#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Deardear..
i miss you..
i think of you..
i need you..
i want you..
lastly.. jus wanna say.. let's give it another try, shall we?
luvya..
Hahax.. I'm always helpless when handling you.. concede my lost to you.. cos you matters..
waiting..for your answer..
Cupid Love[8:50 PM]
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#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
*sob* ...
240706 is the day I made my decision.. after a call to you last night.. *secret* I finally realised wat I mean to you.. Tho you never said out anyth regarding this, I can sense that from our conversation and some of the questions I asked you.. After tat call, I made my decision.. I dunno if tats my rash decision or wat. But I know I made a correct choice, tho its a painful and miserable choice.
I have fallen too deep, thus now trying to control my emotion.. Thats one saying " chang tong bu ru duan tong" .. But i really put in my effort in this relationship, tho we didnt really get into a real relationship, but ... *secret* Dear, I love you.. thats wat I never say to you.. miss you calling my name..etc..
To love someone is to let him be happy.. as wat I always say.. I'm contented so long as you are happy..
I dunno how i will gonna heal from this again.. need how many days, weeks, months..
Cupid Love[9:27 PM]
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Dear, I miss you..
Sometimes jus have the strong urge to see you, listen to you talking to me ..However, really hurtful after I sms you..cos most of the time you didnt reply..regret doing so.
I know I can easily use these times to be firm in my stand. If only I can be determined to give up on this "drag" relationship, will I be happier? Jus that.. i cant bring myself to that..Jus wanna give you more time, more chance. Always finding excuses to persuade myself..give you my utmost trust and faith in this relationship..Dear, do you understand my feelings?
A simple sms or a short call.. is that really difficult for you..? Or am I making difficult for you.. like what Hani say mah? Cos, you are still not my boy.. Hmm.. *sadsad* I dun understand why.. for most of the relationship..I'm always the one putting in more effort than the partner in the end. No matter who start this relationship, I'm always getting this feeling that I'm the one who loves you more, want you more. Dear, I dun like this feeling. I'm easily contented de.. really.. cos jus a simple sms, or call can easily lock my heart to you. Yet, you forget this small small detail of me..
What is love actually? Do I always to to concede my lost to you? .. I need you to support also.. I know you busy now.. busy with your assignment.. but i jus need your small small of concern and care, letting me know what I did is worth it.. dun let me have the feeling that I'm just wasting my time or even worst, you cant feel anyth..
But.. do let me know...if I'm wrong in anyth, cos.. I will then know wat to do.. Like me & piggy, now everyth settle le.. promise?
Haix.. feel that I let hani down.. I'm sorry.. give me some time k? Now what I really need.. is a stable shoulder, showers of care, concern & love, understanding and a listening ear.. deardear.. am i really asking for too much..? Hahax, I guess so..
Jus now went "shopping" with rachel, learnt sth from her experience.. in relationship.. sometimes.. its common for the "rare concern" *secret* ..Is wat she said true for you? Hahax.. if thats so, I'm more relieved..*secret*
Recalling what piggy asked me, dear I jus wanna let you feel my happiness with you and nth more. I dun wanna let you feel the loneliness and sorrow I get the times without your care & concern. I wanna let you know.. really ...
dear, wo zhen de ai ni ..
Cupid Love[9:10 PM]
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dear o dear ..
recently very stress over many many small small stuff.. add together becomes a big big headache .. Haha
recently you also busy with ur new assignment.. etc .. in other words mean.. less time to meet, less time to talk, less sms .. more missing of each other, more challenging to maintain this "unusual" relationship. Haha.
if we pass this test.. means if we really get together, our journey will be smoother.. as i can get used to the busy lifestyle..Are we prepared to face it together? *winkz*
Hmm.. I know you always want me to study well in my exams.. tats why i dun dare to tell you my tests result, cos all very "lan".. Haha.. Finally one case for my school fee is settle, can relax abit le *phew*..
I have a ambition.. which i only told some people before.. actually 2 ambitions.. Right now, i dun wish to go SMU, tho tats my dream school. Recently, i fulfill one of my DREAM goal.. one step closer to my dream. Hahax. Thanks to Des, finally able to take a ride around the school in... my Mazda RX8 .. Oh my~!! Damn cool, esp. when ppl look when he drives. Hahax.. Yeh~!! Wanna own one myself in future, thus after settling my studies, wanna save for that le. ^^v
luvya dear~ *muack*
Cupid Love[1:54 PM]
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Hmm.. deardear..
long time since we last met le.. abt one week le bah..
Recently u are very busy and engrossed in ur biz.. yup, and i promised you that i will be understanding also.. giving you moral support is the only way I can do. Dear, i miss you..
Nowadays only can depend on a few sms and lesser calls le.. miss the days when we are together more often.. Hmm.. dear, you said you got sth to tell me when u r free, dunno is good or bad news.. very anxious to know wats tat. But I'm afraid its wat i dun wanna hear the most.. Hmm.. dear, i remember once you told me ur plan *secret* .. dear, i will wait for you.. if the feelings for us is still there..
Haha, ytd i finally did sth.. which i nvr did before bah i guess.. Hahax.. hope you understand & will accept? Lol.. *muack*
I understand u busy with ur work.. but really hope sometimes you will spare me some time... =) .. miss the times... miss the things we did together.. miss .. miss ... hope i dun give you the feeling of taking you for granted..
-luvya- take care ...
Cupid Love[9:45 AM]
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#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
jus me & you
Cupid Love[12:44 AM]
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#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
** Hey gal,
I'm sorry.. think I misunderstand you le.. Yes, sis I know you r jus concern abt me. That history wont repeat itself.. Hmm, I'll see how it goes =) Really glad to have you as my sis ..**
Dear o.. Progressing quite "smooth" I guess..? Hahax, well.. dunno wat happen to me ytd. Mood swing, when i receive ur sms.. somehow throw my temper at you.. Yet, u endure.. cheer me up with ur crappy stuff. *sweet* a midnite call from you .. showing more of ur care & concern. Thanks for everything.. somehow calm me down after that.. *bleh*
cos actually plan to meet up like days ago le. But cos u busy with ur work, I dun blame you.. cos its impt for u to secure ur career now. Jia you o *hug* Haha. Understanding, tats wat i can do.. =)
Also got some other stuff which caused my mood swing of cos.. my studies lo.. see result wanna faint liao. Hahax, only score well for one module, e-commerce.. the rest .. Haix.. Somemore worry abt my finance side.. lol.. so, when me receive ur sms, cant control liao.. Deardear.. sry o. *bleh*
Even worst, made a rush decision.. but if i really do so.. wat will you do? Made ur choice mah?.. Hahax..
-take care-
Cupid Love[8:15 PM]
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