Monday, February 27, 2006
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Ooo... today in a "high" mood. Hahax.. very rare, me so happy. There are 3 reasons y..
(1) Had a long & happy chat with darling ( today didnt MS.. OOoo..so happy )
(2) Msg with Hani (abt outing...etc..)
(3) found my recommended song --> by Kelly poon, track 4
lolx... tats y. Because of these 3 reasons.. brighten my day~ until i skip my lunch during dinner time oso not hungry.. Hahax..
.. Jus now listen to tat kelly tack 2 --> ai wu li, found the lyrics very suitable for piggie & me.. Hmm, u gng attachment soon le. Last time u mentioned that u wanna go oversea attachment, and asked me if i will allow u to go like Ben.. I said yes, tho i will definitely missya. But now, u like involved in local industry. hahax. Then u will get busy again..
hmm.. Zzzzz... tired sia.. but strange thing, now feel like studying. hahaa.. at the wrong time sia.. *bleh*
~ nitenite ~ *missya
Cupid Love[11:46 PM]
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Monday, February 20, 2006
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Dar~
hmm... this time.. am i determined enough? 4mths hav past le..since u initial the break. Everytime think of the days together, cant control but jus cry... *Sobx* Heartbroken since then.. Till now, i still dunno the reason why ur sudden request for the break-up. But, guess i will know as day goes by.. jus like now..I finally realised why me & Hani -> frequent moodswing cause quarrel, ur ex bah~.. If only, i realised earlier...
Dar~ me & u, do i still hav to wait for 1 year later before i know the reason.. will it be too late ..? Hmm, it sure took me lots of courage & determination for me to persist till now... Yet, after mths of reflection & frenz encouragement.. Guess, we r not suitable afterall..
Talented & intelligent guy like u, sure got lotz of pretty gals around u.. way better than me.. Skilled with bowling, pool game, driving, leadership, school stuff..etc..whereas me, hmm... jus beginner in all those.. cant even compare with u..me lah, useless .. dunno how to comfort u when u need someone most, dunno how to take care of u when u r sick, dunno how to console u when r down..etc..
Dar~ I'm sorry.. Thanks for giving me a chance to be with you.. I will never regret the times being with you. U gave me warmth, comfort, happiness ..
I love you, darling. "Dear~" This greeting, i dunno when i can hear u calling me again.. But, waiting for that day ...
I know the person u really need is not me.. the one u care & concern is not me.. the one u tenderly love is not me.. But at least once, i was .. it's enough le bah~ Darling, i luvya lotz.. But i know i cant give u happiness... shall let go le.. Perhaps, like wat my hani said, if we r fated, if u change ur mind.. we can still be together ^^ ... ..
I ought to give u my blessing.. Darling, I love you.. *huggies*
Cupid Love[12:15 PM]
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Dar~
Hmm... u jus signed in.. Me cant concentrate my studies le. Y do i still get tat heart throb, whenever i see u? Supposed to slowly let go le bah.. Sometimes, i rather not see you. But i jus dun understand y me still like you, despite the attitude u gave me. Hmm, is it really true that " nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu ai ?" Hahax.
Dar~ jus wakie mah? Hmm, u nvr tok to me. Me oso dun wan to start a conversation. Aiyo, suppose to study for exam de sia. Silly me~
Tho i noe this kind of guy is NOT suitable for me.. i jus con't to hold on. Jus get myself hurt once & again.. .. If only i can let go of this undesired relationship, perhaps i will be happier?
Hani, once asked me this qn.. if only time turns back, will i choose to be with hani again? I replied... yes, cos i dun regret being with him.. neither do i with darling. Hani, is much better than dar~.. he wont show me his temper, he jus so nice.. But me lah~ so stubborn, still wan darling.. ..I chose the tough way.. *bleh*
Cupid Love[12:50 PM]
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Today is 14th february le... Valentine's Day~
hmm, abit sad that hav to spend alone tho.. cant spend with darling. U arh~ in the boy gang now bah~ enjoying urself? Hahax. Gd then.. At least u r enjoying..
Hani leh? Hahax.. with his gf lo.. so romantic bah.
Darling, sincerely sorry... to let u wait for like..2hrs? Aiyo, cos the worksht i need to hand in mah. Its graded oso. Hahax, when my mind was blank, u was there to fill up for me. With ur handwrittings etc.. ideas.. Hahax.. Darling, luvya lotz *muacks* Hmm, tho in the end we didnt have that movie date & popcorn treat. We watched next time kk? u own me yah~ *bleh*
Sad tho, u gave me high hope, then took away from me so direct. *sob*
I know i'm wrong, but u ought to be understanding mah..?
Ytd received the 1st rose from a guy.. hani. 1 small rose from u, & 9 roses for ur gal arh~ Hahax.. nice of u~ *huggies* Even jokejoke that me will only accept ur 9 roses when u r single status.. ..sweet of ya~
Je'taime is finally over. Done that special flowers delivery today~ very fun walk ard the school with roses...Hmm, so its not the whole day spending alone. At least, still got my frenx to acc me. Hahax.
** Je'taime --> I luv ya (french) **
Darling, luvya..Hani? missya. Hahax. *muackz*
Cupid Love[9:13 AM]
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Monday, February 06, 2006
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Yeh~ today, so happy.. cos didnt actually plan to meet darling de..
If only my team mates didnt call me to hand in our assignment, if only i left earlier.. If only.. Jus reached bus-stop, had a feeling to check my hp, saw a missed call....fr dar~ Hahax..
Called back immediately, he answered. Ask me abt Leo stuff tho, then he said " I'm jus behind u." *surprise* Saw u entering the busstop. [F]ate mah? Jus when i'm thinking of ya...
Alighted at the same busstop, chat till my bus came. Joked to me to take 67 with ya..Me oso miss GiGi, how's my bao bei le? Sometimes, wish to go ur hse play with GiGi.. but i noe me cant.. Dar~ now mus b having dinner bah? Where's my share arh? Hahax..
Recently, very fan... with wat? Relationship lo..
Hmm, Jun.. sry but i dun think we R suitable. Let's B frenz betta. Pls dun misunderstand my behaviours for sth else..
In my heart, tat's only one person.. darling..
Recently had a gathering with IJC & poly frenz. With my honey oso..
Hmm.. time passed so fast, it has almost been a yr since we last gather. Learnt to play majong oso, with honey teaching me. Hahax, *sweet* After having dinner, went to a nearby park, our usual place.
Had story-telling for an hr ++.. Tok abt lotz of stuff.. mainly the relationship. Its my honey's turn, tok abt his new gf.. ..etc *Ooopz secret* Hahax. Hmm, next its my turn le.. I shared my story of me & dar~, my frenx commented that "if he's jus playing with ur feelings only, better NOT to wait for this kind of guy" Dar~ , are u like wat they said? hmm...
Oh my~ noe wat? The feelings me had with honey came back.. weird feelings we had for each other bah~ Is my instinct correct again?... During story-telling, we did ask abt each other's bgr. & He made a comment which.. is nice of him to say that.. dunno real anot *secret* Hahax. On our way home, me asked him a qn.." Have u ever regret breaking up with me? " Guess wat his reply? ..
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.. .. "Hmm, not sure. Perhaps one day, may ask u the same qn. Hahax " Lolx.. funny reply. Wat's it mean? Maybe me will understand one day bah .. .. Hahax.. Chim arh~
Honey or Darling ? If i hav a choice.. who will i choose?
I dunno, cos both r abt the same? Jus that Honey's temper betta. Hahax. He's not as mood swing easy as Darling. But, certain feelings with Dar~ i not yet found on honey..
Dar~ will i wait for u.. ..? Or able to patch back with Honey leh? .. .. I dunno.. perhaps, another potential guy came? Hahax..
luvya dar~ *muacks*
Cupid Love[8:22 PM]
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