#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Ooo.. Darling, so sweet of you.. U called me before u depart for HK, then call me immediately when u alight the plane. Hahax.. 4hrs of flight.
Actually I thought we not gonna hav any contact for the 4days.. but instead u still call me at times.. & sms each other. Hmm, very XX leh.. dun call so much le. Hahax.. Anyway, we gonna see each other on the 20th le mah.. ^^
Hmm.. u wan me come along.. but of cos, i wont get such approval.. Perhaps, in future we may have a chance to go Australia? .. if not.. jus Malaysia will be a start.. Hahax..
-miss ya-
Cupid Love[7:48 PM]
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Darling O ..
Hmm, u gonna leave for HK tml le..for leisure holiday with ur nephew etc. U asked me if I'll miss ya anot etc.. Yes, dar~ I will miss ya.. for these few days think not gonna receive any of ur sms and calls le.. *sad* But, tats still hani to acc me.
We will miss each other presence i guess for these few days.. without the huggies.. Actually u wanna meet today before you depart.. but its late now le wor.. & to think you asked me to see you off tml.. Dar~ I'm sorry but I'm workin full shift tml... Haix.. Oso dunno wat to say now..
Ytd, hani walked me home all the way from Cwpt. Can you believe it? like. 20-25mins walk... Oooo. so sweet.. Hani, you said that you are not rich enough to own a car sending me home. But do you know that actually walking under the moonlight is romantic oso? Hahax.. *secret content*
Dar~ .. think we shall settle our stuff.. shall not drag anymore le.. once you are back from HK ..I sms you an obvious sms, but.. still didnt get the answer I'm waiting for.. Hmm.. *muack*
-thinking of you- (",)
Cupid Love[10:11 PM]
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Oo.. last friday, bought a pinkie nike waterbottle @ queensway. Damn sweet colour. Hahax. Afterwhich, .. went to meet hani~ for pool & dinner.
Actually jus plan to have a simple "date" with hani de. But, cos dearie abit "jealous" or wat lah, that i oso asked him along lo. Aiyo, you are NOT yet my bf leh, yet u watched me so close le, if i am.. u gonna restrict my seeing with other guys mah? Hahax. Anyway, they met each other lo.
Had dinner, then played rounds of pool. Kent won somehow, when compete with hani.. Hmm.. Enjoyed my day.. with two guyz.. Hahax..
Hani O.. U the person whom i trusted.. tats y i tell you so much..hmm.. i hope i didnt spoil the image you had on me, after all those i told you de... *secret* .. to think dearie actually got "upset" over you, cos we very close. Hahax.. Dunno why.. but i jus feel very comfortable with you .. very sweet tho.. Actually tot of a very weird qn to ask you.. but .. nvm le. Hahax.
On saturday, i work night shift @ Suntec Midnite sale.. till 1am sia. Hahax. But.. dearie is there to fetch me home. Arigato~ having u to wait so long ...Afterwhich, we had a crazy idea - midnite show- Hahax. We watched "Cars digital" @ Cineleisure. Till ard 5am lo. My god, damn "early" sia. But i didnt really pay attention to the movie, cos i whole nite worrying abt my parents.. Anyway, I'm fine now. Jus ahd a few agreements with each other. *muack* Hahax..
Guess wat? Slpt for like 3hrs? and.. i have to work again.. @ westmall. Damn sleepy esp. in the aftnn.. but ur sms kept me awakie. Hahax.. U lah, gave me a scare sia.. by coming so early ard 8pm. Jus came out of my storeroom saw u opp shop jus abt to turn over. Shocked~ then quickly ran back to my store again. Hahax. Anyway, .. u wait for me lo.. till 10pm. Hahax. *secret* thanks for ur "sweet dreamz" ...
-missya-
Cupid Love[1:10 PM]
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Dearie.. i miss you miss you..it jus kept lingering in my mind till I cant concentrate on my last paper.
Am i falling for you? Hav u really touch my heart? R you the destinated one? .. Do i really like you? Or jus like wat other say... I jus need someone's care & concern.. Hmm... All these qns kept bothering me..
U once also asked me this qns.. am i ready for this relationship, have i thought of all these qns.. Sometimes i'm jus throwing temper on myself.. feeling so childish.. yet, it may hurt you somehow.. I'm sorry.. tats wat i always say to you..
sorry sorry for everything.. sorry for entering ur life, somehow mixing them up.. sorry for...
but what can I do? .. which step should I take.. dearie, will you be there to guide me? .. Really wish to have you by my side now.. really .. but i know in order for us to be together, there are still alot alot of questions to consider. Shall we solve them together? ... If only ..
Cupid Love[8:20 PM]
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Hmm.. the power of true love can be very miracle ..
Ytd, had a chat with piggie.. he end with a very sweet sentence.. " no longer, haha, changed person "
In the past, when i understand piggie better.. he can be a guy of many fault, yet i still like him. Hahax. Now that he changes le.. for her. Really envy them, cos i oso dunno whether will there be a guy who will change his faults for me ...
Actually i oso noticed piggie change le.. change for the better ones... I found that he is much more cheerful le.. temper is better, less mood swing.. and less of " Da nan ren zhu yi " ... listen to ppl more? Hahax, tats good.. I must really hand it over to her... for having to change for her .. Hmm, thinking .. dearie, will u oso neh ? *bleh*
Hmm... thinking of him now.. while making notes & listening to mp3 .. Lol, multi-purpose sia..
Dearie, ytd .. 07/06/06 .. I answer ur qns le.. the expiry date for the song will have to depends on you le.. Hahax..*secret*
-take care-
Cupid Love[2:11 PM]
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wat am i thinking .... why do i starting to have this fear in me, whenever I'm with you ... since ytd i started to feel this way.
Wat is this fear?
Is this the fear of losing you ... Is this the fear of getting too close too fast .. Is this the fear cos I dunno you well enough to trust watever you said...
I dun like this feeling.. This feeling is somehow similar to the numb period -whereby I seems to lost all my feelings to loving someone.. & tats a bad feeling lo ..
Thats some tactics in "chasing" a gal like me.. and.. think this time you used the wrong tactic le.. we are just too close too fast.. Should we jus stop for awhile & think .. I dunno why but i just somehow lost the secure feeling with you.. the comfort feeling whenever I'm with my hani or piggie.. Perhaps, its because of the age gap, like wat hani said? .. Hmm...
All my luv consultants ... my hani, piggie, rachel, benny & "daddy"... really need ur help to solve this mystery .. having this bad feeling since yest le.. *haix* ...
Cupid Love[10:34 AM]
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.... ... hmm .... ... dearie ...
my god~ having this damn mood swing now. Haix, how to cheer myself up leh? ... Jus now u called, tok for awhile then off le, cos is i got sth to ask u.. sms u jus, havnt reply .. hmm.. i merely wanna "sha jiao" for u to coax me ah.. cos everytime u oso like tt to me mah..
toking to gege.. but it somehow didnt brighten my mood.. piggie, where u? dearie leh? .. hmm... hani seems to be busy.. didnt go toktok.. need u now.. need hughug now.. *sobx*
in this mood, no mood to cont my study liao.. sian >_<" ...
Cupid Love[9:55 PM]
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