loreal facial cleanser and mask. With Vit C and Tea Tree, so is good for the skin. Hope you like.

Muack!! Happy birthday, love*

2008-10-17T15:58:00.000-07:00

Haha. yes, i'm back. Owe lots of ppl, esp my bestfrenZ for my updates.

02 September 2008
Happy 2years Anniversary! Yes, we made it! Took PM leave to celebrate with hani in the afternoon. But.. but.. suppose to be off-work at 12.30pm, have lots of stuff to finish before i can clock-off. Damn! As i was on full-day course previous day (feedback reply course), previous friday also on PM leave to celebrate Mum's bday. So naturally it means.. work piling up.

I rushed thru my work, without having breakfast (no time!!) and managed to go off at.. 3pm. Zzz. So sorry, hani. Wasnt expecting stuff to be due so rush. Next we head down to Sakae at Park Mall. Had a lunch buffet. So sweet, cos i actually wanna eat the buffet very long le, but no time to eat with hani. The food is nice and filling. (this is hani's plan for lunch)

Now come my turn. (in case, you dun understand. We normally will plan separately the day event - surprise for one another. Hee.) I took Wee to play Wii @ Cineleisure Level 9, thanks to my bestfrenZ who brought me there at my bday. Nice nice. His 1st and my 2nd time to play Wii. We played Mario Party and Wii Sports. Haha. Till about 7plus, we left and proceed to the next venue.

Drizzling. spolit my plan. Cos actually wanna take the river boat as hani is the 1st (i think?) taking such trip. Nvm, i took him for high tea instead. Lol. drinking tea at evenings. Went to Royal Copenhagen Cafe inside Takashimaya. Chose a nice spot where we can see the ppl walking by etc. Me chose Ceylon tea pot and hani chose hot Cappuccino. Taste good.

After resting a while, we decided to head home. Busy yet nice day with hani. Hmm.. sth is missing? Yes. our anniversary gift. Haha. The gift was given on a later date as agreed by both.

*I gave him a personalised Ez-Link card (with our photos! I have 1 for myself too. Hee) and he gave me a Precious Thots figure (a cute boy seems waiting for something with a little cute lamb with him). So sweet!*

2008-07-10T21:55:00.000-07:00

4-6 July (Friday to Sunday)

Chalet~ Ooo.. it has been 4 years since our last Fuchun Gathering Chalet. Happily after work, I had to rush home and tried my best to reach home ASAP around 6.45pm. After changed, rushed out again to meet Wee at Woodlands stn took 168 down to Tampines, cos we figured out it’s the fastest way. Mum bought me this Jap-style with dried fish flakes and tuna filling bread. Yummy~ Another reason to rush cos we wanna catch the 8.15pm Aloha shuttle bus. Again, we walked quickly to the pick-up point and reached at… say 8.16pm? And caught no sign of the shuttle bus. Zzz. Very punctual indeed that bus. In the end, we took bus to the Downtown East.

I can hear the food calling me. LOL. Thinking that it’s the usual Aloha Loyang, we alighted and walked about 15-20 mins from the bus stop cos there’s no direct bus. Good. Finally we reached, happily we went to search for the chalet. Lost. We went to the reception to ask for direction. AND.. we are at the wrong place. Its actually at Downtown East, which in other words.. the place where we alighted the bus stop! Haha. Another 15-20 mins but going back seems faster, maybe cos it’s a romantic walk with hani.. *wink*

Yeah! Paid the $1 entrance and yes! We found them, already eating. Haha. One of my fren very enthu BBQing for us, so we ate little only cos very tired from all the walk already. So nice, we were talking about what happens in our sec life. Cos we actually come from different classes and finally met during our sec 3 & 4. My class arh.. very friendly, and straight forward, playful and cheeky.. Haha. And I enjoy being with them =) Tok abt how we bully the poor gal (Erene), about those teachers, how we hid the text books etc.. I really miss the sec4 life.. I dun mind taking O level.. cos its just so different in other school, in my poly… =) I love u guys!

In the mingling session, I happened to found out that Sabrina’s bf also once a St.John and also Zone 6 and also attended the same promotion course. Haha. But I cant really remember who is he, just find him familiar. After all the eating, we went back to the room and chit chat while some bathed 1st. The guys… Zzz.. >_<” as usual playful in the toilet. LOL. Next, we went E!Hub for movie watching. Supposed to watch the “Hancock” at 2.10am, was kinda early so we went beach 1st while waiting for those who needa check for their car coupons. Toktok etc. Later when Mac buy ice-cream (mine is oreo macflurry) nice.

Nice movie and funny too =) The character, Will Smith, is a powerful guy who can withstand bullets and can fly too thinking that he is the only one of his kind he was quite upset. He tried to do good deeds but normally the after effect is worst than him for not helping. All got couple seats, me with hani of cos. Next we went back to our chalet and took turns bathing. Around 5am, lights off. But.. yee siang kept on toking and disturbing the rest. Finally, he slept and the 1st snore started. LOL. Soon, more snores started. God~ There are 4 beds. Shuanna, otrysia & CS one bed, me, hani and Kah hao one bed, yen ann on the floor, the rest on the two joined beds.. Total about 14 people stayed, Sab and her bf went home earlier. Cool~

Cant really sleep cos its cold, turned here and there, cos kah hao so poor thing slept at our foot and we cant stretched our legs. Zzz.I was looking forward to the morning.. So didn’t sleep much, hani sry sry cos I was like disturbing u. Finally.. Its abt 8am, hani said wanna go out walk walk, so I acc him. Ooo.. finally just the 2 of us.. sat at one pavilion and rested over there. After a while, went back again.

Wake up! That’s what we do to wake everyone up. LOL. We played poker and UNO stacko. Was so shaking when its my turn and every attention was on me to treat mac, cos those who failed hav to treat mac breakfast. And yes! I passed and the one beside me got no choice, hav to treat. But in the end, everyone just paid for their own cos it will be too ex for one to pay for all. Its ok =)

After which we went to the Cosplay event, we saw L in the death note, he really behaved like one. There are some other anime characters too. Interesting. Next we went E!Hub again to the arcade and pool game, I didn’t really play cos was tired from lack of sleep. Watched them for a while then went back chalet. Tok abt studies.. NUS lah, SMU lah.. a couple working like me. Kaiyun arh, gonna come back nxt year with a master deg le. LOL. Hav to call her Dr Kai yun le. So fast, about our age only. STRESS. I dun wanna lose out too.. hmm.. I really regret scoring so bad in poly, now wanna go uni is a problem. Zzz. Unless I passed SMU interview, or.. go ACCA with my fren. Accountant leh, oh my even stress. But high pay in market.. see how bah.. Haha..

Before home, shuanna took us to eat chicken rice. The chief was supposed to be working for Chatterbox (Mertius Mandarin) but was retrenched and now became the boss of his own. Mr Chicken Rice, was the restaurant. Ok lo, not bad, I dun really like white chicken tho I noe it’s the oriental traditional chicken rice. But the overall is nice. $3.80, individual plate of chicken, rice and soup.

After which, shuanna drove us home. So cute she is kinda smaller size than me driving MPV. LOL. But was nice of her =) went hani hse for a while then went home le. We went home earlier than some, so we only stayed for 2days1night. Looking forward to 2 years later when yee siang the organizer ORD, may have another one.. ^YEAH^

2008-07-01T22:19:00.000-07:00

Ooo.. i watched KungFu Panda, last Monday. It was so hilarious~!! Funny, entertaining and full of laughters.. you can hear the whole theatre laughing together.. and I'm serious!! Haha.. highly recommended to de-stress yourself..

Yeah~ having chalet coming weekends.. it has been 3 years plus since our last FCSS chalet after sec 4 o lvl. Finally our Fuchun chalet co-ordinator is gonna organize again. Thinking abt our past experience in chalet, i remembered how sweet we are. The kitchen scene, playing cards and especially.. the cycling incident after i fell from bike how gentle u are.. Ooo.. how will the coming chalet be like? *excited*

Tomorrow is our 1 year 10 months anniversary! And.. i have a small surprise for you.. you will know it tml.. *muack*

2008-06-05T07:38:00.000-07:00

05 June’08

CAAS Orientation is so interesting~ The programme starts at 9am, where small breakfast buffet was served. We had this ‘standard’ ice-breaking game of questions for us to collect answers from the rest. Main purpose is to mingle around. Next we had this IQ sheet, where pictures are used to describe some words. For instance, a spanner opening the “word” ADDRESS means – opening address.

Next, we played this game where we are given 1 egg, 20 straws & 1 trash bag, and were asked to find ways of creativity to protect the egg of breaking when being thrown down at waist level. My group, along with 2 other groups won. We protect the egg inside the trash bag and tied the straws around which outcome looks like an atom. Haha. Our prize was – Changi Cap (grey). Zzz. There were different speakers giving presentations of different departments of airport etc. Little boring for this part.

We had a small tour around the CARC, my first time in the Jackpot room too. Then we had lunch with that higher management. My table was with the director of Corp. Communication & Chief of Airport Emergency Service. The Oreo Cheese cake is yummy! We talked from airport issue, to terrorist to fuel prices. Haha. Next, we head for exciting excursion of Aiport.

Took a coach first to the SATCC – Singapore Air Traffic Control Centre. Well, not exactly the iconic control tower, but another more important base. Only yesterday then I know that the SATCC is controlling flights across the boundary of Singapore to even Thailand from the Radial, whereas the Control Tower is only controlling the arrival & departure of flights around the Airport. Its my first desired job in airport actually, but I dun like the shift! Haha. Its really tiring as it’s a 24-hr shift and one of the shift cycle is 1pm off, 8pm on the same day report back work till next day morning. The pay is of cos GOOD~ but.. the responsibility is heavier and more stressful. So excited to see them ‘live’ doing all the transmittion. The person also explained some of the history of SATCC etc.

Leaving the place, we went SAA – Singapore Aviation Academy. Its like a country club kind of school. Haha. Certain employees like the traffic controller will need to come back frequently for refresher course. It even has a 5m deep pool for the AES people to do their sea rescue lesson. We also went to the Traffic controller radial stimulators, and had a brief introduction of how the system works. There’s one round room, which is supposed to stimulate like the control tower, where we can have 360 deg around the view of the whole airport. There will be small stimulated planes taking off and landing and even planes on fire, then the AES will activate. With a click, we changed our view to the driver seat of the Fire engine. Cool~

Last we went to the AES station – Airport Emergency Station. Where the planes landing is just like 200 metres in front of you? Yes, it’s just so close! The engine sound blasting sometimes. We attend a small lesson on what the AES does, and fire warden course. We get to go up the fire engine and have a seat at the driver’s seat. Some many different buttons to press, and its so happen at 6pm there is a change over of shift so we get to hear the siren and witness the different engines driving around and testing their water hose. Interesting!!

Around 6.30pm, we are dismissed.

The CAAS DnD is coming soon – July. Formed the table with my new friends at orientation cos my buddies at work may not be coming. Halal table for now. But if my colleagues changed their mind, I will seat with them. Hopefully they change. Haha. So excited!

2008-06-01T07:37:00.000-07:00

1 June

Yeah! My gals and Benny celebrated for my 20th bday. Met around 2.45pm @ Cineleisure. We went to Emax2 (I think) and played Wii games. Ooo. So interesting cos is my first time playing that. We played the “Mario Party” and “Wii Sports”. Played for about 2 hour then made a prank call to Ken (our HK new-found fren) asking him to meet us at Hereen, as I told stories about IPOD roadshow etc. *secret* only my gals know.

We still meet at Bishan, with Ken treating us ‘Dim Sum’ @ Kopitiam. Next we went to Ken’s house to play Majong. Haha. Long time never play le, so abit rusty here and there. Haha. Lost $3.10 thou, but I learnt lessons from there. I left about 9pm back home as the next day I still have to work. Cya gals. Thanks for the gift! I love shopping =)

2008-05-24T07:36:00.000-07:00

24 May' 08

Today, Wee celebrated my 20th bday for me. As usual, he kept it a mystery to our whereabouts for the day. I met him at Woodlands, and head down to Jurong Garden. Interesting place and yes never thought he will bring me there, a small surprise. It’s a nice and romantic place since I last went probably few years back. We climbed up the seven storey pagoda and took some pictures of the nice scenery.

Next we went through a maze of plants. Haha. Got lost somewhere actually, but eventually found the way out. Along the way we also found several 60-100 years live plants, oh my. But they appear to be just small plants, not even small trees. We finally found the real purpose of coming - the turtle musemum. Entrance fee is required. The notice says there are about 1000 live turtles.

Some of them are really cute. Some expensive ones are put on tanks; their heads will straighten up when they see your hands coming near, as though thinking that food is coming. There are different kinds of turtles, some live in water (swimming about), some live on land. Some of them are being adopted by some rich like the golden (sth) turtle.. haha.. Very interesting. We bought this similar-fishlike food to feed them. Fun is all I can say.. =)

Next ,we head down to Suntec. He went somewhere mysterious, while directing me to Fish&Co. to wait for him. After awhile he joined me, we both had the ‘New York Fish & Chips” but the taste.. I dunno.. kinda different from the 1st time I tried at Wheelock. This time we also ordered the giant drink – signature passionate. *I left in the mid of dining to do a surprise for hani actually.. but in the end we missed it* secret* Haha. Overall, is VERY FULL and not bad. Next time, we shall try the seafood platter ok?

Finally, he brought me to the surprise he did. A movie treat of Indiana Jones!! Ooo.. that’s wat I told him last time.. Haha.. Nice movie.. After which, we went home le..

Oh .. Hani bought me a “Winnie the pooh” mug & a pair of earrings. So sweet of him =) *Muack*

2008-05-23T07:20:00.000-07:00

23 May’08

Today is my 20th bday!! Happy Birthday to Sokling~ lol.. I got a surprise from my colleagues. I didn’t get off-day leave during my birthday, so I proceed to work as usual. I didn’t tell my colleagues too that its my birthday. & They didn’t say anyth abt it. As usual, I went lunch with them @ Swensen. Normally, they will leave together from the office and proceed for lunch, but today my close colleagues said they gng to another Department and left me and my sup to go ourselves. Haha.

I sensed something is wrong. Upon reaching, we ordered our food – classic fish & chips. Ok, nth happened till now. After our last dessert, one of the waitress replaced the dessert spoon with a new set. Weird. While we are talking, one of the waitress brought a plate of different ice cream and they sang me a birthday song. Haha. OK, I am SURPRISED and overjoyed.

I suspected that they knew when I provide my bday details for my airport pass. And yes, indeed they knew it through that way. Haha. I got Charles & Keith vouchers as present. Thanks to Huilan (buddy), Wendy, Manling & Sherry for this surprise =)

When I’m home, I bought this BreadTalk Green Tea cake to celebrate, cos I love Green Tea. The cake to me is just so-so. But to my mum, it seems not bad for her. Haha. =)

2008-01-01T20:39:00.000-08:00

i'm feeling so down. so down that nth interests me.

empty & hollow.

i'm really so disappointed with you, being my fren yet u betray me.

watch your tail or.. dun blame me that i'll step on them hard!

*above is addressed to my 2 colleagues*

2007-12-25T22:47:00.000-08:00

+ Merry Christmas +

24 dec' 07
me & wee simple celebration.
1st stop. went for lunch @ ZingDo, my fav Korean dining area @ Jurong Entertainment Centre. We tried something special that day - me tried the vegetarian bimbimpa, hani tried sth like pepper lunch chicken set (*but he still prefer the original pepper lunch than at ZingDo).

2nd stop. yeah! Muack! We about 1yr plus never take neoprint le. Finally, we took ytd. I love those pics. sweet. cute. funny. That machine (funky high) is a good one, nxt time can take again. Its our 1st time decorating our neoprints. Exciting cos need to race with time initially, and funny too!

3rd stop. My planned event. Haahaa. Was planning a cold cold X'mas for him, as last year he took me to Ice-skating. So.. i took him to Snow City, its his 1st time there. It's -4.0 deg. Brr~ Its sure is freezing inside. A new experience tho. Went up the snow slope and down we go on rubber tubbing, throwing snow balls with each other. Hmm, interesting. Suddenly, i was attacked by an abt 8yr old boy (*stranger) He kept throwing snow balls at me. Haha. So.. I fought back, one-on-one yeah. Took several pics too.

4th stop. Next we head down to PS for "Alvin & the Chipmunks". Oh boy~ It so damn funny. Haha. Touching too. Talks about love and friendship and kinship. *Recommended*

5th stop. Wee treat me to Sushi Don. Its our 1st time eating Sushi Don. Me tried the Vegetarian bento set while hani's is chicken bento set. Yummy! Perhaps its god's wish that i must eat vegetarian food for that religious day, so.. hubbie.. dun think about that already.. cos so long its with you, even bread and water tastes wonderful!! *secret*

Yeah, 1st time bought this Nike material shirt for you. Really really glad that you like them and best, the size fits! Haha.. & of cos, my lovely yummy chocolates from you.. my favourite flavours wor..

Love you, wee *muack*

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13 dec'07

celebrated Meiyi & Meini's bday. After my morning shift that day, met aileen, meiyi & meini at Bedok, took bus 33 down to Aspire Cafe. Thanks to aileen, we knew of this small cafe, but can see movie, drama, MV, board games & snack bar.

After staying a little while, went down to Bugis - Miss clarity cafe. Nice nice. The atmosphere is romantic and smoothing, small cafe near NLB, but is rather packed. The food is also nice. I tried the grilled chicken roll stuffed with mushrooms. Yumyum! Aileen tried beef, while the gals tried something like fish and chips. But mine still the best! haha... After which, me and meini went back 1st. Went over to take a look of hani, cos he is sick that day, hmm.. fever.. was rather worried about him since evening.. Thus, planned this surprise visit to cheer him up =)

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14 dec'07

my dear hani was sick. really sick. After my morning shift, as i swope with frenz, acc him to see doc. he was running high fever and got throat infection. Oh god. so serious. acc him till he sleep then i left his house. poor boy. but luckily the next day the fever is finally down.

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20 dec'07

Yeah! Hani was well le. So we head down to Suntec as we plan to eat Kuishinbo. But.. but.. its packed with people, plus no special buffet price so we postpone that trip. AND change to Swensen. Yum! I tried the season special turkey set, while hani tried the clam soup with sandwiches. Swensen its a good restaurant indeed.

Next we went to round the suntec, many rounds to find atm deposit machine, my mp4 stock from suntec south to north back and fro, to marina sq and back to suntec. Haha. dunno see the same store how many times, min. 3 rounds le. Haha. After which, cant find the best package for my mp4 so.. last resort we went Sim Lim Sq for the best deal. Went around the building got $250, 249, 214 etc. & the best store is $200.

Haha.. i'm so happy!! Can save like $50 bucks wor. But they dun accept cards, so i have to go to the nearby building to find my ATM machine. After back with cash, when everything is settled.. the moment came.. the store personnel said.. with GST will be $215. oh my!!! that's the bis tactics i guess? but anyway, its still a good deal than any other place, jus that nxt time go buy things from there must ask -> w/ or w/o GST.. In addition, i bought another better ear phone for my mp4 for better quality i hope. Haha.

Creative Zen 4GB - $215

Thanks hani.. really.. thanks for accompanying me all the way all over the place to just find my mp4.. Its rather tiring the whole afternooon and besides u just recover from sick. I love you boy. =) Appreciated for your patience... *muack*

2007-11-01T13:05:00.000-07:00

o_O" Zzz.. long long time no blog again.. as usual.. haha..

1st shall update on my 1st year anniversary.

* 2nd Sept 07 *
well, let me recall. Hmmm~ that day i wakie early in the morning to.. Queue up to subscribe MaxMobile for daddy. Reached abt 8plus, but already more than 70 over people reached le, when they supposed to only start their IT Fair booth at 10am. Zzz. I didnt get to get the complimentary Creative player tho, cos only 1st 50. Hahax. but still subscribed for daddy.

Afterwhich, went to hav a relaxed morning porridge buffet @ Suntec with mummy. Long time since we two mummy & gal eat buffet alone le. Nice experience. Nxt time bring hani go! Affordable price and wide variety dishes to choose. =)

Nxt, after mummy went home. Meet my dearest boy to CELEBRATE!! haha. finally.. the day i looking forward to.. our 1st year anniversary.. Went thru thick & thin with each other, still manage to be with one another.. Its our fate & destiny.. Not easy yeah? i would say..

Well, we went to Kbox @ Marina square, sing our throat out. Duet again and again. Challenging each other. Afterwhich, went for my 2nd buffet for the day. Went to the Suki Yaki buffet, without the ice cream one. Nice nice. Haha.

2007-09-28T06:54:00.000-07:00

Oh my god~ can u believe my last update is like on 15 july? thats... 2mths ago! Hahax.. aiyo.. sorry for the long awaiting yea.. cos busybusy all the way mah.. O_0''

21 sept' 07
plan to give a surprise countdown to his bday. Already ordered something special for you. Its chocolate delight (party pack) from CoffeeBean. It is made of small small sample sized chocolate cakes of Coffeebean. So in one shot can taste all types. *grin* Well, its a cake in someway. Special right? haha. Put one candle in the middle of one piece to celebrate for you..

But.. but.. everything is under my control.. suddenly... I.Realised.That.I.Forgot.About...LIGHTER!! haha..
oh.. no no this is no good.. i quickly asked around.. but there's NO SALE of lighter in the Transit area of Airport due to security reasons.. and my friends dun smoke.. Zzz.. Finally i managed to ask my ex-colleague who lived in Pasir Ris to pass me a lighter all the way from there to here.. Hahax.. Thanks so much!!

Yup ^-^ hani somehow was surprised on my plan.. good good..

22 sept '07
yeah! finally.. its your bday le.. haha.. my surprise birthday celebration for you can make it happen le..

23 sept '07
I'm the organiser of today's event. I'm so excited!!
Sorry hani, i didnt celebrate with ya on ur actual date, due to my attachment i had to work. But i noe u wont mind? will you..? haha..

Its starts with a simple "guess the clue" game, where i wrote down clues on the "place we gonna go", "type of transport we gonna take" & "one place of interest we gonna visit". Means he has to guess correct before we can proceed. Of cos, my hani sooo.. clever guess correct the 1st 2 clues the 1st try.

Sentosa is what i plan, as quite few months we didnt go le. We took cable car, as we normally take bus over, so today kinda special? Another surprise is.. We are so "qiao" to get the cable car numbered 23. Same as today's date!! haha. The first destination will be.. Dolphin Lagoon, cos i noe he likes dolphin, and didnt see them perform before if i didnt remembered wrongly. We watched the 3.30pm session, Its.. WARM.. haha.. kinda sunny.. but yeah.. our attactions are distracted by the clever dolphin stunts, so not as warm le. Afterwhich, we finally get the chance to board the Pink double decker open roof top bus. Yeah!! finally.. get to sit.. 1st time wor!! haha. Nicenice..

Afterwhich, we headed down to Underwater world. ($19.90/per pax) 1st stop, is the Touch Pond where u can put ur hands in to touch some gentle sea creatures. We are lucky enough as its the feeding time of the fishes at the aquarium. Many fishes swimming towards the diver.. Nice scene..

Next stop, will be CineBlast. Where the movie comes alive! Why do i say so? Try it yourself! haha.. Its one of the new attractions in Sentosa. Yup, very nice indeed. Everyone will have to go into a room for pre-start preparation. Loud music and intro shows to warm up 1st. Cos it the "Log journey", where you sit on the stimulated chairs and you move along with the movie. You follow how the log drift on the river.. when it falls from a waterfall.. The chair will be sloping downwards, and you can feel the cool breeze wind blowing at your face.. When the log is sent up on a machine, you are like in a roller coaster ride.. NICE!! hahax.. ($16/per pax)

Again, we get to sit on the Pink double decker open roof top bus. 2nd chance! so lucky =)
We head back to Cable Car centre to head down to Mount Faber Park. Actually nth much over at the park with some high class style restaurant & bar (JewelBox), but.. i admit that the view is nice, afterall its mountain peak view. *wink^ Nxt, we headed down to VivoCity for dinner. Hogs Breath Cafe, yes.. its a cute theme restaurant. Get to noe it from a child's balloon, can u believe it? Hahax. its true, i saw one child holding to their balloon, and searched online thats how i noe..

I tried the chicken set & hani is fish & chip. Mine is ok lo.. not bad.. but hani prefer the one at Fish & co. We oso ordered Clam chowder. Yummy! Best of all, my card oso got discount. haha. can save abit.. =) nxt time can go again..

Total spending abt $100+ for wee's celebration.. (mine)
Total spending abt $40+ (wee)

Thanks hani.. haha.. or i dunno how much i will spend on just one day.. Hope you really enjoy your day with me!! *a little surprise to brighten your day*

muackMuack~!! loving you always.. with lots of hugs, ling

2007-07-17T23:52:00.000-07:00

15 july'07

Sunday - our dating day of the week. Hahax.. Inital plan was to go NeWater centre to visit de, but due to some reason we agree to postpone that.. Next up, is our cycling event. Plan to go Pasir Ris Park de, long time never go le.. So we happily take our MRT journey..

Reached there kinda early so decided to shop ard White Sand first. Went lunch, then library.. was browsing thru CLEO magazine, yup... nice and relaxing hours spent.. As Pasir Ris is one of the "highly dangerous" place for dengue fever, we decided to play safe - buy insect repellent. Hahax.. interestingly, we bought the XX brand, as it states will prevent dengue label, and we plan to sue the Co, if we got dengue after using the product.. Hahax.. Just when we were happily about to head towards the bus interchange.. We then realised.. It's raining.. heavy rain..

Zzz.. just when we have time for cycling.. its raining.. nvm, maybe its bless in disguise bah in some ways.. haha.. so we cont our sweet time in library.. Dinner time~!! Head down to Bedok food centre,.. and well.. had several different items sharing.. yumyum~!! Heavy dinner tho.. hahax..
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17 july'07

Harry Potter (digital).. yup, finally we managed to watch at The Cathay. Oh boy~ Its damn cold, very BIG theatre, BIG screen.. I like~!! Luckily we got "The Grand Cathay" theatre, initally we still dun understand.. when we started watching.. its cool~!! hahax.. Can even compare to GV Max, to me ..

Overall, i think its quite a nice movie, with laughters and mystery.. not like wat the reviews and comment made leh.. luckily we still watched despite all these not-so-good comment.. i still can understand.. there's still next movie continuing i guess... =)

*ling - to -wee *
There's lots of things words cant describe my feelings to you now.. " qian yan wan yu, rang wo kai bu liao kou" Hahax.. u understand? missya ..

2007-07-12T10:37:00.000-07:00

wah.. these couple of weeks watched 2 movies le.
First is the "Transformer" Its damn interesting and cute.. Oh man~ I love tat bumberbee so much.. Esp when its transformed to a car, it actually can sense how its owner feels.. plays certain romantic music to help his owner to get his babe. Hahax.. Funny scenes.. a MUST WATCH movie!!

Second i watched "Die Hard 4".. another active pack movie.. the main actor is damn brave & very creative indeed!! Use a car to destroy the helicopter!! etc.. i oso admire on how intelligent the boy (who was always chased by the bad guy, the last hacker) was.. the knowledge he had in IT industry.. another STRONGLY RECOMMENDED movie too!!

Wat's next? Of cos.. is Mr Potter's movie, up next week with hani.. hahax.. its definitely a MOVIE month..
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Oh.. yesterday then i knew SHE is coming to Sgp, for their "PLAY" concert.. my fren actually got 2 VIP ticket + normal seating ticket.. so good.. but she selling the VIP ticket min. $100.. hmm.. kinda XX now.. thinking of other way .. Just now went the net, saw a pair ticket on sale, price still affordable.. will discuss with hani later.. Hahax..

Or otherwise, will be going to the Settler's Cafe instead le.. I like both events~!!
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Ling -to- Wee:

Hani, thanks for being understanding at times.. Thanks for ur constant encouragement & support all these while.. I'm sorry for being childish, or even upset u by my behaviour sometimes.. You really mean a lot to me!! Loveya!! Hahax.. =)

-happy little couple-

2007-06-26T23:41:00.000-07:00

Just came back from Marina Steamboat - Chong Pang 2-in-1 steamboat.
Priced at $12/per person, with free Ice-cream.
Met hani ard 6plus, and took a bus down to our eating outlet. We chose this Co as it appears to be the most appealing and clean one. Had several food items like noodles, chicken wings, curry and some uncooked food.. Its our 1st time two people eating steamboat.. nice nice, i love it~!! Nxt time come again wor ^-^

Hahax.. interestingly~ we oso learned how impt CASH is to us, rather than NETS. Know y? Cos we run out of cash.. We got just enough for the meal, with ordering drinks. Only CASH transactions, so no choice to do away with ordering drinks. There's no ATM machines around the area sia.. After eating our food, its getting thirsty, so we suggested drink the soup instead. As we ordered chicken broth, and we added extra herbal like red dates which make the soup more delicious!!

Still.. its thirsty.. as i wanna retrieve my wallet in hani's bag.. and as i was saying that if only i bring my bag along, there'll be my water bottle and.. Guess wat? We suddenly remembered that there's still some water left in hani's water bottle.. Hahax.. "Holy Water" thats wat we called it instead, cos its Sooo precious.. After the ice-cream, we left the place. Its abt 8plus le.. Nevertheless, the thirst for water is still there.. we are only left with some coins.. There's a minimart, which most importantly got sell mineral water, costing $1/per bottle.. I then double checked my wallet again for exact coins amount, and addition to hani's.. we have enough coins for 1 bottle. Hahax.. happily, we bought the bottle, and rushed for the approaching bus..

Home sweet home..
Such an interesting day we had, right hani? Hahax.. A nice day out withya.. Missing you now..

*luvya* nite.. ^-^

2007-06-26T16:30:00.000-07:00

10 june 07

JB? Movie? Yeah.. we went City Square.. arrived abt 1plus, for lunch @ HongKong Cafe, which is different from the one at Sgp. The atmosphere is so-so, but the food variety is more.. lots more.. hahax.. the drink oso many different types for us to choose and some in special container like glass bottle.. interesting~ I had a japan style pizza, taste so-so lo.But my drink is awesome!! Its hazelnut milk tea. Its so smooth and filled with hazelnut.. Hani ordered "hou fan", and almond milk tea.. Its a special way of presenting the drink too. nicenice =)

Nxt head down to popular. Bought a workbook for bro & Sega Sonic PC Game, a long-lost game i havnt played. I bought at RM24.95 with more than 6 games i think. Thats so value for money!! Hahax..

Last, is our movie time~ The pirates of Carribean 3.. not bad movie tho =) the price is so damn.. CHEAP!! Its RM10 per ticket i think.. So, its like buy one-get-one free when converted to sing dollar. Hahax.. But hani said its dangerous to watch in malaysia cinema, cos sometimes some physco may place some AIDs needles there.. etc.. oh my~ afterwhich, went back sgp abt 7plus.. not really traffic jam, but HUMAN jam on the bus.. hahax..
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These couples of week of holiday went ard eating and eating... haha.. we managed to go the "Marche" @ Vivo.. The food is so-so only, atmosphere is not bad.., but.. i prefer the "Vilage" @ Hereen that time i went with my gals. Hahax.. The system is the same as SIM cafe, using cards.. nxt time bring hani there instead~!! Shall we? hahax..
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Went AMK hub for the "Pepper lunch", the 1st time i had. Interesting way of eating~ .. the food is nice, i ordered the chicken set, with tuna salad. nicenice!! And.. there's a blackout that day too.. some shops.. twice i think.. the second time even the UOB bank oso had the same encounter, and the alarm went off too.. even the NTUC oso the same @B1. Hahax.. wonder wat happens to the customer paying their items halfway.hahax..
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26 June 07

yeah~!! later gonna hav steamboat. initially wanna go bugis de.. but think if go marina at least can walk walk at the park after food, so decided to go marina instead.. cant wait for the food.. hee.. gonna meet hani later too... but.. its warm now!! wonder i made the wrong choice eating steamboat later under a warm weather.. haha..

*luvya*

2007-06-03T23:07:00.000-07:00

A simple yet meaningful day withya..

Today, my family bought a new fridge from COURTS due to the sales they having.. yeah~ a newer bigger one.. after which, we went to library in search for books and meanwhile study alittle for my SIS commontest.. borrowed 3 books for myself and hani got 1 himself too..

After dinner, went back hm to watch "Pirate of the Carribean" @ CH 5.. the 1st series.. hmm.. yup, a nice & interesting one where the pirates who touched the golden coins actually turned into skeletons under moonlight.. happily ever after ending.. interesting~ i managed to hear a "cos u never been to singapore" something like tat phrase in the movie.. haha.. tho i dun really understand wat he means..

Today.. i got 2 things to tell my gals.. but.. i dun have the courage to say out in front of you.. I'm sorry.. so i decided to heed my hani's advise "paper cant cover fire for long"... so.. yup, i confide over here..

--> i'm sorry i didnt managed to submit our e-learning assignment on time, but i managed to submit to our tutor's email address abt 6 plus cos the submission is closed le. I cant get her office number in staff directory so i cant contact her.. but i clearly explained that its my fault for the late submission and u gals did ur part le.. I'm sorry..

--> I'm sorry again.. cos only today i told my mum abt our cycling trip in pulau ubin.. and didnt expect her to object.. cos she fear my safety over there , and commented that her concern over the cycling road there, and oso the recent case of an accident over there reported in the news.. Haix.. i noe meini expects this trip long time ago le.. but i'm afraid i cant disobey my mum. u may call my "mummy's gal" or wat.. but cos she concern abt me, and i cant do anyth abt tat..

I really hope u can understand my stand.. i'm sorry.. and i know saying that u may still be upset.. not to worry.. u and the rest can still go cycle there, without.. guess i cant help it.. i'm not stopping u.. but~ if u decided to change ur route and go east coast instead.. do call me along wor!! hahax.. Hmm.. pls forgive.. &.. let me noe when u see this msg can? ..

=) let's jia you for our last commontest paper on Wednesday!! *hugs*

2007-05-30T00:11:00.000-07:00

yeah~!! Ooo.. hani, i'm so proud of ya..
so excited when i knew that you are actually attached to DSTA.. Oh my~ thats such a good company.. Hahax.. tho the pay is.. kinda little.. but its the reputation of company that matters.. Congrat~~ enjoy ur work there wor.. knew its hard for ya to wakie so early and reached hm so late le.. But, we can still meet during weekends wor.. hahax.. Jia you~!!

wonder where i will attached to... hmm..

24/05/07
my gals celebrated my 19th bday for me!! 1st they plan a surprise for me at the "Settlers' cafe" at near Clark.Q was a nice and simple place, with kinda nice food too. I ordered the chicken spag. yum~ and oso played several cool board games.. interesting~

afterwhich, initially we wanna go for steamboat de.. but after the meal at settlers' cafe, was full~ so.. changed our place to.. KBox@ Cineleisure level 8. Hahax.. not bad cos got window view.. nice! Wow.. Thanks gals for ur surprised bday gift!! i never expected u gals to do that for me.. its a puzzle with me and u gals!! hahax... customised one leh... Arigato!! *huggie

27/05/07
yeah! my hani celebrated my bday for me too.. =)
the co-ordinator of the day--> hani brings me to a specialised chicken rice shop (Loy Kee) @ woodgrove.. nicenice~ never expect that tho..

nxt went to shop for hani's formal wear for his job.. took bus to bugis OG, but didnt found anyth nice, so took bus back to woodlands again.. hahax.. finally got his shirts at John little.. i somehow chose 2 shirts and 1 pants for ya.. hmm.. hope u like them? haha.. my charming boy.. Ooops.. *mushy* .. oo.. also found my "god-mummy" at there working.. hahax..

lastly, was kinda late le abt evening time then head back woodgrove for... Prata~!! hahax.. the famous outlet at Bukit Timah is available in Woodlands. Aint i lucky? hahax.. I ordered the Nasi goreng Ayam, nice as i tasted in B.T last time.. hani's cheese prata is yummy too~

lastly.. home sweet home.. finally u get to eat the prata i wanna recommend u.. thanks for ur treat!! i really enjoyed them.. *muack*

luvya.. ^-^

2007-05-24T08:48:00.000-07:00

Ooo. long time nvr update my blog le. Hahax...hmm..

24nd may'07
One day after my 19th birthday..
Yeah~ today my gals gonna celebrate for me.. haha.. so happy.. i'm the participant for today, dunno wat they gonna plan for me.. haha.. so excited..

22nd may'07
After work, hani met me @ Admiralty, hmm.. carrying his sling bag, with no cake on hand. haha.. wonder how he placed the cake in his bag de.. horizontally? oh my~ .. haha..

his initial place he planned is "the stage" .. but it happens to have someone there le.. so after searching for sometime.. we settled at.. playground. Interesting~ cos i never had a countdown at playground de. He also blindfolded me with his towels, while he planned his layout for the celebration. Tada~ yummy chocolate cake infront of me.. with "Happy 19th Birthday" cutout from pink paper decorating beside it. Ooo.. so sweet of him.. English, followed by Chinese bday song.. made a wish & blow~ .. Mmmm.. the cake is nice..

After the cake section, he wants me to turn ard and "Dont Peek".. a necklance.. with the pendant of mars & venus joined together --> which represents me & you together forever.. So meaningful~ Thanks hani.. *muack* .. another "follow-up" celebration on Sunday date.. hee..

You are the 1st person who countdown my bday with me.. the 1st person i see and tok to in my 19th age.. luvya ^_^

21st may'07
IBS data gathering call.. interesting tho.. i only rehearsed once with hani, then.. is the real thing le. Tho i prepared several relevant qns to be asked, on the ground my mind just kinda went blank. Hahax.. but luckily i managed to handle so-so.. my result.. oso so-so lo.. hahax.. ok lah, will jia you in solution call de!!

2007-05-09T16:50:00.000-07:00

Yeah~ the customer prob is solved.. so now just have to be more careful in my work to avoid mistakes.. Hani's competition project is gonna be presented tml le..

Ooo.. so anxious for you.. i know u guys have put in lots of effort, its gonna end soon.. hmm.. hopefully u guys can enter to the final ^_^ but.. of cos.. it will be kinda tired for you le.. After so much work, and not much rest.. Jia you wor, one more day to go..

Hmm.. a couple of projects onhand to finish.. Ooo... god~ hahax..

Today is my bro's Birthday~!! Happy Birthday~!! O00.. It's oso Benjamin's (my god-bro) birthday.. 2 of them same day wor.. lolx.. Happy birthday to you too..!!

Lol.. i know of one of gal, my IJC fren, same age & same birthday with me.. its a rare case tho.. Hahax..

2007-04-30T13:20:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. should i stay or leave the company..

This qn is wat i kept thinking abt these few days.. The reason why i chose to leave NoDa is because of the pay Starhub offered me. But now the reason i wanna leave Starhub is the stress and customer dispute i encountered. Sometimes are those unnecessary ones i noe, because of the mistakes i made caused all the unnecessary problems.

Initially, hani oso wan me stay with Noda, cos he can see that i'm happy with my job there. No stress, just lower pay. The colleagues are very friendly and some treat me like their daughter etc. Nice in other word. I get to know my current job from an agency. Strangly, both companies or shld i say the department i went to are those employess that dun stay long with company. ppl come & go.. Cos of the pay, and oso the lost of passion with NoDa, i went over to Starhub. The whole process dragged for abt half year etc.

Now, i faced the same problem. Colleagues over there are nice too.. jus that stress.. is all i have to faced almost eveyday.. Stress from no sales, customers.. Yes, the pay is high, comes with high level of stress too. I wanna stay.. but i kept making mistake.. Like the one i had now.. Oh god~ really hope my supervisor can solve tat.. And worst, i still remembered last time, in Dec I had a bad experience which i prayed not to encounter again. Haix..

I wanna learn how to handle stress from starhub, cos i believe if i can do so .. in future when i get to be the managerial position, i know wat to do instead of crying.. SO yeah.. hopefully if this case is solved, i will handle my future case with extra cautious..

Jia you wor, Sokling~!!

*wee, i'm thinking of you*

2007-04-27T13:04:00.000-07:00

Ooo.. long time no blog le.. Initially got lots of stuff to blog de.. but almost forgot half of which liao.. Zzzz..

Yeah~!! Finally school starts le.. 1st sem in school before attachment.. hopefully can get the IAP i source for.. kinda cool place.. Anyway, it also means.. homework, cca, work, hani, family & friends!! Oh my~ no time for me.. lolx..

Remembered last Friday, finally abt to go out with my gals le.. Tho promised during holidays but kinda packed schedule.. Haha.. 1st time try the Hong Kong cafe @ Marina Sq. Wah~ XX leh.. i just bought the fruit platter dessert, which cost me $8/- liao.. Haha.. but.. ok lah, got my fav Mango & watermelon ^-^
Afterwhich went KBox, had a heaven great time singing, or u can call tat shouting, dancing etc.. lastly went to Vi'laGe @ The Hereen, Orchard. Nice atmosphere, with different themes at each corner like european countryside etc. Nice~ I tried the pizza over there.. one person finished a whole plate of that.. $9.90/- Yumyum~!! Nxt time bring my hani there makan .. =)

Oh yeah.. in the holiday oso went Swensen for hani's reward. Hahax.. cos we both meet each other's criteria for studies so its REWARD time with yummy food~!! You treated me "Fish & Co." SO me treat you Swensen @ Marina Sq. I ordered that roasted half spring chicken with cheesy spinach & creamy masked potato.. Oh my~ damn nice lo.. esp the spinach, cooked with cheesy.. so soft & delicious.. Hani's is baked rice.. Hahax.. kinda simple one with smoked salmon etc.. but he liked tat too.. Ended with Some berry icecream.. top slim cup type.. Nice.. but the outcome leftover abit.. "messy".. lolx.. anyway, we enjoyed the meal..

Lolx.. thats all i remembered.. -The end-

Today, so funny.. saw the time table wrongly.. tot is 1pm tutorial, in the end turns out to be 11am until meini told me.. Hahax.. Zzz.. no choice had to pon tat, cos its like 10mins later start le.. Hahax.. Now prepare for aftnn lect le ^-^ Sayonara~!!

-Missya boy-

2007-04-07T20:33:00.000-07:00

to my hani...

Wee, thanks.. really thanks for assuring my feelings and calming me down.. I admit that in a split second I did thought of being back to dot. I'm sorry. I admit that i dun have the courage to face the "music" at times.. I admit that I'm so worried for you, having to undergo those pressure..

But.. It's also you.. who gave me the assurance & love that made me have more confidence in our relationship. Its not easy for us to be together like now.. we have been thru so many numerous obstacles & problems, thus it not only strengthen & firm our believe in each other. I understand you more.. our love grown deeper.. inseparable.. you live within me~!! Tats wats you always said. You taught me how to love someone, you gave me the opportunity to take care of someone, you guide me on ways to maintain the relationship, to brighten someone's day..

Teckwee, i love you.. Muack~!!

from your honey..

2007-04-03T13:02:00.000-07:00

hmm.. these few days i'm sick.. so sick.. condition of health is like roller coaster, one day gets better the second day worsen.

Yesterday, i still went to work, cos at home i'm just too bored to stay. Early morning, dizzy tho maybe cos i didnt anyth much since last night till now. Malnutrient, i think tats called. At work, was kinda uncomfortable. Dun wear my jacket, is cold. Wear is hot. ZZzz. After work, reached hm measure temperature is slight fever 37.8. Abt to sleep i measure again, around 37.9. I can feel the hotness of my eyes & forehead. Tho i feel like having a cold compression will lessen the fever, but lazy to get up. On my fan, cover blanket, sleep till morning. Luckily, my temperature drops to abt 36.8 in the morning. =)

These few days flu, cough, dizzy, headache.. u name it~!! Its so unwell, yet i didnt see doc. Know why? When the day wanna see doc, i'm ok. the nxt day, the sickness comes back. Zzz. but i got eat medicine tho. Feel like seeing doc for my frequent headache & dizzyness ... hmm..

Mummy & bro not at hm, away to grandma hse till friday. Sad. Only left me & daddy. alone. lonely. bored. Zzz. I worked lo, no choice, cos its really really lonely at hm, for i'm not a HOME person. Hahax. Today, no choice but to rest aft yesterday fever, later meeting hani. Hahax. Someone to brighten my day =)

Now wat i can do is play game, watch show etc.. maybe watched finished the whole "wei xiao pasta"? hahax.. good idea!!

--> a lonely sickly puppy, cos the owner wasnt at home for several days, miss you <--

2007-03-19T00:35:00.000-07:00

18 March' 07

Yeah~!! Gotta treat from hani, cos i meet his expectation & criteria for my examination. Hahax. .. Its Fish & Co. .. It's my 1st time eating at there tho. We went to the outlet at WheelLock Place. Nice & romantic atmosphere. I ordered the "New York Fish & Chips", hani too. And ordered the combo set which comes along with soup-of-the-day, SeaFood chowder, & a drink, Kola Tonic.

1st comes the soup shortly. Creamy, smooth, and lots of surprises inside.. got clam, carrot, shrimp etc. Mmm~ Nxt is the drink, mine is Kola tonic which is cola concentrate with sprit, while hani is with passion fruit concentrate. Nice one too. Finally the main course - New York Fish & Chips, which leads me to think of the New york New York @ Suntec. Hahax. Kinda nice, cos its with cheese stuffing, with tinge of refreshing lemon juice. *CrunchCrunch* Hot & Crispy with the soft fresh fillet.

... comes along with fries, and tinge of chilli powder sprinkled on top. Ooo... Yummy~!! Hahax.. Big serving too.. end up, my fries left like half lo.. its a pity i cant finish cos we somehow rushing off for our next activity. Oh yah.. took some pictures too.. Upload nxt time.. Hee.. And it cost over $40++ cum GST.. Hmm.. Muack~!! Thanks hani for your delicious treat.. Well, if u meet my expectations for upcoming results (haha.. kinda high i know..) Billy Bombers shall be my treat then ^^b

Bought a pair of earrings @ Far East plaza, while returning my employment card to NoDa. Now.. really "nth" to do with tat company le.. sometimes really kinda miss the experience... Hahax..

Afterwhich, head down to Tampines, to meet kaili & angel for our gathering.. Finally pass Angel her present liao, but it turn out she received two similar or shld i say same ones? Hahax.. Oh my~ Anyway, its our thought tho.. Hee.. Hope u still like.. Shop around for my dear sis's wedding rings & gown.. Ooo.. wonder wat i'm gonna wear on her wedding..

End up in MOS, bought a drink, sit back & starts our story-telling as usual.. Haha.. Had a great time chatting abt our relationships etc.. A rare occasion that we have time to sit and chat like just now.. good good.. But.. But.. dunno y my left eyes got infection, dunno since when starts to swell abit.. Slight pain tho.. Then after consulting my mum, went to but the antibiotic eye wash. After several drops, was better liao.. Hani got a shock jus now.. Sry wor.. Hehe.. i'm OK de, dun worry ^^

And finally home sweet home..

Looking forward for our nxt gathering wor..

luvya wee *huggie*

2007-03-16T10:56:00.000-07:00

11 March'07
Ooo.. long time never go out with hani for the whole day liao, since CNY..
Our 1st destination head down to Bugis. We went praying and receive blessing for the coming year 2007. We oso noticed a signboard saying that this year (2007) is a good year for marriage, spouses etc.. lolx.. Hmm.. guess we hav to wait for another good year for our marriage?!? Had a nice lunch at Kok Kee outlet. Wanna recommend this most delicious dish - thai toufu, i think. The crispy coating with tenderness toufu inside, with the sweet & sour thai chilli. Mmm~~ Yummy!!! 5 thumbs UP for both of us =p

Hahax.. Actually wanna go the IT fair 2007 de, but the moment we stepped out of the CityLink, guess wat we saw? .. ppl.. everywhere are people.. the crowd are like moving so slowly thus no choice but to give it a miss this time due to time constraint. Then, i saw a pair of show hani commented "not bad, ok" de.. Wanna buy but no more size.. Its a new shoe tho, shall wait for their repeat order. Hahax..

Chiong~!! to Sentosa, the magical island. for our.. 2nd "honeymoon" .. ahahax.. away from Singapore, this busy city and enjoy the peace and relax moments there.. took lots of pictures too.. hee.. shall upload nxt time when i buy the bluetooth adaptor. I bought along the some sparklers & glowing stick.. kinda fun and tired at the same time. Didnt bring clothes to change thus, didnt play much water..Nxt time kk? hahax..

Initially had a hard time finding the beach which we 1st went, palawan beach cos forget the name liao. Went strolling down the Siloso, found arh.. "where's the bridge which we last went?" .. then took the beach tram to Palawan.. Yeah. correct place.. Nxt we went to look for the skytram & luge. We took the 1 time trip of skytram up and luge down - $9/each. Ooo.. its the 1st time we tried that.. the "cable car" is those kind which u can stretch ur legs out to the nature, with no cover. Aiyo, dunno how to describe but its enjoyable and nice scenery up there.. sea, ship yards etc.

Tired but fun and enjoyable day .. long time didnt play with sparklers liao, but the ones i bought didnt turn out to last long, and the flames are kinda small too.. Hahax..

14 March'07
Hani, happy "white" valentine's day~!!
Hahax.. today is my OFF day of work.. early in the morning woke up liao, cos hav to go for one of my CCA project market research. Went to Vricks company (some kinda recycle co.) wanna do a interview with the boss de, but he not there, so we proceed to our nxt destination, at Bedok, Sun love organization. Managed to tok to the in-charge, many things which my co-ordinator planned turned out the HDB had taken the action le. But still we brainstormed some ideas and discussed with Mr Hoon.

Yeah~!! Received my result liao.. *phew* i IMPROVED~!! Hahax.. kinda waiting for my results liao.. then turned out well, ok.. kinda well lah.. Hahax.. tho still can compared with hani, but at least i really put in effort and improved a lot~ Ooo.. so happy.. Thanks hani, for your continuous support & encouragement during my examinations period ^_^ *muack~!! Hmm.. if only my year 1 results are like these.. i'll be eligible for Uni le.. Now hav to put in extra extra effort le.. Hahax.. Its ok lah.. experiences mah =)

Meet hani in the evening, after his school.. and we watched "Music & Lyrics" @ Cathay causeway. Nice & romantic one suitable for Vday. Hahax. The soundtrack are kinda nice too.. Luckily this time i got see their movie review, before going for that movie.. the reviews are kinda good too.. so yea.. ^_^

-Home Sweet Home-

Kinda looking forward for this coming Sunday, cos i got a treat from Hani, for my improved grades & met his expectation. Hahax.. Maybe Fish & Co. Yeah!! Oso.. maybe watching movie preview if got for the "Mr Bean's holiday" .. somemore meeting kaili & angel too.. good good..

luvya .. Missya.. *huggie*

2007-02-15T22:47:00.000-08:00

Yeah!! Finally left with only one paper le - Human Resourse. V Day me still got my law paper exam, luckily is one of my fav module so yea is ok. Hahax...

14 February 2007
Valentine's Day..

After ended my exam paper, rushed over to meet my hani @ Clementi le. Guess wat? Surprised by.. a bouquet of rose (1) from you.. cos you mentioned before that there wont be any this year, and i didnt mind.. But.. But.. Hani, Ooo.. i'm so overjoyed by your flower, its the 2nd rose i received tho, but the meaning of prev time is different.. Nevertheless, its my 1st time receiving flowers, and its from YOU!! Hahax.. Was so happy holding my little rosy around from WestMall to Suntec to Yishun..

After my little surprise, went to check out the buffet lunch @ Sakae.. but.. but.. its the 2nd time we came at wrong day.. Haha.. then we used our back-up plan, but i love tat best!! Headed to "Kuishin-Bo" @ Suntec level 3, for our lunch buffet. The atmosphere is kinda nice and relax, but arh.. we down there chiong for the food cos there's time limit. Hahax.. It a japanese-style buffet restaurant, and its kinda better than Sakae ( for sushi lovers), cos at Kuishin-Bo, there's lots more like my fav Choco fountain, tempera, teppanyaki, sushi etc.. and oso our fav green tea soba &.. tomatoes.. Hahax.. Didnt get to take any pic, cos.. was so busy with the food.. hahax.. Next time, shall we go there earlier?

Next activity is.. Movie preview of "Just Follow Law" @ Yishun. Laughters filled the whole cinema, very funny and touching at some scenes.. This is wat i call comedy mah. Nicenice.. Hahax. Its abt Fann Wong & Gurmit, one is civil employee of WAS, another is a technican of same co. In an accident, they exchanged their soul, and.. experienced what the other party experiences in their work life.. and also discovered their inner self =) nice show of Jack Neo again..

Last but not least.. remember i havnt mention of my present? Hahax.. Went back to hani's hse, had a light dinner, prepared by his mum. Nice soup ^^v Hahax.. Nxt time mus learn.. then finally got my present.. a teddy bear.. and its a big one.. ahahx.. like slightly smaller than a one yr old kid only.. Ooo.. so Kawaii neh.. huggable little honey... Hahax.. and ur card, with a touching poem *secret* .. Enjoyed our day, ended with our marathon, hahax.. *secret* ...

Few days later.. i'm gonna leave you le.. for KL for CNY.. One week plus, i'm really gonna miss you badly hani.. hmm.. must jia you jia you!! in your exam, tho i cant be by ur side, but i will use our telepathy to give you my moral support de!! Hani, i love you. And.. i know we gonna fulfil our promise & pact to each other!! Muackz!! ^^v

2007-02-12T16:07:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. Its exam period now.. jus ended one kinda tough paper, my financing paper. Hahax.
Ooo.. so looking forward to 2 more days.. its Valentine's Day!!!

1st time celebrating with hani, can still remember what happens during my IJC 3 months course on tat day.. *Ooops.. ahahx.. [blush] weird experiences * .. Hahax..

Jus ended my last day at NoDa (Suntec), kinda weird feeling on tat day.. mixed feeling like cant bear to quit, but.. i hav my reason.. i really enjoyed my days with the colleagues and.. some customers.. Now i can finally focus on one job le.. So, more time i hope? Hahax..

left with 2 more papers le.. must jia you jia you.. cos the prev two dun think score well, cos last min prepare mah.. Haix.. kinda regret.. but yea.. jus hav to do my best for the last 2 le.. ^^v

missya hani.. and.. Happy Valentine's day in advance!! *muack*

2007-01-18T23:46:00.000-08:00

hmm.. kinda sad now.. the main question which kept lingering around our minds - Time..

Time seems never enough for both of us. Hahax. dunno is good or bad. Cos of my current 2 jobs, i jus dun hav enough time to acc my hani, my family and studies. Sad. Very tired now, from my work somemore i still needa touch-up for my presentation tml.

Anxious yet excited abt my exams, after that BLAW revision lect. Sad. CMA (accounting) paper is like 2 weeks later and i havnt start studying!!! How to maintain my CT results? Sad.

Sad. Is how i feel now. Hahax.. Jia You for better tml~!!! ^^

-luvya hani-

2007-01-16T23:57:00.000-08:00

Exams coming.. projects due.. presentation about to start.. two jobs to handle.. plus CCA & family time (with hani too*) .. gonna be busy busy for me.. Hahax...

Jus checked my CONFIRMED exam timetable.. V day.. V day!!! u know.. i'm having one of my "fav" module, dunno to like or worry.. on V day!! Three continuous major papers starting from Wed to Fri. Oh my!! Hope i can cope.. This time round i got 4 papers to take..

But, a bonus to me .. we can still study together for revision, wonder why hani exam starts so late aft CNY. Tats my holiday le.. hee.. can enjoy.. but u revising.. hmm..

Everyday's Valentine's day just having you by my side ~!!

got to cont my proj le.. hee.. luvya!! *muack*

2007-01-01T23:27:00.000-08:00

31 december' 06
A day to remember .. a beautiful full stop to all the happenings the whole 1 year.. enjoying the last few precious moments with my dearest boy..

Many things happen during these few years ..2006 is no better..

My studies is again in full boost engine heating up my passion to study.. Thanks to hani..

My relationship is once again stable down, with wee.. living in my sweet sweet love life.. Hee.. *blush*

My career is better still, cos i managed to get a higher pay job as StarHub Telemarketer, finally all these years of lower range pay. Finally, I decided to quit Noda, after all these months of considerations.. Of cos, there are many memories with my fellow colleagues.. I will definitely visit them when i'm free.. =) mixed feelings .. but I have to go..

My CCA, being the VP is not an easy job. I believe I may not have done a great job being one.. but i will try my best to commit my time as one. Events coming up, plannings to be done. I agree I dun hav the passion I had before with Leo Club, .. gimme some time bah..

I celebrated my last day of this year with hani of cos.. finally we get to watch the *high-rated movie, cos always sold out fast thus we presumed* "Night At the Musemum" at Marina Sq. Yes, indeed its a gd recommendation ^^ .. esp with him, thus even nicer show. hahax.. Oops.. Kinda funny at times, at action packed ones.. nice nice ^^

Afterwhich a simple yet romantic dinner under the starry night in the open space, with him ..and.. LOTS of ppl.. Hahax.. guess why? cos.. its the COUNTDOWN party~!! We had take away foods.. Hahax.. but its kinda cool experience at there.. even played a "creative" game of his with words.. hahax..

Lastly, is the most excitement moment..
We reached abt .. 10pm? Guess wat we see.. PPL.. PPL all over the place at Esplanade.. lolx.. wah.. really "kiasu" .. We wondered abt the place finding a good spot, after drizzle here and there.. there are also short fireworks at 10pm, 11pm and 11.30pm from the building rooftops. Very nice ^^ ..

Finally ...
3... 2... 1... Boom~ Boom~..
WAH~!! fireworks LIVE.. so so nice.. colourful glitterings filled the sky.. with everyone exclaiming "wah" and sounds of celebrations.. I especially like the finale part where by the buildings and the sky at the same moment got fireworks.. together.. very very pretty.. and lastly end.. with the golden "glittering" the whole dark sky.. like those kinda MV shoot.. Ooo.. tho its a long wait and lots of ppl.. its definitely worth it~!! Yeah.. plus plus is with my beloved hani leh.. Hahax.. too bad i didnt bring Cam, if not can record liao.. *bleh* the whole fireworks end abt 12.10am.

Afterwhich.. is another climax moment... to SQUEEZE.. with the crowd... luckily the train service is extended till 1.30am. Hahax.. but still.. due to lots of road closure, esp the CityLink.. took us some time to get to the station finally abt 1.10am managed to board the train. In the end, took cab home from wlds stn. Hahax..

A very NEW experience for me.. cos its my 1st time countdown.. and so romantic to watch fireworks with wee.. Cool~!! Haha..

School term abt to start le.. means project, exams.. lesser time to meetup? Hahax.. will try my best to schedule more time for ya de.. ^^ Jia you~!! and.. lets count down to the Feb Holiday~!!! lolx..

honey Miss hani *muack* .. =)

2006-12-26T13:45:00.000-08:00

24th Dec ' 06
Me, Planner for the prog of the day. Hahax. Ooops, due to my mistake there's slight changes to my prog. Actually planned to take hani to watch the National Team ice-skating at Skating de. Cos i know u like the gracefulness of the skaters, but i dunno how to. But it ended on 23dec~!!! And i missed the last section wor. Haix.. Hahax.. nvm, we managed to "free-to-think" session and changed our location. Brought u eat the prata, but it doesnt turn out as nice as i ate with the gals.

In the mid of doing so, I actually planned to book the movie preview for DeathNote 2, cos i afraid today due is a sneak preview later ganna fully booked. However, i cant do so due to my Visa. >_<" Hahax.. nvm, we still managed to watch tho not couple seat. At least is a seat whereby we still can watched comfortablely. Haha.. The overall show is quite ok bah. Nice, but tends to be kinda draggy at certain times. A simple yet filled with my bless for you day. ^^v

25th Dec'06
Merry Christmas~!!! Today. i became the participant of the day. Hahax. Planned to hav sakae buffet, but didnt know tt there's isnt any on Public holiday wor. Nvm, we still do away with tat, with a simple lunch. Afterwhich, guess wat?! We went for Idce-skating session~! Oh tats so cool~!! Hahax.. 2nd time been there, 1st time is an invitation for a fren's bday. Initially, i tried to grab my balance, with the rail. Afterwhich, hani encouraged me to take a tour ard, so holding his hands tighttight, he skate i follow. Hahax.. Its kinda shaky at times, cos quite slippery mah. But after few rounds, i managed to improve slightly and skate slowly very slowly on my own. Hahax.. thanks coach~!! The music they played backgrd is great for speedy times and romance times too.. nice experience. let's go again nxt time, shall we? Hahax..

Afterwhich, we had a session of "history" .. hahax.. *secret* even more special.. our dinner** hahax.. its my 1st time trying that.. but its kinda fun~!! Hahax..

Thanks hani, for the stuff u planned for me.. i'm really touched.. cos.. not many ppl planned their day for me.. Really enjoyed my day withya.. luvya~!! 2 more days before we meet each other again. missya.. and Take care of ur flu wor. ^^v *huggie*

2006-12-13T23:05:00.000-08:00

Yeah~!! Know wat? Tml is my last paper for commontest le.. Finally wor.. after tat guess wat? We gonna celebrate.. rock our way to the Kbox.. long time nvr go there le.. can still remember last time went with the gals, we r soooo HIGH~ hahax.. jump here and there...

Besides, Friday we gonna shop for our relevant bday gift & christmas gift for each other.. Its kinda exciting.. and we gonna have SUSHI .. oh.. my fav.. Hahax..

Wow.. "hao qiao wor" .. now then I know there are 3 frenz who's birthday fall on 12 Dec, definitely a lucky day =)

Holiday's day coming le.. means.. its OUR world le.. me & my hani.. Hahax..
Today, hani's gonna have his NAFA run. I can't be by ur side, but i can give u my utmost support~!!! Honey, Jia you wor.. Nxt time see ya then give u a good massage wor ^^v

-missya-

2006-12-11T21:57:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. dunno why .. But the feeling of missing hani is so strong now.. R u thinking the same too?

These few days withya i'm really so so happy.. cos the support u give me pull me thru all my tough times.. especially my coming commontest, you spent your time with me to revise my stuff.. hani, i dunno what to say but.. "thank you" .. for all your sacrifices to me..

Feel like hugging you.. but u not here.. these few days u will be busy with ur proj date line while me with my 3 test papers.. let's JIA YOU ~!!! Hahax..

-luvya lotz- ^^b

2006-12-09T13:59:00.000-08:00

Rumors.. rumors.. haha.. guess wat? Julian, tats him. Hmm.. what shld I say abt him leh? He arh.. quite helpful lo at work will guide the juniors, oh yah~ one thing abt him. He is a clubber – in other words, he always go clubbing leh. Fun meh? Haha.. dunno him. Always ask me weird weird qns.. but he quite luckily de, always have at least one sales per day to survive then he slack all the way till off work.

But when I compare him with hani, of cos my hani much better. More understanding, care, etc.. and loves me more~!! Hahax.. Julian is the type for guy for those gals who like to play and puppy love. Hmm.. I’m once also like tat.. always play all year round, seems like never serious is anyth.. but not now..

Now, mus be the guaiguai gal, who try to study hard and stop “flirting” around with guys. Hahax.. cos got hani liao mah.. so mus behave..

Jus done with one CT, thank god~ its quite easy to me. Hahax.. not much I give this comment for exams. However, it oso doesn’t mean much lah, cos last time I said my AAA paper easy. In the end, when I got back my result guess wat I got? “C” grade. Hahax.. wat the… hope this Human Resource paper NOT the same ending..

But very sian now.. no mood to study for the next paper, tats 3 days break before the next 3 consecutive papers on Tuesday. Rachel over here study, I over here relax watching the “covenant” .. stress >_<”

Jia you wor, gal ~!!
Luvya hani ^^v

2006-12-04T00:01:00.000-08:00

Sweet little gal with her dearest honey by her side ^^v

Hani~!! jus dropping by to say: " I missYa~!! " .. haha..
hmm.. Ytd, is my 1st day of work at Clarins, as the flyer distributor cum promoter. Quite tired initially, but slacky when evening time. Today, even slacker sia.. get paid by sitting down at the counter, and serve when there's potential customer. Hahax..

Kinda surprised that u actually remembered our anniversay. Tho its not like year thing, but u still remembered. "Sha gua" Of cos i wont forget, jus waiting for my hani to notice.. Its the 1st time u went to the ViVo rooftop too, where u can see sentosa from there.. Very romance... Hmm.. the slots for my 2 weeks break is starting to fill up. Hahax.. & i'm booked for the Christmas Day, Jus for YOU~!!! lolx.. cant wait sia...

gonna sleep le.. so tired... CT coming le.. starting to feel the excitement and anxious.. hahax.. with ya studying with me.. i'm so so happy~!!!

-luvya hani-

2006-12-01T15:25:00.000-08:00

Hmm... oh gosh~ Wednesday, sort of had a small small "debat" with hani. Hahax. Cos of my over-sensitive I admit, and maybe trust with you. Hmm.. moodswing so serious that I almst almst lost my temper withya. Luckily, i ended the call if not I will feel even more guilty of venting my temper on you.

Finally the "misunderstanding" ends ytd, when i met hani. I'm sorry that I didnt trust u as u wanted me to.. Hmm.. but, I promise.. really that I will place my utmost trust and faith withya, and of cos i know u wont disappoint me ever de. T R U S T is one of the component which strengthen the relationship of us. Maybe.. cos I think of ya too much.. then mind wonders to the WRONG session. Hahax.. Hmm...

Ytd, i'm really happy withya. We watched "Open Season", its the 1st day in theatre wor. Hahax.. Its a nice show afterall tho, its not like one of my recommendation. but it matters cos u R watching with me wor, and NOT others. Hahax.. Oops.. afterwhich, went to makan then to one of our fav "lao di fang" .. aiyo, did sth wrong in the mid of walking there *traffic junction* .. Hahax.. Hani, srysry arh.. hee.. hey, u oso "revenge" to me wor.. lolx..

I always enjoyed the times withya alone... cos we dun really hav much time together, so i really cherich the moments withya, cos one never know what may happen nxt. Hani O ..

tml i'm gonna do my another job assignment for Clarins (4days). Hahaa.. kinda regret taking tat job up, cos i cant work at Starhub, somemore lesser time for you.. Hmmm.. today, is my 3rd day working as telemarketer for Starhub le. Ooo.. after 3 days of training.. hope i'm able to close like 1 sales today? Hahax..

In addition, today I finally got back my CMA (accounting) paper. Wow.. abit relieved.. tho I may not score to hani's expectation, at least I did my best le.. cos I dun usually score this mark de. Maybe cos of your support wor~!! ^^v muackZ~!!

missya lotz my hani.. =)

2006-11-27T12:10:00.000-08:00

hmm.. Ytd (Sunday) went to kaili hse to do wat? bake cake. For who? Her bf. Hahax.. cos his bday coming mah.. wah.. gal arh, so sweet sia.. Hahaa.. really really enjoyed my day with hani & li.

Wow.. guess wat? I shop the whole.. ok lah.. abt 2-3 shopping centre in Orchard jus to find my desired shoe..Took us abt.. 2hrs.. Finally, we went C&K to buy my shoe, hani chose de wor. And I agree the design. Haha.. quite nice shoe. I like~!! Lolx.. actually its my 1st time try this brand shoe.. amazing rite? cos this brand has been ard for some time le. Cos i always buy shoe from .. Noda.. * oso bought a jacket for hani, cos I know u lokking for one for quite some time le, but i dunno what type u liked. Finally settled for ur "early" Christmas gift.. hee...

hmm.. nxt week gonna be busy busy sia.. these coming 2-3 weeks is B.U.S.Y .. why? Cos i hav to handle two jobs arh.. besides Commontest is coming~!! study, work, anytime for my hani? YES~!! of cos.. jus erm..well,.. somehow lesser... and i'm glad u understand my difficult stand.. Wish me luck in all these 3 arh.. Hahax.. so nice to stick withya the whole day.. cos rarely i got enough time for ya.. i'm sry sry.. but DUN worry, be HAPPY.. cos i will sure manage my time so that there's YOU in my schedule.. Hahax..

one day, even if the world denies us together.
We have to stay strong and bond together.
Prove to others our existence.

yes, no matter wat happens in future, even if there's someone who deny us. We shall stay together and prove it to them. Let's stick~!! Hahax.. and i mean it. =)

*muAck* hee.. luvya lots~!! ^^v take care wor.. missya..

2006-11-13T11:52:00.000-08:00

Wow.. ytd was fun~!! guess wat? I met up with wee's family and relatives cos they are celebrating for his cousin's 1 year old birthday. Oh my~ abit scary at 1st, cos long time never see them le. But his family good hospitality and friendly, so quite ok with them esp. his cousins. We played majong oso, with wee as my guider of cos.

Wow.. straightforward family, but I dun mind cos I know they jus kidding.. Hahax.. ur grandma oso said we look alike, dunno she number wat rank to comment this sentence le. Hahax.. And.. yaya.. I may seems to be able to give birth to many kids and form sokling's team.. Hahax.. we shall see yah..

Afterwhich, we went back to NP for the NRA performance at ard 8pm start. Initially I'm actually looking forward cos I love hip-hop dancing~!! Hahax.. the show overall is interesting with fast and slow dance, mixture of diff songs. But, maybe quite lengthy, cos only ended ard 11.oopm ++ , of cos with some breaks interval, reach home like 12.30am liao. Some of the dance is also planned by the well - known dancer, xue gao, who is oso the "mentor" of Jay chou, Jolin etc. Wow.. AND.. we survived our dinner with my tiny winy sweets.. Hahax..

So happy with ytd on my day out withya.. missing you now.. rain rain outside.. cold cold inside.. Hahax.. But luckily my lesson is interesting enough.. ^^v

looking forward for our nxt date~!! *muack.. luvya..

2006-11-04T10:23:00.000-08:00

"2 months have passed.. soon will be 6 years le" you said. =)

now is already the third week of the new semester. Projects coming up, along with several tests and soon, commontests .. busybusy with lots of stuff, like my studies, work, cca .. and of cos, time allocated for you~!! Hahax.. see see how packed my schedule.. but I enjoyed lah, in some way or another, cos time passed very fast mah..

yeah~!! Later gonna meet you again.. then we can go makan @ Newton food center etc.. oh my~!! tutorial havnt done yet etc... Hahax.. now hav to go out le.. well then.. cya later ^^

*muack*

2006-10-18T23:20:00.000-07:00

honey.. time flies so quickly, now comes a new challenge for us..

Today is the 3rd of school reopen. Actually, i'm really excited abt getting to study again. U gave me the support, and relight my flame to study again. However, now i guess i'm too into my dear CCA, instead of work like prev time. Maybe tats the "responsibility" of my post bah..

really miss you.. miss the days together spent.. however, we hav to overcome this small obstacle, cos when its time for NS, its even longer.. at least.. at least we still got MSN etc... hmm.. miss ur presence.. miss tat 3days when we hav each other beside almt everytime.. However, no matter how much i missya, i cant always stress tat point. I know u busy, so am i..

wat shld i do when i miss you leh? .. hahax. look at ur pic.. day dream.. or call you~?? lolx..
heard tat u maybe gng for oversea attachment.. ... wat shld i say? .. lolx.. anyway, gonna slp le.
Missya lotx ^^

2006-10-09T11:30:00.000-07:00

Guess wat? We celebrated our 1-month anniversary in Genting~!! Our 1st oversea trip without parents. Haha, tho i'm still with my relatives in KL. 3 Oct, embarked our journey for our 3days2night "honeymoon" ..

Ooo.. so happy to have u with me all the time for these few days.. Those chicky cousins of mine hoped they didnt frighten u. Hahax. 2 nights withya. Telepathy .. is an amazing logic, and it proves our two hearts linking together, being able to sense each other's presence. ^^ Think our best part of the journey is being on the long travel bus and during the nights.. Hee..

Ytd, jus ended my club event at Sentosa with those kids. We went to Pink Dolphin Lagoon and Underwater world. Its my 1st time to see those intelligent dolphins.. and i oso know which animal u liked most le. Hee ...

Afterwhich we met for my 1st meal of the day at ard 4pm. Hahax.. I'm hungry~!! Subway, its my 1st time try oso. Not bad cos quite healthy tho. Hee.. then we went back to Sentosa to see the sunset. Ooo..so romantic. hahax. Its the 1st time u see the musical fountain performance too. Nice yeah~! Stroll ard the beach, throwing handful of sands to each other, splashing water... honey, i know u enjoyed as much as I am.. tiredtired by the time we head back home.. Hahax..

Jus kinda long for longer time we can stay together.. missya suddenly.. Ur small little concern really touches my heart.. *muack*

-luvya lotz-

2006-09-27T09:22:00.000-07:00

Yeh~!! 3 solid weeks have passed.. and 1 month soon to be.. Hahax..

*24 sept 06* is the day i celebrate for honey's 18th birthday.. actually i planned like 3weeks before, and coordinated with my other 2 best frens.. I planned to have 3 surprises.

1st, we went to Chevrons for something we nvr do before --> Bowling!! But, my skills.. haix.. lol.. as compared to yours.. never, practice makes perfect. Shall we go again nxt time? Haha.. lost our way there too.. cal tat piggie, but nvr ans.. >_<" Hahax. Afterwhich, we went for Korean food. Yummy~!! Actually, last time i went there with frenx le, then promised to go again nxt time withya. @ Jurong Entertainment Centre.

2nd, white lie.. lolx.. we went to Kaili hse, with angel over there too.. playing majong .. and a "surprise" tho he expected birthday cake for him. Sort of long time before we last gather yah? Hahax.. Nxt will be angel's bday le..

3rd, .. well, can say.. something special bah. Guess wat? Me and my mummy did our 1st or shld say, 2nd try on cookies.. Hahax.. handmade cookies are wat i gave for ur birthday gift, in addition to the prev presents i gave. Erm, the overall grade for me is PASSED. Hahax..

Yup, tats the 3rd surprises.. honey, i'm overjoyed and touched by the last sms u sent.. Hahax.. I'm glad u enjoyed too ^^ hey, dun forget my bday nxt yr arh~!!! and... i'm the first oso to... *secret*.. Hahax..

spent our honeymoon period sweetly.. and it will be long long way to go .. =D

hmm... waiting for ur ans to our oversea trip. Hahax. its ok if u wanna go with ur frenz this time. we still hav the nxt..!! But, dun worry abt my safety too much, i wan u to enjoy throughout, and there will be my relatives too!! Hahax.. anyway, relax yah..

*muack* luvya lotz..

2006-09-14T13:48:00.000-07:00

* - 02 09 2006 - *
The day when we are back together again.. its me & my honey ^winkz^

So many things happen within this one year plus.. and finally we are back with each other again.. F a t e, thats wat people called. Hahax..

Now is almost 2 weeks le.. Yeh~!! soon.. there will be one month, one year.. even one lifetime? hahax..

I think we understand each other more deeply.. know wat u like.. wat u prefer.. understand each other's needs .. i know every relationship there's up and downs.. lets' face it TOGETHER.. =)

Sometimes tho it may appear to u the things u do are small and insignificant.. to me, it means a lots.. it shows ur care and concern.. touches my little heart.. every bits and pierces make up the two of us.. ^^v

luvya lotz, honey ~!! *muack*

2006-08-28T00:23:00.000-07:00

Hey honey..

Ooo.. waited so long..and its finally here -- Holiday~!!
Hahax..

Tml you'll be having your last exam.. last chance for you to complete your 'A' series.. Hahax.. Still remember our pact .. when your GPA is 4 .. and mine is 3.. Well, for my side.. dun think I can reach 3 this time. Hahax.. Anyway, I still got 3 more semesters to get..

.. 3 more days to go .. *winkz*

Jia you for your last exam o, honey~!!

Tml me gonna have 3 cca meetings consecutively leh.. Ytd, jus had a "chatting" session with piggie .. more like "lecture" ... Hahax.. Yup, i will do my best with my P to maintain my club de.. ^^

-missya-

2006-08-20T11:36:00.000-07:00

Finally, I think I got the answer you waiting for ..
Finally, I think I got the answer for myself ..
After exams.. I'm looking forward to all those post exams activities ..

Haha.. Honey, finally i cleared my doubts le.. to regain my confidence in relationship, and for you.. & .. now i understand you better than before..

Actually, since that call i had with "daniel" .. I somehow make a move le.. That question has lingering in my mind for like months and weeks liao, so now its confirmed. Tho i didnt say anyth much abt me & you after that, cos I'm thinking in depth.. and now i know le..

Hmm.. is this call "fate" ? Hahax..

Distance makes a heart fonder, *winkz* guess u understand wat i mean .. hahax..

Jia you for ur exams..

Honey.. thanks.. *touched* ... Jus now came back from Wilbur signature concert with you, u jus stand there carry my stuff while i go on stage for my idol. Hahax. So sweet and patient of you..

Wilbur signature concert
Time : 5pm (he reach slightly late for 15mins)
Date: 19 Aug
Venue: Westmall

^^v

2006-08-09T12:55:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. dear.. hmm.. perhaps I now have no reason to call you that le.. Hahax.
I won in the end, with my patience .. lolx.. 5 days le, no contact from each other. Never have been that in our history for so long silent. You busy, fine and I'm busy oso. So i just to see who contact each other 1st.

Kinda surprised receiving ur sms ytd, tho its jus a casual whereabout qn. I reply you only after 3 hours. Hahax. I dunno wat to say to you suddenly.. 2 sms, thats all I get from you.. like a Q&A session. Dear, jus a little more effort can? Today is national day le, means .. got fireworks. Hahax. Wanna go watch? Hmm.. I never asked you, cos i'm afraid of disappointment from you..
Instead i asked honey, haha, whom i always watch with.

Who do you think I am~ .. your on and off attitude keeps me in mystery.. Haix.. Exams coming up, see my frens all chiong.. then i still slow slow.. Hahax.. stress liao >_<"

anyway.. watever it is.. maybe in my sub-conscious, i still want you bah..

2006-07-26T20:50:00.000-07:00

Deardear..
i miss you..
i think of you..
i need you..
i want you..

lastly.. jus wanna say.. let's give it another try, shall we?
luvya..

Hahax.. I'm always helpless when handling you.. concede my lost to you.. cos you matters..

waiting..for your answer..

2006-07-25T21:27:00.000-07:00

*sob* ...
240706 is the day I made my decision.. after a call to you last night.. *secret* I finally realised wat I mean to you.. Tho you never said out anyth regarding this, I can sense that from our conversation and some of the questions I asked you.. After tat call, I made my decision.. I dunno if tats my rash decision or wat. But I know I made a correct choice, tho its a painful and miserable choice.

I have fallen too deep, thus now trying to control my emotion.. Thats one saying " chang tong bu ru duan tong" .. But i really put in my effort in this relationship, tho we didnt really get into a real relationship, but ... *secret* Dear, I love you.. thats wat I never say to you.. miss you calling my name..etc..

To love someone is to let him be happy.. as wat I always say.. I'm contented so long as you are happy..

I dunno how i will gonna heal from this again.. need how many days, weeks, months..

2006-07-19T21:10:00.000-07:00

Dear, I miss you..
Sometimes jus have the strong urge to see you, listen to you talking to me ..However, really hurtful after I sms you..cos most of the time you didnt reply..regret doing so.

I know I can easily use these times to be firm in my stand. If only I can be determined to give up on this "drag" relationship, will I be happier? Jus that.. i cant bring myself to that..Jus wanna give you more time, more chance. Always finding excuses to persuade myself..give you my utmost trust and faith in this relationship..Dear, do you understand my feelings?

A simple sms or a short call.. is that really difficult for you..? Or am I making difficult for you.. like what Hani say mah? Cos, you are still not my boy.. Hmm.. *sadsad* I dun understand why.. for most of the relationship..I'm always the one putting in more effort than the partner in the end. No matter who start this relationship, I'm always getting this feeling that I'm the one who loves you more, want you more. Dear, I dun like this feeling. I'm easily contented de.. really.. cos jus a simple sms, or call can easily lock my heart to you. Yet, you forget this small small detail of me..

What is love actually? Do I always to to concede my lost to you? .. I need you to support also.. I know you busy now.. busy with your assignment.. but i jus need your small small of concern and care, letting me know what I did is worth it.. dun let me have the feeling that I'm just wasting my time or even worst, you cant feel anyth..

But.. do let me know...if I'm wrong in anyth, cos.. I will then know wat to do.. Like me & piggy, now everyth settle le.. promise?

Haix.. feel that I let hani down.. I'm sorry.. give me some time k? Now what I really need.. is a stable shoulder, showers of care, concern & love, understanding and a listening ear.. deardear.. am i really asking for too much..? Hahax, I guess so..

Jus now went "shopping" with rachel, learnt sth from her experience.. in relationship.. sometimes.. its common for the "rare concern" *secret* ..Is wat she said true for you? Hahax.. if thats so, I'm more relieved..*secret*

Recalling what piggy asked me, dear I jus wanna let you feel my happiness with you and nth more. I dun wanna let you feel the loneliness and sorrow I get the times without your care & concern. I wanna let you know.. really ...

dear, wo zhen de ai ni ..

2006-07-16T13:54:00.000-07:00

dear o dear ..
recently very stress over many many small small stuff.. add together becomes a big big headache .. Haha

recently you also busy with ur new assignment.. etc .. in other words mean.. less time to meet, less time to talk, less sms .. more missing of each other, more challenging to maintain this "unusual" relationship. Haha.

if we pass this test.. means if we really get together, our journey will be smoother.. as i can get used to the busy lifestyle..Are we prepared to face it together? *winkz*

Hmm.. I know you always want me to study well in my exams.. tats why i dun dare to tell you my tests result, cos all very "lan".. Haha.. Finally one case for my school fee is settle, can relax abit le *phew*..

I have a ambition.. which i only told some people before.. actually 2 ambitions.. Right now, i dun wish to go SMU, tho tats my dream school. Recently, i fulfill one of my DREAM goal.. one step closer to my dream. Hahax. Thanks to Des, finally able to take a ride around the school in... my Mazda RX8 .. Oh my~!! Damn cool, esp. when ppl look when he drives. Hahax.. Yeh~!! Wanna own one myself in future, thus after settling my studies, wanna save for that le. ^^v

luvya dear~ *muack*

2006-07-14T09:45:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. deardear..
long time since we last met le.. abt one week le bah..

Recently u are very busy and engrossed in ur biz.. yup, and i promised you that i will be understanding also.. giving you moral support is the only way I can do. Dear, i miss you..

Nowadays only can depend on a few sms and lesser calls le.. miss the days when we are together more often.. Hmm.. dear, you said you got sth to tell me when u r free, dunno is good or bad news.. very anxious to know wats tat. But I'm afraid its wat i dun wanna hear the most.. Hmm.. dear, i remember once you told me ur plan *secret* .. dear, i will wait for you.. if the feelings for us is still there..

Haha, ytd i finally did sth.. which i nvr did before bah i guess.. Hahax.. hope you understand & will accept? Lol.. *muack*

I understand u busy with ur work.. but really hope sometimes you will spare me some time... =) .. miss the times... miss the things we did together.. miss .. miss ... hope i dun give you the feeling of taking you for granted..

-luvya- take care ...

2006-07-05T00:44:00.000-07:00

jus me & you

2006-07-02T20:15:00.000-07:00

** Hey gal,
I'm sorry.. think I misunderstand you le.. Yes, sis I know you r jus concern abt me. That history wont repeat itself.. Hmm, I'll see how it goes =) Really glad to have you as my sis ..**

Dear o.. Progressing quite "smooth" I guess..? Hahax, well.. dunno wat happen to me ytd. Mood swing, when i receive ur sms.. somehow throw my temper at you.. Yet, u endure.. cheer me up with ur crappy stuff. *sweet* a midnite call from you .. showing more of ur care & concern. Thanks for everything.. somehow calm me down after that.. *bleh*
cos actually plan to meet up like days ago le. But cos u busy with ur work, I dun blame you.. cos its impt for u to secure ur career now. Jia you o *hug* Haha. Understanding, tats wat i can do.. =)

Also got some other stuff which caused my mood swing of cos.. my studies lo.. see result wanna faint liao. Hahax, only score well for one module, e-commerce.. the rest .. Haix.. Somemore worry abt my finance side.. lol.. so, when me receive ur sms, cant control liao.. Deardear.. sry o. *bleh*

Even worst, made a rush decision.. but if i really do so.. wat will you do? Made ur choice mah?.. Hahax..

-take care-

2006-06-17T19:48:00.000-07:00

Ooo.. Darling, so sweet of you.. U called me before u depart for HK, then call me immediately when u alight the plane. Hahax.. 4hrs of flight.

Actually I thought we not gonna hav any contact for the 4days.. but instead u still call me at times.. & sms each other. Hmm, very XX leh.. dun call so much le. Hahax.. Anyway, we gonna see each other on the 20th le mah.. ^^

Hmm.. u wan me come along.. but of cos, i wont get such approval.. Perhaps, in future we may have a chance to go Australia? .. if not.. jus Malaysia will be a start.. Hahax..

-miss ya-

2006-06-15T22:11:00.000-07:00

Darling O ..
Hmm, u gonna leave for HK tml le..for leisure holiday with ur nephew etc. U asked me if I'll miss ya anot etc.. Yes, dar~ I will miss ya.. for these few days think not gonna receive any of ur sms and calls le.. *sad* But, tats still hani to acc me.

We will miss each other presence i guess for these few days.. without the huggies.. Actually u wanna meet today before you depart.. but its late now le wor.. & to think you asked me to see you off tml.. Dar~ I'm sorry but I'm workin full shift tml... Haix.. Oso dunno wat to say now..

Ytd, hani walked me home all the way from Cwpt. Can you believe it? like. 20-25mins walk... Oooo. so sweet.. Hani, you said that you are not rich enough to own a car sending me home. But do you know that actually walking under the moonlight is romantic oso? Hahax.. *secret content*

Dar~ .. think we shall settle our stuff.. shall not drag anymore le.. once you are back from HK ..I sms you an obvious sms, but.. still didnt get the answer I'm waiting for.. Hmm.. *muack*

-thinking of you- (",)

2006-06-12T13:10:00.000-07:00

Oo.. last friday, bought a pinkie nike waterbottle @ queensway. Damn sweet colour. Hahax. Afterwhich, .. went to meet hani~ for pool & dinner.
Actually jus plan to have a simple "date" with hani de. But, cos dearie abit "jealous" or wat lah, that i oso asked him along lo. Aiyo, you are NOT yet my bf leh, yet u watched me so close le, if i am.. u gonna restrict my seeing with other guys mah? Hahax. Anyway, they met each other lo.
Had dinner, then played rounds of pool. Kent won somehow, when compete with hani.. Hmm.. Enjoyed my day.. with two guyz.. Hahax..

Hani O.. U the person whom i trusted.. tats y i tell you so much..hmm.. i hope i didnt spoil the image you had on me, after all those i told you de... *secret* .. to think dearie actually got "upset" over you, cos we very close. Hahax.. Dunno why.. but i jus feel very comfortable with you .. very sweet tho.. Actually tot of a very weird qn to ask you.. but .. nvm le. Hahax.

On saturday, i work night shift @ Suntec Midnite sale.. till 1am sia. Hahax. But.. dearie is there to fetch me home. Arigato~ having u to wait so long ...Afterwhich, we had a crazy idea - midnite show- Hahax. We watched "Cars digital" @ Cineleisure. Till ard 5am lo. My god, damn "early" sia. But i didnt really pay attention to the movie, cos i whole nite worrying abt my parents.. Anyway, I'm fine now. Jus ahd a few agreements with each other. *muack* Hahax..

Guess wat? Slpt for like 3hrs? and.. i have to work again.. @ westmall. Damn sleepy esp. in the aftnn.. but ur sms kept me awakie. Hahax.. U lah, gave me a scare sia.. by coming so early ard 8pm. Jus came out of my storeroom saw u opp shop jus abt to turn over. Shocked~ then quickly ran back to my store again. Hahax. Anyway, .. u wait for me lo.. till 10pm. Hahax. *secret* thanks for ur "sweet dreamz" ...

-missya-

2006-06-08T20:20:00.000-07:00

Dearie.. i miss you miss you..it jus kept lingering in my mind till I cant concentrate on my last paper.

Am i falling for you? Hav u really touch my heart? R you the destinated one? .. Do i really like you? Or jus like wat other say... I jus need someone's care & concern.. Hmm... All these qns kept bothering me..

U once also asked me this qns.. am i ready for this relationship, have i thought of all these qns.. Sometimes i'm jus throwing temper on myself.. feeling so childish.. yet, it may hurt you somehow.. I'm sorry.. tats wat i always say to you..

sorry sorry for everything.. sorry for entering ur life, somehow mixing them up.. sorry for...

but what can I do? .. which step should I take.. dearie, will you be there to guide me? .. Really wish to have you by my side now.. really .. but i know in order for us to be together, there are still alot alot of questions to consider. Shall we solve them together? ... If only ..

2006-06-08T14:11:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. the power of true love can be very miracle ..
Ytd, had a chat with piggie.. he end with a very sweet sentence.. " no longer, haha, changed person "

In the past, when i understand piggie better.. he can be a guy of many fault, yet i still like him. Hahax. Now that he changes le.. for her. Really envy them, cos i oso dunno whether will there be a guy who will change his faults for me ...

Actually i oso noticed piggie change le.. change for the better ones... I found that he is much more cheerful le.. temper is better, less mood swing.. and less of " Da nan ren zhu yi " ... listen to ppl more? Hahax, tats good.. I must really hand it over to her... for having to change for her .. Hmm, thinking .. dearie, will u oso neh ? *bleh*

Hmm... thinking of him now.. while making notes & listening to mp3 .. Lol, multi-purpose sia..

Dearie, ytd .. 07/06/06 .. I answer ur qns le.. the expiry date for the song will have to depends on you le.. Hahax..*secret*

-take care-

2006-06-04T10:34:00.000-07:00

wat am i thinking .... why do i starting to have this fear in me, whenever I'm with you ... since ytd i started to feel this way.
Wat is this fear?

Is this the fear of losing you ... Is this the fear of getting too close too fast .. Is this the fear cos I dunno you well enough to trust watever you said...

I dun like this feeling.. This feeling is somehow similar to the numb period -whereby I seems to lost all my feelings to loving someone.. & tats a bad feeling lo ..

Thats some tactics in "chasing" a gal like me.. and.. think this time you used the wrong tactic le.. we are just too close too fast.. Should we jus stop for awhile & think .. I dunno why but i just somehow lost the secure feeling with you.. the comfort feeling whenever I'm with my hani or piggie.. Perhaps, its because of the age gap, like wat hani said? .. Hmm...

All my luv consultants ... my hani, piggie, rachel, benny & "daddy"... really need ur help to solve this mystery .. having this bad feeling since yest le.. *haix* ...

2006-06-03T21:55:00.000-07:00

.... ... hmm .... ... dearie ...
my god~ having this damn mood swing now. Haix, how to cheer myself up leh? ... Jus now u called, tok for awhile then off le, cos is i got sth to ask u.. sms u jus, havnt reply .. hmm.. i merely wanna "sha jiao" for u to coax me ah.. cos everytime u oso like tt to me mah..

toking to gege.. but it somehow didnt brighten my mood.. piggie, where u? dearie leh? .. hmm... hani seems to be busy.. didnt go toktok.. need u now.. need hughug now.. *sobx*

in this mood, no mood to cont my study liao.. sian >_<" ...

2006-05-31T13:20:00.000-07:00

Ooo... Ytd finally i fulfill my 2nd promise le bah~
Hahax, 1st is the duet of "Shan hu hai" @ Kbox. Ytd, finally able to watch the midnight movie withya.

Ytd aftnn, sudden sms from you asking me if i can work. I'm fine with that. After going some errand with you to Sim Lim, report to work at 5pm till 9pm. After sending "summer" home, u complained that "The Voice" is no more in theatre le. Dearie, sry arh..cos you asked me several times le, but i cant make it during those time. Hahax, finally we able to watch "Over the hedge" @ Cineleisure for the 11pm slot. Well, ok lah..the temperature not that cold, cos there's u mah. Lolx.

Show ends shortly, ard 1 1/2hr only.. but its cute & damn funny. Laugh then oso quite touching & sweet. *muack* thanks ^^v

Sent me home again... abt 1am reach home.. start sms each other again. Lol. U lah, abt 2plus then sleep... *secret*

Very happy is that u said, maybe we shall go again nxt time? lol.. yaya, cos u finding someone to acc u for nite movie bah, i treat it that way... Lolx.

-missya-

2006-05-26T10:01:00.000-07:00

Ooops..
Ytd, is my very first time working alone @ Singtel booth. Hahax, cos kent & rachel had sudden date for movie each.. So, no choice have to be doing myself. But its a good experience tho, cos u learn more urself not relying much on others help. ^^v

Managed to close a deal for 3500kbps, at least one sale for the day. Abt 9plus, attending to a last customer, but due to certain reason unable to process her order, thus have to come back another day lo. is 10Mbps leh~!! Hahax.

Abt 9plus, dearie came to fetch me home again. Sms me, too bad u not here for movie. yah rite~!! cos without me, there dun hav any massage chair mah.. lol. >_<"
Had dinner near my house coffee shop. Learn some massage skill from him oso. Had a long talk in his car after dinner.. Lol.. *secret*

Is the thought that count, no matter of the price of your gift.. Let's see if u really know my taste. Hahax.. looking forward ...

-thinking of ya-

2006-05-24T14:31:00.000-07:00

Yeh~!! 23 may, its MY birthday.. Hahax.. finally i'm 18 years old le.. can learn driving le. Kent, u promised to be my coach? lol.

Really happy that kent & rachel celebrated my bday for me~.. thanks dearies!!

Lesson end ard 1pm, head down to Cineleisure for.. Kbox session. Sang from 2-7pm session. You arrived ard 3pm, with a surprise cake~!! So sweet... lol. Finally sing that "shan hu hai" with you, as i promised.. ^^v twice oso.. Hahax.

After which, had light dinner @ Sakae. Meet up with piggie, cos he wanna pass me my present, shared with ben. Thanks.. u do have unique taste yah.. =)

Damn cold @ Kbox, luckily u beside me, can feel the body warmth.. Hahax. Really enjoyed my bday celebration.. received lots of greetings oso. Thankx ^^v

Happiest 18th birthday ever, cos got my best fren & you to celebrate for me. I know u guyz spend a lot of money ytd... *muack*

-missya dearie-
PS: i promise to cherich every moment being with you, .. not taking u for granted..

2006-05-22T11:49:00.000-07:00

Ohayo~!!

Ooo. later still have my 1st test for 2nd year term. FIT. My god.. havnt study finish lo. Lol, suan le, jus pray hard can pass... cos.. really didnt study much..

Hmm, ytd.. 3rd day @ singtel. Guess wat? I had 4 lines in total for the day. Tat makes it... $7 / per hr. Hahax. Happy lah, of cos. Initial wasnt happy.. cos sales damn bad, when compared to rachel.. disappointed. Of cos, kent is there, being the clown.. cheer up little lo.

After which, we went for dinner ard wlds. Ok lah, but cant eat much. After sending rachel home, he requested for a duet practise for shan hu hai. Hahax, ok lo.. we sing sing till half way he asked if he got pass anot. I said ok lah, pass lo. Then after we sing finish, he said he didnt hear much of my voice cos, too soft le. Hahax, actually i can imitate the singers' voice when its vocal singing. Too bad, today i have test, if not can go kbox he said before i left his car. >_<" lol..

jia you~ is my instinct rite this time? ... .. waiting.. see .. depends bah... ^^v

** looking forward for .. tml.. ** bleh.

2006-05-19T09:42:00.000-07:00

Ytd, is my 2nd day @ Singnet. Cos, oso busy with NoDa's event @ Westmall, so cant always go there oso. I know kent u want me there, always say I dun wanna come. Hahax, give me time k? After my event, I will be more free to come le. =)

Ytd, had dinner @ the famous prata shop, didnt feel like eating tho. Cos, stomach already filled with grastic juice from my hunger. Hahax.

*Kent* Hmm, ytd.. i learnt sth from you.. that u are really a responsible person, in terms of ur driving attitude etc. Being with you, can feel the secure cos i know u will consider abt our being 1st, than urself. So, plus points~!! Hahax..

-looking forward for the coming... tuesday-

Many reasons.. cos its.. beside, gonna sing with you my fav "shan hu hai"..know u have been practising.. lol >_<" Tats my duet with piggie, but this time gonna sing with you..a little scare oso, cos.. dunno my throat will be ok anot. Hahax..

Ur action is misleading sometimes u know? Or is my intinct rite oso this time? Are you... Nvm, we shall see ^^v

U have a lot of plus point i must say.. honestly, u slightly better than both ppl *secret* at least you wont MS when u with us (ok, at least till now).. U will always be tat "kai xin guo" to cheer me up when i'm down. Motivate us.. I must oso admit that sometimes we do have telepathy..lol. cos u will know wat i wanna say or do before i finish my line. Same interest on cars, singing lah...etc.. Hahax.. But jus dunno ur exact age & status.. Hahax.. >_<" *bleh*

take care lo~!!

2006-05-18T23:46:00.000-07:00

Waoo.. ytd had the BODs interview for my Leo club. Lol, dunno y i feel quite relaxed, only when its my turn.. i statter a little when i talk. Hahax.
Came out from the room, dunno y? Jus so hyper.. high all the way till now sia. >_<"

Ytd, oso my 1st dinner with Kent, whom i always call "uncle".. Lol, i oso dunno the exact age of him, jus call him uncle. Actually, dun feel like gng oso, cos rachel not with me. Only me alone wor. Luckily, Vincent oso dere. Hahax, ppl to acc me. We had the dinner at KFC, then sit there crap crap.. till abt late 10pm plus. Afterwhich, he sent both of us home, then only me & kent on car. Hmm, for frenz car, i only sit before darling's car & now his lo. lol..

His driving skill arh... ok lo.. quite fast, and like to play staunt like piggy lo. But of cos, piggy u still the best driver lah ^^v.. cos u drive fast, oso know how to drift etc..

-missya-

2006-05-14T12:55:00.000-07:00

13 May 2006 .. is the second event i organised - LEO gathering -
Hahax.. this time is Steamboat @ Marina Bay. Got abt 20 people bah.

Before this, me, meini, kesh & benny went for pool game @ Marina Sq. Played one round of Daytona, guess my position?? Third lo. Aiyo, tat lousy car diff to control, then the screen is like kept blinking.. *Haha* Met Ben at there oso.

Afterwhich we left for our destination le, Marina Bay. We were abt 20mins late. Hahax, nvm, cos Leo club ppl always late. Subsequently, more people arrived, by 7pm everyone reached le. Hmm, ytd only ate little share. Cos.. majority i do is - hahaha.- laugh lo. Cos quite happy mah.. so i laugh till full liao. In the end, when we went for movie aft the steamboat.. *grump grump* hungry sia.. somemore the movie is like... grade D lo. Hahax, cos i dun understand a thing they toking abt.. Their english too chim liao, i catch no joke. Hahax.

Afterwhich managed to catch the last train back, took the second last bus i guess with hani lo. Hmm, so sorry to hav let him walk home sia. Lol, cos dun hav bus back home liao. Piggie~ once u said that u wont get jealous even if i'm with a guy. So ytd, didnt much pay attention to you, cos u got her liao mah. Hahax.. Instead, i feel weird weird de for.. my gege. Dunno is i sensitive or wat.. his face like black black de leh.. MS bah. lol..

Anyway, ytd i really enjoy myself hani.. & most impt.. i didnt MS lo. hahax.. Jus kept daydreaming, cos tired liao after all those laughters..

*piggie* ^^v

2006-05-11T08:17:00.000-07:00

Ohayo~!!

Ooo.. so early in the morning having class liao. 8am class leh~!!! Haha, cos its my second lesson when i hav it so early perhaps still not get used bah. &.. its a quiet journey to school today, Hahax.. misunderstand that my sis is unhappy with me or things like tat. *bleh*

Yeh~!! Know what? I had a NEW job liao. Ytd, Kent called me cos few days again, i submitted a resume for the ... Broadband promoter. Haha, is for singnet de. & the basic salary is $5 per hr ++ commission. This time my work place is somehow fixed at Clementi Central for training 1st. Hmm.. at least i got some experience in modem and stuff, cos i worked in IT show before mah, for D-link. Then not so horrible.

It also sound interesting & educational.. cos i get to learn more ant networking & stuff. But it also means.... i have come to a decision liao. NoDa, maybe i no longer working at tat company liao. Really cant bear to leave them..but the society is very practical de. Anyway, I can still go see see them when I'm free.

However, there's still another option which is unlikely to happen.. that is taking up two jobs. Hahax, siao rite? u wanna say.. Still maintain my NoDa job, while having this broadband job. Its gonna be challenging tho, but all hav to wait till Agnes discuss with me lo.

Jia you lo, gal ^^b

2006-05-07T18:53:00.000-07:00

Ooo~ today is one week le. Since the day we start all over again.
Hor~ ..the feeling of freedom..&.. feeling of loneliness when you are not here. This is the most boring weekends i had, cos no work allocated, didnt go out also. Cos, the ppl i asked all not free. Sianx >_<"

Actually, wanna ask you out to play pool or arcade de, but guess you will be out with her..so didnt ask u in the end. All i did leh.. nth useful at all lo. Hahax. Jus watch my "Full House", the did some homeworks, arrange some worksht,...and surf net lo.. day dream lah.. sometimes.. think of you..

But, guess you not longer the only one in my mind le. Cos, i really wanna focus on my studies and work, numb le bah. Like you in the past. Earn as much as i can, then can spend more to enjoy... Hahax..

Hmm.. guess i'll succeed this time.. finally.. piggie, i can do much for you now. All i can do is.. give u my blessings, well if there is anyth u need me, jus gimme a call.. Haha.. Treat me better k?

Joanne.. tats the name i decided on.. Jia you le, gal~!! ^^v

take care..

2006-05-01T17:31:00.000-07:00

Piggie~..
Hmm, wat r u dng now leh? *bleh* I'm so bored now. Parents are busy watching "Jewel in the Palace" VCD, thus i cant watch my "Full House".

Done some of my homework le. Feel like going out leh.. cos really sian staying at home. Luckily, ytd i went out with you, if not gonna be bored to death. Hahax.

Thinking of you.. Sudden feel like going Kbox.. but dunno who to call. Hahax, cos like very last minute. Feel like calling you, "ha la" with you as usual.. Hahax.. But u seems busy wor, cos didnt see u in MSN the whole day.

AAAhhhh~!!! What can i do? Sianz leh.. >_<" lol..

Jus viewed thru my past entries, the episode i wrote abt the whole story pf us. & thinking back the conversation we had ytd. Furthermore listening to those sadsad song,..haha. *expected* teary eyes again. U happy lah, also ask whether I'll cry anot.. lol..

&... i tot of sth for my bdae le.. tho u didnt accept my previous request, I can understand.. but i guess this time shld be much problem. Hahax.. *wink*

2006-05-01T12:08:00.000-07:00

Piggie..

Lol.. ytd my prayer did come true~ *wink* Had a fun time out with you.. tho the time is short, but as long as we r together, nth else matters =)

Hmm... doubts.. the doubts i had are finally cleared. Dar~ thanks.. thanks for trusting me telling me all these.. U promised that you wont never lie to me. Yes, i trust you.. cos i only trust whatever you said urself. *bleh* The contents shall remain as the secret between both of us only.. like it be sth only we had together. So, today 1st May 2006, is the first day we start all over again.. really afresh le.. as good frenz.

Haha. We both also agree that no one can predict the future, who knows the next moment we are together again. *wink* Thus,.. shall let fate decide whether we are fated to be together bah ^^v

Pls dun ever doubt the days we had together.. i guess we learn alot from each other. I'm really the happiest gal when i'm with you.. understanding you..takes time. Perhaps in the past, i may take you for granted. But no longer now.. *promise* cos.. i jus wanna cherich the ppl ard me. Start as frenz now.. & we shall see how in future. No matter wat, u still my darling.. still tat "xiao zhu".. Hahax.. I will control myself de.. =)

Yes~!! Freedom, frenz once again.. take care, piggie.

*huggies*

2006-04-30T16:19:00.000-07:00

Piggie~
later gng out with you.. initial i seems excited, cos long time nvr go out withya le. Tho havent decide the exact stuff we gonna do later. But dunno y.. now my heart is jus all mixed up.. is in a choas. Shld i meet u later? R we alone.. or u got call others i dunno.. ? Will u call her also... Wat will u say later?

Y am i so worried?.. wat am i worried am? anixous about? ... so many qns.. heart is beating real fast.. will u fly me kite later and call off our meeting? Hmm.. sincerely praying now. *pray* really wish later everyth goes smoothly & we played really happily.. Nono... dun ever mood swing later. Pls..god arh~!! Haha =D

guess all i can do is finish my report &... wait for your call lo.. *bleh*

2006-04-30T11:59:00.000-07:00

Piggie..
Today 30 april, i discovered sth.. sth which really upset me. I dunno wat to say, cos i'm so confused~!! Do i still love you? Do i really letting you go? Hav u ever mean what you said to me? Do you now really mean wat u said to her?

Darling, finally i'm sure who is her le.. so.. i guess.. it's time le. Time for me to leave le. I should hav done that earlier, then i wont be so hurt like now. Because of you... because of you...

Well, actually thinking back, u oso nvr wrote these kinda testi for me.. all u do is say, & behave.. but u can claim that you mean nth... nth at all... U r definitely worst than my honey. As he did explain & admit..

darling, take care le.. i will never forget the times... but now all i can do, is jus to keep them .. deep in my heart, locking them.... ..... ....

2006-04-25T09:12:00.000-07:00

Piggie~!!

Haha.. u now in company slacking mah? Yeh~!! Me now gonna start my 1st day of year 2 le. First day, is my accounting lect sia. Lol.

Hmm.. gonna start my school days without you ard in the school compound. Hahax.. remember the days when i was wondering where you during the breaks & lunch... Now can only meet outside school, or during CCA meeting.

Lol.. starting lect soon..
missya~

2006-04-15T00:54:00.000-07:00

*headache* should i cont this sales job or to quit & try other areas ?

Tats the main qn lingering my mind these few weeks. Finally, i sent my resignation letter to Agnes on Tuesday. Ytd, my manager called me asking me the reason for my decision. Well, actually the main point for me leaving is the --> salary. $4/perhr is actually cheap labour, considered by my frenz. But i still stayed on and worked for one year ++ le.

Two reason i stayed on till now is because of the flexible hours provided by Agnes, in other words i give her when i wanna work & off. & oso because i really enjoyed the work @ NoDa. Tho it can be damn tiring during peak hours. Its FUN, working with my colleagues. Sometimes gossip here & there abt lotZ of stuff.

Sales..? actually i'm more keen in F&B area, cos i LOVE food. Hahax. Honestly, perhaps influenced by my mummy bah~ Actually i wanna try out as waitress after quiting this job, cos salary higher, pro is hav to wear uniform & tie my hair. Hahax.. & u didnt learn much except to carry food out, wash dishes etc.. But i learnt lots of stuff in NoDa, for instance biZ management & relation.. I jus love this job, & didnt wanna leave de.. but cos of the practical part --> salary. Hahax.

Jus now, Agnes came my outlet to find me, oso tok abt my resignation. Haha. I'm jus a part-timer, didnt expect her to be so concern abt me tho. Abit scary toking to her in-person. Tok to her sis ytd thru phone i feel more comfort. Shop too busy, so she left like couple of hours later.

Then received a surprise call from her ard 9.30pm. Called me out to her car, we toktok lo. Hahax. Most of the part is listen to her. Actually, she's very friendly & enjoy toking tho can be quite cold in her car. We tok abt lotz of stuff, abt her past history for the shop, then abt other colleague... But of cos, as i promised others, i didnt state the names of certain stuff, of cos good stuff i praised de i got say whowho lah. Finally, the main point..

I agree to extend my resignation after her May event, to help her cope with shortage of manpower. Then oso came to a discussion abt my salary part *secret, can share..Haha*

Hmm.. piggie bdae coming soon le. Gonna see u again~!! Hahax.. Now, my mind is jus abt work & still you.. lol.. cant control but always tend to wonder to the "history" part.. But of cos, i'm also looking foward to my prince charming~!! hmm.. wonder how he looks like.. ahahx.

-busybusybusy- ^^v *missya*

2006-04-04T09:13:00.000-07:00

Piggie.. Hmm.. hao sian Ooo...
Recently, very "fan" over certain stuff. Some is settled le, some still going on.. Gave up a better salary job, for my current job. Then now, me plan to quit le. wasted my prev chance. Havnt type my resignation yet... but soon...

Havnt see you since tat WOL, u lah.. disappear so fast. Wanna go for dinner de, then u dunno go where. From wat u said, dunno to believe u or Ben. Hahax.. Anyway, had dinner with kesh, meini & benny. Before that i acc Kesh to find his chruch frenx, then saw one cute guy. Then tat kesh lah.. go tell him that my comment. Wahlaio.. Hahax.. Then another day at chruch, the whole chruc frenx know someone commented that "he" is cute. Hahx.. &.. he is single.. Lolx..

Yeh~ less than 11 days... and.. its ur bdae le. Gonna see u again, this time.. not gonna mood swing le bah.. Piggie, two days ago had a conversation withya.. & Shan oso.. Haha. In the end, i call u to reflect on urself, then ur tone abit showing attitude type, i asked if u r angry. U said "no" & even thanks me. Dar~ truely abit shock by ur reply. Hahax. Suddenly, felt tat u hav grown up liao...

These few days listening to the "kiss goodbye" abit sad sad..

-oyasumi~ piggie

2006-03-17T22:35:00.000-08:00

Hmm...
dun why.. but i jus ..jus sudden realise that.. Seems like nobody really understands me. *Dun get wrong, no one scolded me, or wronged me* .. jus after watching those taiwan drama series.. Looking at those couples who undergo many obstacles before getting together. Its like a fairy tale..

Sometimes, i really envy them. They can quarrel with each other, but.. at least that show their care & love for each other. What abt me? I dun remember quarreling with any of my guy before. Cos, all we had is --> cold war. &.. avoiding each other. Sometimes.. how i yearn to quarrel with each other, fight.. but at least will still show their inner care for each other. Thus, strengthen their relationship..

Really.. really wish to find someone.. whom really is of my level.. my dream guy.. someone who understands & care for me, my feelings.. if only he is oso romantic & quite talented.. Hahax, bonus gift from heaven for me?

Remember to put up the best smile, cos.. u never know someone may fall in luv with you.. jus like you to me..

suddenly.. i can feel the loneliness of this world.. i know i hav a bunch of good frenz, a caring family.. but jus something is missing.. ..

2006-03-17T15:32:00.000-08:00

Piggie,

I miss u so... darling.. my god~ my long for you seems to grow deeper.. teach me how to stop will u..?

hmm.. 2mth plus to my bdae le.. now i only hav one wish.. jus one simple wish, which only u can fulfil.. will u..?

Haha.. take care lo... aiyo, dun always so late then sleep mah. If not, nxt time.. i will see a panda leh. Hahax.. Piggie .. Jia you lo ^^v

-will be there for you-

2006-03-15T09:58:00.000-08:00

Piggie,
1 more mth to go..It's ur bdae le. 16 April.. Well, i dun ask for more, jus being able to celebrate ur bdae withya i'm happy enough le. Lolx..

Today, is the 3rd day of ur attachment le bah. How's work? Heard someone said that since the 1st day, u busy with lotz of stuff le. &.. it has been some times since i last saw u in MSN le. Guess u online only @ nite, but... i dunno wat i can say to end ur day well, & oso afraid later u ignore me.. so, i rather endure .. not signing in at nite after work. Missing you, but wat can i do? hahax

Dar~ i dun wanna add to ur burden.. but i jus cant get u off my heart. So, i shall jus stay quietly by ur side, giving u my moral support? hahax. I may appear to be always bothering & playing ard u, cos.. i jus wan u to notice my presence. I may not really understand u, but sometimes i can sense wat u wanna say, jus that cant confirmed cos .. u nvr say that out. Is my instinct rite this time? Cos, my instinct is almst always rite, .. for the person in my heart.

So.. hav u notice my presence? Can i do sth for u.. Hmm, sometimes i really wonder --> using ten minutes of hurt & hardwork, in exchange of 1 minute for ur smile & notice, does it worth it? .. .. till now.. yes.. Hahax.. Oops.. >_<"

2006-03-08T00:58:00.000-08:00

Piggie,
Yeh~ today had a Kbox session with ya guyz.. @ cineleisure. &.. I oso tot of a surprise for u le. Hahax.. Shh.. Hmm, abit MS today, but i didnt say nor act out. Cos i see u very happy singing song, so dun wanna spoil ur mood ^^v

Shan Hu Hai <-- is the Only duet i sang withya. Well, @ least i still sang once withya, perhaps u cant find others to sing withya then u asked me de..perhaps u really wanna sing with me..perhaps.. Tats oso my favourite song, but i admit the female part quite diff to follow. Hahax, sometimes high, then low..Hope i didnt spoil tat song. =P

Really glad that u postponed from ytd to today, tho..it may not b ur idea. **Well, dar~ perhaps u treat many gals nice doesn't mean u really "like" them.. tats wat u told me before..perhaps, i shant b over sensitive**

Thinking of you now.. missya.. but u cant sense bah~ Piggie, u told me that u r a person who isnt very good at expressing urself,.. can i know wat r u thinking actually? Hav to guess wat u r meaning.. to predict.. Hav to leave early to meet my other gang of frenz, tho i dun wanna leave..

Today i'm so fortunate, cos after meeting darling, i meeting hani~.. Hahax
Went kaili hse play majong with the rest, then eateateat. hahax, be on diet soon. Today, dunno y so damn "high", extreme .. well, tats NOT a good sign of cos... Cos it can mean i'm really happy, or upset over sth.. &.. now i'm missing ya. Very tired after all the 'laughters' that i hav to put up, if not hani think i MS again. .. To assure him, i'm fine =)

Dar~ now i somehow can gauge wat kinda gal u looking for, &.. guess i dun hav them. I wont ask u back for the time being... Perhaps, aft some time.. when i'm more confident of myself, i will.. No matter wat my mind tells me to do, tats not wat my heart can do de. Heartbroken to pieces, bleeding..

- right here waiting for you -

2006-03-05T01:10:00.000-08:00

Piggie.. Haha, aiyo.. silly me again~ prev day moodswing for nothing. Cos tat time wanna start a MSN with ya, then u put up tt "busy" sign. *bleh* -upset- Then cant focus on my revision liao. Hav to chat with frenz then they calm me down. Hahax.

Nxt day, then i found out u didnt see my conversation. Phew~ i tot wat u really busy etc. Perhaps, u maybe lie to me. So long i dun find out, nvm.. Hahax.
Prev time u complained to me that the horoscope email i sent is inaccurate. Me agree oso. Then i found one.. my fren sent. I read abt urs. .. Its quite accurate. Seems to understand u better le, but.. is it too late? Hahax.

I also forward u the mail, u oso replied yes, its quite accurate. Jus now even state one of the line. Oh my god~ I didnt noe tat, if i noe... I promise i sure wont play ard with ya. I'm sry, dar~

Aries (man)
He always let other people walk in front of him, but he will get there first. He is a very careful guy and small obstacles won't make him fall easily even he thinks life is a very serious matter. He is as romantic as any other Zodiac. He could look gentle, but inside he is as strong as steel. Once he determine to do something, he is serious about doing it well. He will keep any pressure or insult deep down inside without showing emotion. You will never see his emotion of burden or disappointment and always wonder what he thinks or feels. He will well kept his feeling.

You will never see a guy in this Zodiac involving in other people business. He always concern with his own business. Sometimes he can be talkative, but he will never give anyone advice if he has not been asked. If you ask for advice, he will certainly give you one. He respects elderly and senior, so you will see he is the type who visit his parents steadily or often.

He is a slightly shy but also a stubborn person. He will find many ways to make you happy when you are with him, till you realize he is the important person for you. Once he is in the "Power Position", he will use his power gently. He is a good leader and "Gentleness" is one of his effective method for exploiting his power. It is although he is borne to be a leader. He never hide his ambition, and he is a workaholic. he will not take any position that he has no control. He will work very hard to reach his goal and satisfaction.

Compliment from his boss or superior are never enough for him, he want his deserved reward. His deep insecurity make him reach and collecting valuable things, and this you may think he is stingy. Actually he could easily spending money to buy things, traveling or pay for things that makes him happy and he think necessary for his need. He care what other people think of him and want to get good comments or compliments.

Outside he looks like stone and steel, but inside he is a fragile person. He will hide and cover up weak emotion and his sadness in order to maintain and keep up his "Image". One method of cover up you could easily notice is suddenly if he is quiet, cold, or act very strong or very secure. Often, he feels insecure, even he is serious about his life and his own surrounding.

This is the man who never hurry to get marry, so hardly sit back and regret about his marriage later. If he gets marry, he need to be very certain and very sure. It will take a long time for such decision, so if you tell him that you are "breaking up" , you better forget him for good because he will never coming back.

He always keep his promise. If he said he will meet you in your place in 2 hours then he will be there, unless there is a serious accident or unavoidable things happen. He hate people who is late for date or any appointment.

He like to think woman should be a follower and take care of family and working is a man duty. He does not like to compete with his girl friend or his wife at work because competition already exist with himself and other people. He will be very proud if he can afford and care for his family. Do not try to over power him or insult him, he can not stand it. He likes to be in control of every things, every situations.

He like a "Classy Woman" ,if she also comes from a good family then it is a Plus. It will make him feel proud and very ego about her status. Flashy type of woman , forget it. He like a perfect or a nearly perfect housewife. He tend to be possessive. He will not tell you if he is mad at you, but will act very moody to show you instead.

He like to hear sweet word and compliment so you can get his interest that way. If he approaches you to ask you out, do not act too stubborn or fooling around too much. He will get tired and just disappear. He has to feel confident when he is around you, so knowing this fact you should know what to do, right!

If you want him, you have to make him feel like he is the most important person for you. He likes a kind hearted woman , polite and can get along with his family. When he feels sad, do not leave him alone, but be very supportive. Kind words and your smile will win him over, so this strong man will be like a chicken in your palm.

& oso.. there's one line i oso hope its Not true.. Hmm... Nvm, we shall see.. Hahax. I shall use this time.. to noe u better ^^v

-missya-

2006-02-27T23:46:00.000-08:00

Ooo... today in a "high" mood. Hahax.. very rare, me so happy. There are 3 reasons y..

(1) Had a long & happy chat with darling ( today didnt MS.. OOoo..so happy )
(2) Msg with Hani (abt outing...etc..)
(3) found my recommended song --> by Kelly poon, track 4

lolx... tats y. Because of these 3 reasons.. brighten my day~ until i skip my lunch during dinner time oso not hungry.. Hahax..

.. Jus now listen to tat kelly tack 2 --> ai wu li, found the lyrics very suitable for piggie & me.. Hmm, u gng attachment soon le. Last time u mentioned that u wanna go oversea attachment, and asked me if i will allow u to go like Ben.. I said yes, tho i will definitely missya. But now, u like involved in local industry. hahax. Then u will get busy again..

hmm.. Zzzzz... tired sia.. but strange thing, now feel like studying. hahaa.. at the wrong time sia.. *bleh*

~ nitenite ~ *missya

2006-02-20T12:15:00.000-08:00

Dar~

hmm... this time.. am i determined enough? 4mths hav past le..since u initial the break. Everytime think of the days together, cant control but jus cry... *Sobx* Heartbroken since then.. Till now, i still dunno the reason why ur sudden request for the break-up. But, guess i will know as day goes by.. jus like now..I finally realised why me & Hani -> frequent moodswing cause quarrel, ur ex bah~.. If only, i realised earlier...

Dar~ me & u, do i still hav to wait for 1 year later before i know the reason.. will it be too late ..? Hmm, it sure took me lots of courage & determination for me to persist till now... Yet, after mths of reflection & frenz encouragement.. Guess, we r not suitable afterall..

Talented & intelligent guy like u, sure got lotz of pretty gals around u.. way better than me.. Skilled with bowling, pool game, driving, leadership, school stuff..etc..whereas me, hmm... jus beginner in all those.. cant even compare with u..me lah, useless .. dunno how to comfort u when u need someone most, dunno how to take care of u when u r sick, dunno how to console u when r down..etc..

Dar~ I'm sorry.. Thanks for giving me a chance to be with you.. I will never regret the times being with you. U gave me warmth, comfort, happiness ..
I love you, darling. "Dear~" This greeting, i dunno when i can hear u calling me again.. But, waiting for that day ...

I know the person u really need is not me.. the one u care & concern is not me.. the one u tenderly love is not me.. But at least once, i was .. it's enough le bah~ Darling, i luvya lotz.. But i know i cant give u happiness... shall let go le.. Perhaps, like wat my hani said, if we r fated, if u change ur mind.. we can still be together ^^ ... ..

I ought to give u my blessing.. Darling, I love you.. *huggies*

2006-02-15T12:50:00.000-08:00

Dar~

Hmm... u jus signed in.. Me cant concentrate my studies le. Y do i still get tat heart throb, whenever i see u? Supposed to slowly let go le bah.. Sometimes, i rather not see you. But i jus dun understand y me still like you, despite the attitude u gave me. Hmm, is it really true that " nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu ai ?" Hahax.

Dar~ jus wakie mah? Hmm, u nvr tok to me. Me oso dun wan to start a conversation. Aiyo, suppose to study for exam de sia. Silly me~

Tho i noe this kind of guy is NOT suitable for me.. i jus con't to hold on. Jus get myself hurt once & again.. .. If only i can let go of this undesired relationship, perhaps i will be happier?

Hani, once asked me this qn.. if only time turns back, will i choose to be with hani again? I replied... yes, cos i dun regret being with him.. neither do i with darling. Hani, is much better than dar~.. he wont show me his temper, he jus so nice.. But me lah~ so stubborn, still wan darling.. ..I chose the tough way.. *bleh*

2006-02-14T09:13:00.000-08:00

Today is 14th february le... Valentine's Day~
hmm, abit sad that hav to spend alone tho.. cant spend with darling. U arh~ in the boy gang now bah~ enjoying urself? Hahax. Gd then.. At least u r enjoying..
Hani leh? Hahax.. with his gf lo.. so romantic bah.

Darling, sincerely sorry... to let u wait for like..2hrs? Aiyo, cos the worksht i need to hand in mah. Its graded oso. Hahax, when my mind was blank, u was there to fill up for me. With ur handwrittings etc.. ideas.. Hahax.. Darling, luvya lotz *muacks* Hmm, tho in the end we didnt have that movie date & popcorn treat. We watched next time kk? u own me yah~ *bleh*
Sad tho, u gave me high hope, then took away from me so direct. *sob*
I know i'm wrong, but u ought to be understanding mah..?

Ytd received the 1st rose from a guy.. hani. 1 small rose from u, & 9 roses for ur gal arh~ Hahax.. nice of u~ *huggies* Even jokejoke that me will only accept ur 9 roses when u r single status.. ..sweet of ya~

Je'taime is finally over. Done that special flowers delivery today~ very fun walk ard the school with roses...Hmm, so its not the whole day spending alone. At least, still got my frenx to acc me. Hahax.

** Je'taime --> I luv ya (french) **

Darling, luvya..Hani? missya. Hahax. *muackz*

2006-02-06T20:22:00.000-08:00

Yeh~ today, so happy.. cos didnt actually plan to meet darling de..
If only my team mates didnt call me to hand in our assignment, if only i left earlier.. If only.. Jus reached bus-stop, had a feeling to check my hp, saw a missed call....fr dar~ Hahax..

Called back immediately, he answered. Ask me abt Leo stuff tho, then he said " I'm jus behind u." *surprise* Saw u entering the busstop. [F]ate mah? Jus when i'm thinking of ya...

Alighted at the same busstop, chat till my bus came. Joked to me to take 67 with ya..Me oso miss GiGi, how's my bao bei le? Sometimes, wish to go ur hse play with GiGi.. but i noe me cant.. Dar~ now mus b having dinner bah? Where's my share arh? Hahax..

Recently, very fan... with wat? Relationship lo..
Hmm, Jun.. sry but i dun think we R suitable. Let's B frenz betta. Pls dun misunderstand my behaviours for sth else..
In my heart, tat's only one person.. darling..

Recently had a gathering with IJC & poly frenz. With my honey oso..
Hmm.. time passed so fast, it has almost been a yr since we last gather. Learnt to play majong oso, with honey teaching me. Hahax, *sweet* After having dinner, went to a nearby park, our usual place.

Had story-telling for an hr ++.. Tok abt lotz of stuff.. mainly the relationship. Its my honey's turn, tok abt his new gf.. ..etc *Ooopz secret* Hahax. Hmm, next its my turn le.. I shared my story of me & dar~, my frenx commented that "if he's jus playing with ur feelings only, better NOT to wait for this kind of guy" Dar~ , are u like wat they said? hmm...

Oh my~ noe wat? The feelings me had with honey came back.. weird feelings we had for each other bah~ Is my instinct correct again?... During story-telling, we did ask abt each other's bgr. & He made a comment which.. is nice of him to say that.. dunno real anot *secret* Hahax. On our way home, me asked him a qn.." Have u ever regret breaking up with me? " Guess wat his reply? ..
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.. .. "Hmm, not sure. Perhaps one day, may ask u the same qn. Hahax " Lolx.. funny reply. Wat's it mean? Maybe me will understand one day bah .. .. Hahax.. Chim arh~

Honey or Darling ? If i hav a choice.. who will i choose?

I dunno, cos both r abt the same? Jus that Honey's temper betta. Hahax. He's not as mood swing easy as Darling. But, certain feelings with Dar~ i not yet found on honey..

Dar~ will i wait for u.. ..? Or able to patch back with Honey leh? .. .. I dunno.. perhaps, another potential guy came? Hahax..

luvya dar~ *muacks*

2006-01-29T04:12:00.000-08:00

Darling~
Today is Chinese New Year le.. 2 days never see u, missya lotz. Sent u greetings msg, a simple reply i got. Hahax, nvm lah at least u replied le. ^^

It's a tradition for me to stay awake during the eve till the dawn of lunar new year- symbolise long life for both parents. As usual, me stayed awake now.. abt 4.10am in the morning le. Log-in MSN abt 2am, u still online. Dar~ so late le, havnt slp arh? How's ur 'tuan yuan fan' ? Hmm, abt 3am u signed out, thinking that u will come asking me why me so late le havnt slp tho..

Nth betta to do now, so i jus viewed at the prev entries i wrote last year.. Many things happen within jus a year.. Went to IJC for 3mths, Wee being my honey tho now no longer..
Get into Ngee Ann poly during May. Then good frenz with yuan jin, chose Tennis as my S&W module. Thus, know my best fren - meini at there.
Thru yuan jin, me & meini with hui ping got into LEO club. 1st time i saw u, darling at tat I&I event. Can call tat as "luv @ 1st sight bah".. but tat time didnt fall so deep tho..

Came into the sub-committee of LEOs - Eeling, being my BOD. Participated in many OCs part in events. Really enjoyed myself, and learnt many stuff oso. Sometimes, i will imagine myself.. if only i nvr meet u, wat will i be now? Will i be happier mah?
I dunno... But i jus hav to say " Darling~ dun think too much, i'll nvr regret meeting u, being with u, cos we did have happy memories together don't we? "

**Luv is abt being with the person u think is worth it, no matter wat**

..I had u as my darling, in the past.. tho no longer now. These are all those happenings..which i will never forget..Longing back at the entry which i wrote abt the past of us.. Teary eyes again. Can't stop, jus cried eyes red..
Darling~ u sure u mean every word (at least almost bah~) u said to me is true from ur heart? I askd u before this qns, and u said "i ought to trust cos u wont lie to me.." Yet, the things u said to me turned out opposite.

How u wan me to trust u again? It jus... dont tally..Darling~ i seriously wanna tok to u abt this, jus tat "wo kai bu liao kou". I'm afraid that if i do so, u wont even treat me as a frenz liao. Then me really heartbroken liao...

Missing ya lotz now.. dar~ r u in dreamland le? How i wish to lay on ur arms falling asleep till dawn... *muackz*

2006-01-27T00:50:00.000-08:00

Darling~

Ytd is indeed a special day.. 26, i luv this number a lot..
Cos it reminds me of you..Me really happy today, really~ dunno how to express in words the happiness i felt..

Ytd, had our 3rd Je'taime meeting. Tho the preparation is abit rush, hahax.. at least things went smoothly. This is gonna be the last meeting oso, cos the actual event is on the 2-4 february le. Hmm, looking forward oso, cos i call my frenz down to support. Hahax.. Had our meeting at underpass, aiyo darling arh~ .. u noe where is underpass mah? Lolx..

Hmm, dar~ ur hair colour now hor... erm, makes u look more mature leh. Hahax.. Tats my comment lah, tho its the trend now lah. Ur initial hair colour makes u overall like more guaiguai type, now abit like ah beng. Lolx.. But no matter wat, i still like.. hehe =P

Meeting ends quite late.. Another reason me in "high" mood is....... *secret..Shhh* Hehex.. shall let tat remains in my heart =)

Dar~ luvya *muacks*
Tho it maybe jus a simple thing, me really appreciate & this bits and pieces make up u...

2006-01-23T23:44:00.000-08:00

Darling~
Hmm, i dunno if i should cont calling u tat... It has been 3mths le... Actually today, i hav a lot of "gan chu"; emotions. But then dunno how to express in words..

Today, had a COJ meeting. So met u again. Before the COJ, had another "meeting" abt personal affairs. Hahax. Got 3 luv consultants, brain-washing me. hahax.. I understand their meaning, "gu xin".. jus that its not as easy as said in actions. Till now, i still had tears whenever i recall the memories. Memories are meant to be sweet, yet how i long for them...Still cry over u.. Silly me~

Actually, me is very soft-hearted over u... whenever u do sth simple yet sweet to me, be it jus small stuff like a greeting msg etc. Me overjoyed liao. Easily contented so long i hav u... Dun ask for more le...

Thats my biggest fault - if my status is single, whenever a potential guy is nice, me easily jus fall in luv de. But of cos, the most impt criteria which i looking for is .... the feeling, the chemistry which i lost with u...

I do meet betta guys than u, character betta etc, but all didnt pass my test, i jus dun hav any chemistry.. wat u wan me to do? But i believe it takes time to nuture a relationship, so leave all to fate bah~ if we really meant to be together, we will be de just sooner or later only.

Darling~ i dun say that i am capable of dng that of cos, I noe that i dun hav this strong luv to change ur character. But i'll jus give my one LAST try my best & that one day me will make others to change their impression of u. I really hope that i hav this determination to wait for u, to change perhaps etc..be it months or so. I noe u still trying to get over her.. Time...

Sometimes, me jus trying to be "cool" by not affected by u etc.. like i dun care abt u, but its difficult at times, when i really care.
Cos.. we are now only frenx, there are things which i used to do, now cant do le.. Hav to adapt & change my mindset soon.. Hahax..

Hmm, so shocked sia today~ Hahax.. 2 guys asked me for the same movie date. Wah~ 1st time encounter..Blessing of cos, but jus abit sad bah, cos u didnt asked me. Haha. Anyway, since i promised one 1st, hav to reject the other lo. But think will hav a make-up movie date bah~ How nice if its u who ask... >_<"

Anyway, dar~ guess till now me only hav u in my heart.. no matter how "cool" or "emotional" u r, i'll will wait for u...till someone else can touch my frozen heart...

-missya lotz- *muacks*

2006-01-19T09:10:00.000-08:00

Ohayo Dar~
Wah.. so early u sign in MSN liao.. Hehex.. Happy mood today ... Me oso, cos got u.. Hmm, didnt get to see u today, but cant get to chat can liao.. Somemore is u initial de.. Hehex.. Of cos, abt LEO stuff tho..

** Till now, is the 3rd month le..** Haix.. Shall we start afresh?

Hmm, oh man~ later having WCOM test liao. Me? Havnt study lah.. ytd work then got proj on..etc.. To me, the most important criteria is .. inspiration bah. Cos abt essay mah.. of cos, format is important, as basic scoring..
Phew~ Later got abt 5hrs of self-study, so gonna chiong later..Hehex..

Wish me luck yah~ In addition, having a bright start, with Dar~ chat, means gonna be a good day ahead.. Hehe

- missya dar~ -

2006-01-16T23:23:00.000-08:00

Dar~
hmm, finally see u aft like.. 1 week..since last Jetamine meeting. Hao xiang ni wor~ Can u feel? Hehex..
U seems betta le.. at least can tok, tho cough a lotz.. hmm, see u so xin ku, me oso xin teng.. Yet, i cant do anyth.. felt useless myself...

Few days ago, chat thru MSN with u.. Can sense u MS or busy bah~ from ur tone is easy for me to feel.. U again prove my right by saying , u not in the mood etc. hahax.. but later asked y me so late havnt slp.. ended with good nite & sweet dreamz.. Tho its jus an additional sentence "sweet dreamz", me very sweet u noe.. hehex.. slpt till nxt morning happily.. luvya lotz~

These few days is the most crucial days bah. Cos lots of last-min changes in the events.. everyone is like stressed up liao. Dar~ oso.. hmm, take care leh~ dun so "ji dong" later ur sick more worst.. Hmm, me willing to b ur ears, tho i noe u unlikely will share with me..

Tml is POA test 2.. me havnt touch leh.. imagine ... in abt 17 hrs time, me hav to take that test liao. Tml gonna pon 2 lecture sia, to do last min study at hm.. Jus did the revision, wah~ score 2 out of 9.. hahax. poor thing. Cos i havnt study tat chpt 6 & 7.. cannot.. RED ALARM~~ mus chiong tml..
* thanks hui ping, for guiding me in POA revision =) *hahax.
Jia you wor, soksok.. & darling oso...

- missya dar~ - *huggies*

2006-01-12T13:00:00.000-08:00

Dar~
hmm.. these few days didnt get to "meet" u, either on msn or school.
Missya lotz.. how's ur throat le? Hmm.. worried...

Results are out le, my POA got (69.5 / 100) .. careless mistake sia.. if not can get 70 ++ Whereas for MAEC, not bad.. cos i got (18.5 / 20).. left my BCA le. Jus got back.. (58 / 100) worst paper i scored. Hahax, tot i will fail tho. But again spot careless mistake, if not 60 liao..

Hmm.. now tats all for 1st commontest, another round of tests coming up next week. Tuesday got POA, then Thursday will be WCOM, following Tuesday will be MAEC. Then followed by "break" then... exam time, proj due, HoLiDay ...

Jia you bah~ me will work harder de.. ^^
Dar~ urs leh? Mus be higher bah... Hmm, guess u wont be satisfied tho.. Hehex..

-Missya- Take care~ *muack*

2006-01-10T00:23:00.000-08:00

Dar~
Hmm.. u sick arh~ log-in MSN saw ur nick.. then got worried liao. Having Flu & sore throat bah.
Dar~ take care ... i cant be by ur side to take care of u.. tho i long to be..
U betta be "guaiguai" hor.. No fried food for u the time being.. Drink more water mah. Get well soon =) *xin teng*

Saw u jus now, u seems like sicksick de.. hmm.. and tat huggable shirt.. Oh my~ tat time kesh oso wear sth similar. Me feel like hugging liao. Today u oso wear tat jacket.. *huggie*

2 days ago, me damn sick. Had early lunch, then skipped dinner cos me busy working..no time to eat.. Stomach grumpygrump de. Then think of u, feel like asking u fpr supper.. but still refrain myself from msg u..
Dunno is it too hungry liao, then tat damn bus lah, drive so fast like flying.. damn shaky lo. Wah.. the whole journey wanna vomit-like. -serious bus sick-
Jus then, a guy board tat bus.. *sniff sniff* Hey, tats familiar smell.. Ur perfume.. strange sia, cos the air is then filled with ur perfume, then me felt more betta. hehex.

Alight the bus liao, still feel abit giddy & vomit-like. Struggle myself home, wash-up then quickly go bed liao. Call u before sleep, but u didnt pick-up. Sent u a msg, before sleep. **Cos u asked me to do sth mah..so need to reply** Abit disappointed tho, cos missya.. .. Yeh~ u did call back, but tats when i fell aslp.. hahax.
There's once u called me when me was slping, i somehow forgot the conversation when i woke up liao. Tats when we still together lah. Tat day, u called again, when me half-way in dreamland.. short chat, but a sweet one tho.. That day, ur mood is betta.. cos prev day u seemed busy.. *happy*
After wishing each other: nite~... slpt liao.. Hmm, sweet dreamz for the rest of the nite.. ^^

Dar~, saw ur nick today.. "slowly letting go of u.." means u trying to forget "her" mah? Hmm, sometimes me wish I'm her, whom u luv so deep.. Yet, now i dun wan.. cos u trying to let go.. hehex..*dun think too much*

-Luvya missya-

2006-01-07T01:10:00.000-08:00

Dar~
Today u finished ur commontest le.. Relieved bah..
How's ur test leh? Feel like chatting with u, but seems like the time isn't rite. Atmosphere isn't rite. Hahax.

Actually didnt wanna c u online de. Cos, instinct tell me gonna hav MS when we really "met" online. Hahax, true enough, u log-in. Initial "Hi" to me, but the main topic is on.. Jetamine.. regarding the email i sent. Then, u seem busy or watever.. so didnt cont the topic liao. Again, -busy- sign is put up..

Hahax..Dunno u put for fun or wat. Jus dun wanna disturb u..Abit upset as predicted. But listening to "fast-paced"song, then chatting with Andrew.. mood betta liao **bleh**

Dar~.. hmm..think this few days dun see u betta. Cos nowadays lotz of pimples on my face sia, dun wanna let u see.. hehe *blush* Even if i see u, if u entertain me with ur "cold" attitude, me rather dun see u.. Upset me worst..

Dar~ can we dun always tok only abt "business" tat is LEO stuff only.. i mean.. sometimes normal chat is ok rite? Know u busy guy etc, can't asked for more.. Dar~ u really make me " turn on & off" .. sometimes really upset me, yet i still long for u... **stubborn me, i noe**

Prehaps like wat u said, we nvr fell in luv together before.. prehaps.. In that case, this year is a new year le. Can we start all over again..? A chance for u & me? Forget the past me, and see me as a new person..

-luvya always-

2006-01-03T20:28:00.000-08:00

Sokling, your true color is Red!

Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses.

Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love.
So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously.
If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name.

You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions.
In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied.
Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment.

Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.

*- [H]oney[H]ani -* dreamlandz

- [H]oney[H]ani - dreamlandz