Monday, February 20, 2006
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Dar~
hmm... this time.. am i determined enough? 4mths hav past le..since u initial the break. Everytime think of the days together, cant control but jus cry... *Sobx* Heartbroken since then.. Till now, i still dunno the reason why ur sudden request for the break-up. But, guess i will know as day goes by.. jus like now..I finally realised why me & Hani -> frequent moodswing cause quarrel, ur ex bah~.. If only, i realised earlier...
Dar~ me & u, do i still hav to wait for 1 year later before i know the reason.. will it be too late ..? Hmm, it sure took me lots of courage & determination for me to persist till now... Yet, after mths of reflection & frenz encouragement.. Guess, we r not suitable afterall..
Talented & intelligent guy like u, sure got lotz of pretty gals around u.. way better than me.. Skilled with bowling, pool game, driving, leadership, school stuff..etc..whereas me, hmm... jus beginner in all those.. cant even compare with u..me lah, useless .. dunno how to comfort u when u need someone most, dunno how to take care of u when u r sick, dunno how to console u when r down..etc..
Dar~ I'm sorry.. Thanks for giving me a chance to be with you.. I will never regret the times being with you. U gave me warmth, comfort, happiness ..
I love you, darling. "Dear~" This greeting, i dunno when i can hear u calling me again.. But, waiting for that day ...
I know the person u really need is not me.. the one u care & concern is not me.. the one u tenderly love is not me.. But at least once, i was .. it's enough le bah~ Darling, i luvya lotz.. But i know i cant give u happiness... shall let go le.. Perhaps, like wat my hani said, if we r fated, if u change ur mind.. we can still be together ^^ ... ..
I ought to give u my blessing.. Darling, I love you.. *huggies*
Cupid Love[12:15 PM]
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