#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Darling~
Today is Chinese New Year le.. 2 days never see u, missya lotz. Sent u greetings msg, a simple reply i got. Hahax, nvm lah at least u replied le. ^^
It's a tradition for me to stay awake during the eve till the dawn of lunar new year- symbolise long life for both parents. As usual, me stayed awake now.. abt 4.10am in the morning le. Log-in MSN abt 2am, u still online. Dar~ so late le, havnt slp arh? How's ur 'tuan yuan fan' ? Hmm, abt 3am u signed out, thinking that u will come asking me why me so late le havnt slp tho..
Nth betta to do now, so i jus viewed at the prev entries i wrote last year.. Many things happen within jus a year.. Went to IJC for 3mths, Wee being my honey tho now no longer..
Get into Ngee Ann poly during May. Then good frenz with yuan jin, chose Tennis as my S&W module. Thus, know my best fren - meini at there.
Thru yuan jin, me & meini with hui ping got into LEO club. 1st time i saw u, darling at tat I&I event. Can call tat as "luv @ 1st sight bah".. but tat time didnt fall so deep tho..
Came into the sub-committee of LEOs - Eeling, being my BOD. Participated in many OCs part in events. Really enjoyed myself, and learnt many stuff oso. Sometimes, i will imagine myself.. if only i nvr meet u, wat will i be now? Will i be happier mah?
I dunno... But i jus hav to say " Darling~ dun think too much, i'll nvr regret meeting u, being with u, cos we did have happy memories together don't we? "
**Luv is abt being with the person u think is worth it, no matter wat**
..I had u as my darling, in the past.. tho no longer now. These are all those happenings..which i will never forget..Longing back at the entry which i wrote abt the past of us.. Teary eyes again. Can't stop, jus cried eyes red..
Darling~ u sure u mean every word (at least almost bah~) u said to me is true from ur heart? I askd u before this qns, and u said "i ought to trust cos u wont lie to me.." Yet, the things u said to me turned out opposite.
How u wan me to trust u again? It jus... dont tally..Darling~ i seriously wanna tok to u abt this, jus tat "wo kai bu liao kou". I'm afraid that if i do so, u wont even treat me as a frenz liao. Then me really heartbroken liao...
Missing ya lotz now.. dar~ r u in dreamland le? How i wish to lay on ur arms falling asleep till dawn... *muackz*
Cupid Love[4:12 AM]
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#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Darling~
Ytd is indeed a special day.. 26, i luv this number a lot..
Cos it reminds me of you..Me really happy today, really~ dunno how to express in words the happiness i felt..
Ytd, had our 3rd Je'taime meeting. Tho the preparation is abit rush, hahax.. at least things went smoothly. This is gonna be the last meeting oso, cos the actual event is on the 2-4 february le. Hmm, looking forward oso, cos i call my frenz down to support. Hahax.. Had our meeting at underpass, aiyo darling arh~ .. u noe where is underpass mah? Lolx..
Hmm, dar~ ur hair colour now hor... erm, makes u look more mature leh. Hahax.. Tats my comment lah, tho its the trend now lah. Ur initial hair colour makes u overall like more guaiguai type, now abit like ah beng. Lolx.. But no matter wat, i still like.. hehe =P
Meeting ends quite late.. Another reason me in "high" mood is....... *secret..Shhh* Hehex.. shall let tat remains in my heart =)
Dar~ luvya *muacks*
Tho it maybe jus a simple thing, me really appreciate & this bits and pieces make up u...
Cupid Love[12:50 AM]
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#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Darling~
Hmm, i dunno if i should cont calling u tat... It has been 3mths le... Actually today, i hav a lot of "gan chu"; emotions. But then dunno how to express in words..
Today, had a COJ meeting. So met u again. Before the COJ, had another "meeting" abt personal affairs. Hahax. Got 3 luv consultants, brain-washing me. hahax.. I understand their meaning, "gu xin".. jus that its not as easy as said in actions. Till now, i still had tears whenever i recall the memories. Memories are meant to be sweet, yet how i long for them...Still cry over u.. Silly me~
Actually, me is very soft-hearted over u... whenever u do sth simple yet sweet to me, be it jus small stuff like a greeting msg etc. Me overjoyed liao. Easily contented so long i hav u... Dun ask for more le...
Thats my biggest fault - if my status is single, whenever a potential guy is nice, me easily jus fall in luv de. But of cos, the most impt criteria which i looking for is .... the feeling, the chemistry which i lost with u...
I do meet betta guys than u, character betta etc, but all didnt pass my test, i jus dun hav any chemistry.. wat u wan me to do? But i believe it takes time to nuture a relationship, so leave all to fate bah~ if we really meant to be together, we will be de just sooner or later only.
Darling~ i dun say that i am capable of dng that of cos, I noe that i dun hav this strong luv to change ur character. But i'll jus give my one LAST try my best & that one day me will make others to change their impression of u. I really hope that i hav this determination to wait for u, to change perhaps etc..be it months or so. I noe u still trying to get over her.. Time...
Sometimes, me jus trying to be "cool" by not affected by u etc.. like i dun care abt u, but its difficult at times, when i really care.
Cos.. we are now only frenx, there are things which i used to do, now cant do le.. Hav to adapt & change my mindset soon.. Hahax..
Hmm, so shocked sia today~ Hahax.. 2 guys asked me for the same movie date. Wah~ 1st time encounter..Blessing of cos, but jus abit sad bah, cos u didnt asked me. Haha. Anyway, since i promised one 1st, hav to reject the other lo. But think will hav a make-up movie date bah~ How nice if its u who ask... >_<"
Anyway, dar~ guess till now me only hav u in my heart.. no matter how "cool" or "emotional" u r, i'll will wait for u...till someone else can touch my frozen heart...
-missya lotz- *muacks*
Cupid Love[11:44 PM]
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Thursday, January 19, 2006
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Ohayo Dar~
Wah.. so early u sign in MSN liao.. Hehex.. Happy mood today ... Me oso, cos got u.. Hmm, didnt get to see u today, but cant get to chat can liao.. Somemore is u initial de.. Hehex.. Of cos, abt LEO stuff tho..
** Till now, is the 3rd month le..** Haix.. Shall we start afresh?
Hmm, oh man~ later having WCOM test liao. Me? Havnt study lah.. ytd work then got proj on..etc.. To me, the most important criteria is .. inspiration bah. Cos abt essay mah.. of cos, format is important, as basic scoring..
Phew~ Later got abt 5hrs of self-study, so gonna chiong later..Hehex..
Wish me luck yah~ In addition, having a bright start, with Dar~ chat, means gonna be a good day ahead.. Hehe
- missya dar~ -
Cupid Love[9:10 AM]
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#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Dar~
hmm, finally see u aft like.. 1 week..since last Jetamine meeting. Hao xiang ni wor~ Can u feel? Hehex..
U seems betta le.. at least can tok, tho cough a lotz.. hmm, see u so xin ku, me oso xin teng.. Yet, i cant do anyth.. felt useless myself...
Few days ago, chat thru MSN with u.. Can sense u MS or busy bah~ from ur tone is easy for me to feel.. U again prove my right by saying , u not in the mood etc. hahax.. but later asked y me so late havnt slp.. ended with good nite & sweet dreamz.. Tho its jus an additional sentence "sweet dreamz", me very sweet u noe.. hehex.. slpt till nxt morning happily.. luvya lotz~
These few days is the most crucial days bah. Cos lots of last-min changes in the events.. everyone is like stressed up liao. Dar~ oso.. hmm, take care leh~ dun so "ji dong" later ur sick more worst.. Hmm, me willing to b ur ears, tho i noe u unlikely will share with me..
Tml is POA test 2.. me havnt touch leh.. imagine ... in abt 17 hrs time, me hav to take that test liao. Tml gonna pon 2 lecture sia, to do last min study at hm.. Jus did the revision, wah~ score 2 out of 9.. hahax. poor thing. Cos i havnt study tat chpt 6 & 7.. cannot.. RED ALARM~~ mus chiong tml..
* thanks hui ping, for guiding me in POA revision =) *hahax.
Jia you wor, soksok.. & darling oso...
- missya dar~ - *huggies*
Cupid Love[11:23 PM]
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Thursday, January 12, 2006
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Dar~
hmm.. these few days didnt get to "meet" u, either on msn or school.
Missya lotz.. how's ur throat le? Hmm.. worried...
Results are out le, my POA got (69.5 / 100) .. careless mistake sia.. if not can get 70 ++ Whereas for MAEC, not bad.. cos i got (18.5 / 20).. left my BCA le. Jus got back.. (58 / 100) worst paper i scored. Hahax, tot i will fail tho. But again spot careless mistake, if not 60 liao..
Hmm.. now tats all for 1st commontest, another round of tests coming up next week. Tuesday got POA, then Thursday will be WCOM, following Tuesday will be MAEC. Then followed by "break" then... exam time, proj due, HoLiDay ...
Jia you bah~ me will work harder de.. ^^
Dar~ urs leh? Mus be higher bah... Hmm, guess u wont be satisfied tho.. Hehex..
-Missya- Take care~ *muack*
Cupid Love[1:00 PM]
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Dar~
Hmm.. u sick arh~ log-in MSN saw ur nick.. then got worried liao. Having Flu & sore throat bah.
Dar~ take care ... i cant be by ur side to take care of u.. tho i long to be..
U betta be "guaiguai" hor.. No fried food for u the time being.. Drink more water mah. Get well soon =) *xin teng*
Saw u jus now, u seems like sicksick de.. hmm.. and tat huggable shirt.. Oh my~ tat time kesh oso wear sth similar. Me feel like hugging liao. Today u oso wear tat jacket.. *huggie*
2 days ago, me damn sick. Had early lunch, then skipped dinner cos me busy working..no time to eat.. Stomach grumpygrump de. Then think of u, feel like asking u fpr supper.. but still refrain myself from msg u..
Dunno is it too hungry liao, then tat damn bus lah, drive so fast like flying.. damn shaky lo. Wah.. the whole journey wanna vomit-like. -serious bus sick-
Jus then, a guy board tat bus.. *sniff sniff* Hey, tats familiar smell.. Ur perfume.. strange sia, cos the air is then filled with ur perfume, then me felt more betta. hehex.
Alight the bus liao, still feel abit giddy & vomit-like. Struggle myself home, wash-up then quickly go bed liao. Call u before sleep, but u didnt pick-up. Sent u a msg, before sleep. **Cos u asked me to do sth mah..so need to reply** Abit disappointed tho, cos missya.. .. Yeh~ u did call back, but tats when i fell aslp.. hahax.
There's once u called me when me was slping, i somehow forgot the conversation when i woke up liao. Tats when we still together lah. Tat day, u called again, when me half-way in dreamland.. short chat, but a sweet one tho.. That day, ur mood is betta.. cos prev day u seemed busy.. *happy*
After wishing each other: nite~... slpt liao.. Hmm, sweet dreamz for the rest of the nite.. ^^
Dar~, saw ur nick today.. "slowly letting go of u.." means u trying to forget "her" mah? Hmm, sometimes me wish I'm her, whom u luv so deep.. Yet, now i dun wan.. cos u trying to let go.. hehex..*dun think too much*
-Luvya missya-
Cupid Love[12:23 AM]
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Saturday, January 07, 2006
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Dar~
Today u finished ur commontest le.. Relieved bah..
How's ur test leh? Feel like chatting with u, but seems like the time isn't rite. Atmosphere isn't rite. Hahax.
Actually didnt wanna c u online de. Cos, instinct tell me gonna hav MS when we really "met" online. Hahax, true enough, u log-in. Initial "Hi" to me, but the main topic is on.. Jetamine.. regarding the email i sent. Then, u seem busy or watever.. so didnt cont the topic liao. Again, -busy- sign is put up..
Hahax..Dunno u put for fun or wat. Jus dun wanna disturb u..Abit upset as predicted. But listening to "fast-paced"song, then chatting with Andrew.. mood betta liao **bleh**
Dar~.. hmm..think this few days dun see u betta. Cos nowadays lotz of pimples on my face sia, dun wanna let u see.. hehe *blush* Even if i see u, if u entertain me with ur "cold" attitude, me rather dun see u.. Upset me worst..
Dar~ can we dun always tok only abt "business" tat is LEO stuff only.. i mean.. sometimes normal chat is ok rite? Know u busy guy etc, can't asked for more.. Dar~ u really make me " turn on & off" .. sometimes really upset me, yet i still long for u... **stubborn me, i noe**
Prehaps like wat u said, we nvr fell in luv together before.. prehaps.. In that case, this year is a new year le. Can we start all over again..? A chance for u & me? Forget the past me, and see me as a new person..
-luvya always-
Cupid Love[1:10 AM]
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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Sokling, your true color is Red!
Your color is red, the color of racy sportscars, blushing cheeks, and luscious roses.
Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love.
So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feelings more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously.
If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice — impulsive is your middle name.
You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions.
In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied.
Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment.
Our advice? Next time you're feeling fickle, think before you act, if possible. You might be surprised at the results. Overall, though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.
Cupid Love[8:28 PM]
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#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Hmm.. new year 2006 - means a new beginning for me & for u.. dar~ dun think too much of "her" le.. If not, u may miss ur nxt chance to find a betta "her"..
Darling.. missya lotz..
since few days since we last contacted each other. This time, no calls, no msg, no msn.. hmm... really bored. So no choice hav to work, in order not to think of u ... Get myself busybusy..
Hmm.. dunno y. This few days the pain is xx strong.. the long for u.. dunno y leh.. I miss u lotx & deep. Hmm.. Hao xiang jian ni, but i noe its impossible. Me work bored, u suggest can look at guys lah..etc.. Me look at the couples dere, so sweet together. Miss u more arh~ hmm.. the times together.. Wonder wat u dng tat time etc..then will wonder the qns again - wats wrong with us tat u wanna break? Hahax.. *bleh*
Dar~ u having commontest this week le.. hmm.. cant go fan u liao.. wan u to focus.. ur GPA is always so high.. dar~ me wont lose to u much this time.. maynot reach 3 but will do my best. Me wan u to b little proud oso, at least as a frenx bah.. =)
Dar~ missya lotz.. hope to cya tml at sch.. Jia You wor..
Humph~ a little upset leh.. u loh, ppl write testi for u.. topic abt the same as me oso mah. Oso wishing u season greetings & commontest.. u say me lame & delete tho u didnt say (cos u sacred me angry again.. hehex)... wahliao... wats the diff mah.. biased arh u~ hehex.. nvm *huggies*
Cupid Love[7:15 PM]
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