#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Hmm...
dun why.. but i jus ..jus sudden realise that.. Seems like nobody really understands me. *Dun get wrong, no one scolded me, or wronged me* .. jus after watching those taiwan drama series.. Looking at those couples who undergo many obstacles before getting together. Its like a fairy tale..
Sometimes, i really envy them. They can quarrel with each other, but.. at least that show their care & love for each other. What abt me? I dun remember quarreling with any of my guy before. Cos, all we had is --> cold war. &.. avoiding each other. Sometimes.. how i yearn to quarrel with each other, fight.. but at least will still show their inner care for each other. Thus, strengthen their relationship..
Really.. really wish to find someone.. whom really is of my level.. my dream guy.. someone who understands & care for me, my feelings.. if only he is oso romantic & quite talented.. Hahax, bonus gift from heaven for me?
Remember to put up the best smile, cos.. u never know someone may fall in luv with you.. jus like you to me..
suddenly.. i can feel the loneliness of this world.. i know i hav a bunch of good frenz, a caring family.. but jus something is missing.. ..
Cupid Love[10:35 PM]
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Piggie,
I miss u so... darling.. my god~ my long for you seems to grow deeper.. teach me how to stop will u..?
hmm.. 2mth plus to my bdae le.. now i only hav one wish.. jus one simple wish, which only u can fulfil.. will u..?
Haha.. take care lo... aiyo, dun always so late then sleep mah. If not, nxt time.. i will see a panda leh. Hahax.. Piggie .. Jia you lo ^^v
-will be there for you-
Cupid Love[3:32 PM]
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Piggie,
1 more mth to go..It's ur bdae le. 16 April.. Well, i dun ask for more, jus being able to celebrate ur bdae withya i'm happy enough le. Lolx..
Today, is the 3rd day of ur attachment le bah. How's work? Heard someone said that since the 1st day, u busy with lotz of stuff le. &.. it has been some times since i last saw u in MSN le. Guess u online only @ nite, but... i dunno wat i can say to end ur day well, & oso afraid later u ignore me.. so, i rather endure .. not signing in at nite after work. Missing you, but wat can i do? hahax
Dar~ i dun wanna add to ur burden.. but i jus cant get u off my heart. So, i shall jus stay quietly by ur side, giving u my moral support? hahax. I may appear to be always bothering & playing ard u, cos.. i jus wan u to notice my presence. I may not really understand u, but sometimes i can sense wat u wanna say, jus that cant confirmed cos .. u nvr say that out. Is my instinct rite this time? Cos, my instinct is almst always rite, .. for the person in my heart.
So.. hav u notice my presence? Can i do sth for u.. Hmm, sometimes i really wonder --> using ten minutes of hurt & hardwork, in exchange of 1 minute for ur smile & notice, does it worth it? .. .. till now.. yes.. Hahax.. Oops.. >_<"
Cupid Love[9:58 AM]
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Piggie,
Yeh~ today had a Kbox session with ya guyz.. @ cineleisure. &.. I oso tot of a surprise for u le. Hahax.. Shh.. Hmm, abit MS today, but i didnt say nor act out. Cos i see u very happy singing song, so dun wanna spoil ur mood ^^v
Shan Hu Hai <-- is the Only duet i sang withya. Well, @ least i still sang once withya, perhaps u cant find others to sing withya then u asked me de..perhaps u really wanna sing with me..perhaps.. Tats oso my favourite song, but i admit the female part quite diff to follow. Hahax, sometimes high, then low..Hope i didnt spoil tat song. =P
Really glad that u postponed from ytd to today, tho..it may not b ur idea. **Well, dar~ perhaps u treat many gals nice doesn't mean u really "like" them.. tats wat u told me before..perhaps, i shant b over sensitive**
Thinking of you now.. missya.. but u cant sense bah~ Piggie, u told me that u r a person who isnt very good at expressing urself,.. can i know wat r u thinking actually? Hav to guess wat u r meaning.. to predict.. Hav to leave early to meet my other gang of frenz, tho i dun wanna leave..
Today i'm so fortunate, cos after meeting darling, i meeting hani~.. Hahax
Went kaili hse play majong with the rest, then eateateat. hahax, be on diet soon. Today, dunno y so damn "high", extreme .. well, tats NOT a good sign of cos... Cos it can mean i'm really happy, or upset over sth.. &.. now i'm missing ya. Very tired after all the 'laughters' that i hav to put up, if not hani think i MS again. .. To assure him, i'm fine =)
Dar~ now i somehow can gauge wat kinda gal u looking for, &.. guess i dun hav them. I wont ask u back for the time being... Perhaps, aft some time.. when i'm more confident of myself, i will.. No matter wat my mind tells me to do, tats not wat my heart can do de. Heartbroken to pieces, bleeding..
- right here waiting for you -
Cupid Love[12:58 AM]
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#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Piggie.. Haha, aiyo.. silly me again~ prev day moodswing for nothing. Cos tat time wanna start a MSN with ya, then u put up tt "busy" sign. *bleh* -upset- Then cant focus on my revision liao. Hav to chat with frenz then they calm me down. Hahax.
Nxt day, then i found out u didnt see my conversation. Phew~ i tot wat u really busy etc. Perhaps, u maybe lie to me. So long i dun find out, nvm.. Hahax.
Prev time u complained to me that the horoscope email i sent is inaccurate. Me agree oso. Then i found one.. my fren sent. I read abt urs. .. Its quite accurate. Seems to understand u better le, but.. is it too late? Hahax.
I also forward u the mail, u oso replied yes, its quite accurate. Jus now even state one of the line. Oh my god~ I didnt noe tat, if i noe... I promise i sure wont play ard with ya. I'm sry, dar~
Aries (man)
He always let other people walk in front of him, but he will get there first. He is a very careful guy and small obstacles won't make him fall easily even he thinks life is a very serious matter. He is as romantic as any other Zodiac. He could look gentle, but inside he is as strong as steel. Once he determine to do something, he is serious about doing it well. He will keep any pressure or insult deep down inside without showing emotion. You will never see his emotion of burden or disappointment and always wonder what he thinks or feels. He will well kept his feeling.
You will never see a guy in this Zodiac involving in other people business. He always concern with his own business. Sometimes he can be talkative, but he will never give anyone advice if he has not been asked. If you ask for advice, he will certainly give you one. He respects elderly and senior, so you will see he is the type who visit his parents steadily or often.
He is a slightly shy but also a stubborn person. He will find many ways to make you happy when you are with him, till you realize he is the important person for you. Once he is in the "Power Position", he will use his power gently. He is a good leader and "Gentleness" is one of his effective method for exploiting his power. It is although he is borne to be a leader. He never hide his ambition, and he is a workaholic. he will not take any position that he has no control. He will work very hard to reach his goal and satisfaction.
Compliment from his boss or superior are never enough for him, he want his deserved reward. His deep insecurity make him reach and collecting valuable things, and this you may think he is stingy. Actually he could easily spending money to buy things, traveling or pay for things that makes him happy and he think necessary for his need. He care what other people think of him and want to get good comments or compliments.
Outside he looks like stone and steel, but inside he is a fragile person. He will hide and cover up weak emotion and his sadness in order to maintain and keep up his "Image". One method of cover up you could easily notice is suddenly if he is quiet, cold, or act very strong or very secure. Often, he feels insecure, even he is serious about his life and his own surrounding.
This is the man who never hurry to get marry, so hardly sit back and regret about his marriage later. If he gets marry, he need to be very certain and very sure. It will take a long time for such decision, so if you tell him that you are "breaking up" , you better forget him for good because he will never coming back.
He always keep his promise. If he said he will meet you in your place in 2 hours then he will be there, unless there is a serious accident or unavoidable things happen. He hate people who is late for date or any appointment.
He like to think woman should be a follower and take care of family and working is a man duty. He does not like to compete with his girl friend or his wife at work because competition already exist with himself and other people. He will be very proud if he can afford and care for his family. Do not try to over power him or insult him, he can not stand it. He likes to be in control of every things, every situations.
He like a "Classy Woman" ,if she also comes from a good family then it is a Plus. It will make him feel proud and very ego about her status. Flashy type of woman , forget it. He like a perfect or a nearly perfect housewife. He tend to be possessive. He will not tell you if he is mad at you, but will act very moody to show you instead.
He like to hear sweet word and compliment so you can get his interest that way. If he approaches you to ask you out, do not act too stubborn or fooling around too much. He will get tired and just disappear. He has to feel confident when he is around you, so knowing this fact you should know what to do, right!
If you want him, you have to make him feel like he is the most important person for you. He likes a kind hearted woman , polite and can get along with his family. When he feels sad, do not leave him alone, but be very supportive. Kind words and your smile will win him over, so this strong man will be like a chicken in your palm.
& oso.. there's one line i oso hope its Not true.. Hmm... Nvm, we shall see.. Hahax. I shall use this time.. to noe u better ^^v
-missya-
Cupid Love[1:10 AM]
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