Wednesday, December 28, 2005
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Darling..
Prehaps I'm sensitive bah.. prehaps tats u bah.. prehaps tat normal bah..
- Luvya with no regrets, tho there are times when me really hav the determination to let go.. in the end, i still wanna wait.. try.. - *huggies* i miss tat..
Dar~ me still not used to ur tat "cool" attitude yet. Since together, till break, till now.. Ur temper is like, seasonal...
Sometimes, u r damn sweet **jus like when we still couple** but u can change ur attitude a moment later.. **cool cool de, dun dare tok to you, cos u like no mood to tok**
Still need time bah.. hmm.. prehaps i think too much, u jus ur normal self & nth to tok to me. Dar~ wanna ask u out, but u said u "book" by others liao. Only when i said is a grp outing, u agree.. **Disappointed** But nvm, at least.. at least u come, me dun mind le. (",) Dar~ pls dun treat me indifferent.. ( bu yao dui wo hu leng hu re, hao mah?) The feeling is miserable, u noe. One moment sweet, the nxt u like cold shoulder to me.
Hmm.. do i really deserve to b treated this way? Wat hav i done wrong.. U the 1st person in history to treat me like this, prehaps tats y me still not used bah..
Darling.. nvr call u tat for wks le.. dear~, i really miss u calling me tat.. *sobx* Haix.. today mood not good.. having cloudy & misty this whole day.. today u been busy bah.. Really missya..*tired - physically & mentally * ..But not gonna give up yet =X
- Can it be as easy as u said letting go? How will i noe.. u really able to do so? -
Cupid Love[10:08 PM]
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
~ Darling ~
26 Dec 2005..
is indeed the happiest moment ever since 17 october..
Ytd, was my 1st organised activity.. the Informal Xmas outing..
Attendance list : Bing hong, kesh, meini, benny, hui ping, jeremy, yuan jin & siyu
1st, we had lunch at tat Centrept PizzaHut..
2nd, proceed to GrassRoot club..
-> only hui ping, siyu & yuan jin went for the KTV lounge, while the rest went for pool game.
Hmm..long time nvr play pool with darling liao.. ytd, finally get the chance..tho only one round (hahax, under the condition tat the loser will hav to buy the winner drink lo) Darling, me train hard hor, u still win me easily.. tho very obvious tat u "fang shui" Hahax.. till the last black ball u started to b more serious.. In the end, me "by luck" win u .. obvious tat u "rang wo de" Hahax.. ** Overjoyed**
Aft tat pool game abt 5plus liao, the BODs hav to go for the Lions meeting.. went to find hui ping & gang for awhile, then left le. Xiao zhu & kesh went for their meeting. Me, jeremy, meini & benny went Orachard Cineleisure..to con't our KBox..
Reached dere ard 6.30pm, took tat K-Dinner set and sang for 3hrs at $16 each. Hmm, 1st time me go KBox.. sang few songs, both duet & single.. ( found that i sing better without the mic, cos the sound came out is slightly diff.. lolx )
Dar~ came at abt 10plus, aft tat meeting & rushed down on taxi. In the end, the K session extended till 12midnite. Hmm.. 1st time heard him sing.. Darling, u sing not bad leh, abit like Jay. Tho initially u said stress arh~, u singing dere, me laughing here. Aiyo, i laughed cos me happy lah, not u sing bad hor. ...
Yeh~ get to sing few duet with darling.. hehex.. *Joy* hmm.. actually quite surprised u "dedicate" the last song (Ooo... forget the title liao) to sing together.. u said u only sing seriously in this song, cos.. its a couple duet song. Wah, me listen liao .. ver6y surprised & honored to sing.. tho me abit unfamiliar with tat song.. u didnt complain.. (ok, prehaps not infront of me.. hehex.)
Darling.. i finally find back the feeling le.. the feeling we had before.. these few weeks, me in misty condition.. cos i seem to lost the direction, searching for the feeling. Since ytd, me found back le. Relieved to hav tat back.. Now i'm clear of wat i wan le..
Darling, nvr regret having to wait for u.. tho i noe u may not come back again.. me still wanna try.. cos u worth it.. These few mths without u, me hav been thinking.. get to noe u deeper le..(learning to be observer now..)
** hmm.. prehaps, i shall use these time to noe u more.. understand each other betta **
luvya always.. missya lotz ^^
Cupid Love[12:37 AM]
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Saturday, December 24, 2005
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Fews days past since i last leave any msg...
Darling~ missya ... since i last saw u is at MeiNi's chalet... boy, i miss u so much..How hav u been yah? Ytd u called me huh?
Dar~ Sry yah..miss call me.. cos me busy at work so didnt notice the phone.. But aftwhich i called u back, but u didnt pick-up. Later at nite, u sent me a reply for tat informal dinner.. guess u wanna talk abt tat topic huh earlier on? (",)
These few days at least got contact- phone calls, msg, msn.. Hehe.. very happy tho =)
Hey.. Darling~ Merry XmaS to U !!
Do u remember sth?... actually today can also be another special day.. 3mths together le..since 25 sept.., if only we still together.. will be a memorable day - Xmas day cum 3mths anniversary..
Hmm... Xmas is meant to be a romantic day bah.. but me seems lonely now.. without u by my side.. **white christmas for me** hehe.. u leh? Gng out with any gal? Hmm..
*huggies* missya truely..
Cupid Love[8:21 AM]
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Friday, December 16, 2005
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
BCA commontest Day...
Wah.. only come out a small portion of which i study, the rest have to crap here & dere.. Nvm, can pass can liao.. is the mindset i hav in the last semester.
This time, cant liao.. GPA damn low tat time.. 2.27, wahliao.. Mus Buck up!!
Last nite, had a long chat with darling~ hahax.. clever yah u, me pay while u enjoy the free incoming call.. *bleh* But, nvm u exceptional.. only u hor.. hehex..
Tok abt lots of stuff, crap here & dere.. but the main topic is on the informal christmas dinner.. Hee... looking forward for tat dinner..
**Hmm, jus realised that u hav a weird taste for clothes.. curious how u look when u wear that..** Haha..Oops =X
- Sweet - hee... cos received a simple msg fr darling.. actually is jus a gd wish for exam, but very very happy liao.. haha.. nvr expect tat mah, cos last semester oso dun hav.. But, i think very very laggy, cos u sent at 5am plus rite? I only received at 9am plus leh.. haha.. nvm, in the end i received can le ^^
Darling, how's ur french party? By this time, u shld b home le bah.. hehe.. take care yah~
luVya (",)
Cupid Love[7:53 AM]
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Hmm... tml is the start of commontest le.. 1st test will be BCA.
Aiyo, havnt finish yet.. hee..
Jus now went to visit hui ping's blog, then saw darling's name.. leaving taggie.. Hmm.. mysterious gal tat is.. Hahax..
Recently, have been thinking... abt this qns.. Shld i stop calling u darling le? Meaning... jus let go bah, ... be frenx again.. My mind tells me to, but not my heart leh.. Wat to do sia? Guess need some more time to stable my determination bah.
Hmm, guess u will feel relieved aft hearing this? Feeling happy that me wont go fan u le? Hmm... prehaps..i wont fan u with this le bah, but as a frenx me will still go "di siao" u.. Hahax.. Wats on ur mind now tat i finally hav this mindset? tats wat u wan oso bah..since u already stresses to be frenx again... Did u regret on saying so? Haha... i guess i nvr gonna noe..
Haix.. recently, many things happening... sad things of cos.. Think me & my team mate having some misunderstanding, I'M NOT LIKE WAT THEY THINK LO...Sianx.. wat to do now? Hav to pretend nth happen lo... Wanna find someone to tok to...wanna find someone who can console me.. wanna find u, cos u the only one in my mind.. But think its betta to jus write down bah..
Hmm.. i noe who are my true frenx.. can feel and sense de.. Jus tat i didnt say... Shu hui arh~ now i noe y sometimes u so quiet, cos u noe sth is not wrong jus tat u dun wanna say... Thanks for standing on my side yah... now we 2-on-2 le.. Hmm..
Hope everyth will goes on smoothly... imagine hav to b in same class for 3yrs... aiyo... =X
*missya darling*
Cupid Love[3:24 AM]
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Monday, December 12, 2005
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Darling~
now lisening to S.H.E - bu zuo ni de peng you - ... thinking of you...
think u now in dreamland le bah...
Really need u bah... still wan u... tho break for weeks liao... guess i still can't simply let go...say me stubborn for all u wan.. but tats me..
Hmm.. now u behave more like frenx le... no longer tat "cold" u le.. Tho i shld be contented.. I still prefer the old u, the one i luv..
Hmm... now my feelings towards u i confess is quite shaky.. Yes, i still love u. But its quite hard for me alone.. one-sided luv is very xin ku de.. yet, i can't say let go & manage to really do so.. But tat are times when i really wan to stop.. but whenever i think of you... my heart soften again...
Please dun leave me alone~~ dun let me mind wonder about... give me one more chance hao mah? to prove u wrong....
Deep in my heart, there are still something which i havnt tell you... some places we havnt visited together... somethings we havnt done together.. Darling~
Cupid Love[6:34 AM]
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Darling... I'm sorry..
Haix, me lost the photos... This morning when i told Meini, she very upset liao... Now that u asked from me, how u wan me to say.. I dun wanna upset nor disappoint u leh.. But i really dunno wat happen..
Haha.. can sense tat meini is "jealous" ... cos.. all i think of is xiao zhu's thinking abt me. Haha... gal arh~ one is my best frenx, another is my love, wat u wan me to do yah~ Haha...
Dun worry, u are oso impt to me... ur thinking oso impt to me... jus tat u noe.. darling is special to me mah~ hehe...
Darling~ u can lie to me.. jus dun let me find out... Or i'll be damn upset over u... damn disappointed.. Simply tell me the truth, dun worry i can take it de.. I dun like ppl to lie to me, esp u...cos i trust u...
*pls at this pt of time, dun let my instinct be true at my thinking*
-luvYa always-
Cupid Love[5:35 AM]
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Sunday, December 11, 2005
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
*Achoo...* sneeze sneeze...
Aiyo... down with flu liao..
Darling, really missya (",) Hmm.. wat u dng now? Feel like hearing ur voice.. hugging u... tho i now it's like mission impossible now..
Ytd, when to MeiNi's BdaE chalet.. Had fun overall, tho it rains & rains.. Went Escape Theme Park the moment i arrived at the resort. Me, MeiNi, BennY and MeiNi's bro.. together.. went to play lotz.. Best of all, we played 2 rounds of Daytona Go-Kart. Hmm.. really the prev time, i went with xiao zhu to play the Go-Kart ( tats on sept, during the Children's day party event) having fun... then Darling even maanged to close shave "win" the crew during the race. He was indeed very proud of himself.. Then ytd, lucky me, i managed to get the car with one of the best engine.. Haha.. so fast lo.. Miss the days together at the CDP.. the times we played together at the ETP.. *sad*
Me oso planned a surprise for the bdae gal.. hahax.. to think she always think i'm up to no good, wanna sabotage her.. *Yue Wang yaH~~* Me & Kesh secretly bought her the necklance she chose the prev time we went out. Tats shared with Darling, ursula & Jeremy oso... Best of all, we surprised her with a carefully planned birthday ice-cream cake. I chose the cookie and cream flavour cos i knew she like tat. Ooo... everything goes smoothly ...
Cake is collected by xiao zhu.. with his cousin.. Hmm.. darling, u really scare me leh. Cos.. u came with.. a gal.. i tot is ur new galfrenx sia. But aft u introduced, *phew* is ur cousin lah.. Michelle.. *hehe* Did hav a nice chat with u both bah..? Cos u like scare me do wat to her. haha.. jus chat only lah.. but.. tho cousins can oso be together de. Aiyo.. clear my thoughts... anyway, not yet ur galfrenx can liao =)
Aftwhich, we went arcade to play Daytona.. Midway, darling called.. aiyo..jus in the mid of excitement.. lolx..tok aftway u said call me back later.. haha... then i con't playing..Aft tat, we went for bowling.. tot of msg u, cos dunno u wanna stay anot.. but they said dun msg, wait for ur call.. Then i wait lo... haha. Cant concentrate in the bowling game sia... so damn bad lo... not up to ur standard yet, of cos.. haha... but i will learn de [ =) ] Ehen we on our way back to chalet, then u called back.. tok some crap then said to return me the money sometime nxt wk.. ahah... nvm.. take ur time.. Then i msg u back aft the call... and... received a sweet nite nite msg... hee *OOoo..*
Played cards till the nxt day morning lo.. tho planned to go beach, it started raining yah... lolx.. monsoon season yah rite~~ then at 6am, me , ursula & kesh headed home le... tho the rest are still sleeping..
Bought breakfast before heading home.. then... still hav to acc mum to supermarket. Aiyo.. damn tired liao still cant slp.. haha... only aft everyth and breakfast etc.. at ard 11am plus.. then i fell aslp.. wakie at 3plus for lunch. Then slpt again.. till 8plus for dinner. Only then started using lappy.. but u not online.. hmm... mus b busy bah.. hee..
Hmm.. darling, me really upset with u ytd.. thru tat phone conversation u had with ursula. That sentence still lingering in my mind..
u said to ursula: " u'll feel bored driving alone to & fro the chalet. "
ursula replied, can get ppl to tok to u wat... like sokling..?"
u replied: "Y her?"
ursula said:" Y not?"
u then said:" cos she kinda boring..."
Wahliao... tat sentence really shaken me... boring.. me was damn angry u said tat.. then made up my mind to give u up since tats wat u all along think of me. Humph~ but aft calming down and think abt the past of how i behaved... hmm.. prehaps to u, i'm boring bah.. like nth new... I oso dunno wat to say.. but thinking of u, i still cant let go in the end.. haha... then the rest of them "suan" me again.. haha...
Dar~ i'll change de... prehaps at least made u changed ur mind abt all those bad impression of me... Give me time yah~...before sentenced me to.. death like tat... aiyo..
Darling.. missya .. luvya.. can u feel tat ? *huggies*
= give me one more chance to prove u wrong =
Cupid Love[5:38 AM]
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Monday, December 05, 2005
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Lolx... lastest update.. ok, so that "she" isn't bao bei.. *phew.. gd then..
Hmm.. doesnt really matter to me who that gal is.. so long as [G]igi is fine.. hehe.. *besides u mention that she isnt anybody of impt~*
darling~ had a very happy chat with u now.. abt dis pic, abt english, abt lotx of crappy stuff.. Haha.. enjoy enjoy.. Tho sometimes thru the conversation, we dun really get wat each other wanna say, means...Then will like ask each other to simplify the language lah.. its interesting oso.. I learnt that somethings at sometimes no need to be clear crystal.. mystery misty can b fun too.. Hee
*huggies* Hmm... tonite gonna b sweet nite sia.. ^^ fancy dream of u...
Cupid Love[6:47 AM]
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Hmm.. MonDay Blue? ... abit bah~ but tat's only after chatting with Ben gege.. Cos that topic is on xiao zhu.. last time before ben came back fr China, had a conversation with xiao zhu. He wants Ben to tell me to give up, and even threatens that at least he still treat me as frenx. But is i still hang on, frenx oso cannot b liao. Wahliao~ U win liao lo.. always threaten me with that.. Hmm.. The frenship we had jus built is still shaky sia.. Really hope it WONT ever sink~
Piggy~ i dun like to be threaten yah~ get this clear..
Dar~ if u have anyth to say, tell me personally.. dun always like to avoid the topic. Its betta to settle it ourselves and dun involve others too much..
But my monday blue ends with ur smile.. lolx.. Cos Meini said that u seemed moody aft i came in... *hmm.. * But when i bid good bye, u smiled finally and look up at me * I think..* and said bye-bye... hehe.. very happy then.. Remember everyth u do or say has impact on me de leh... hee... my mood depends on u.. Cos u r the most dear person to me~
Darling~ saw ur nick " she is sick >.<"' " means... a person or... dun tell me
bao bei is sick? Is [G]igi ok? cos she gal rite... Hmm.. hope not leh.. u must be damn worried if she is ever sick bah~ cos she is dear to u... miss [G]igi leh~ think 1mth++ didnt saw her liao. How's bao bei yah? Miss her lick oso.. lolx.. Wanna hughug her now... but... take care yah~ bao bei (",) *muackz*
In my heart, that's one & only u.. seems that only u hav the key to my heart... ^^
Cupid Love[5:51 AM]
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Saturday, December 03, 2005
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
sokling
May/23/1988
Female
You are Brown Monkey,
who can show great consideration for those around you,
and can act promptly and effectively.
Although you may show tense nervousness,
you try hard never to lose your dignity.
You have strong ego,
and you are very sure and confident about yourself.
Although you look gentle, you can be strong minded.
You also possess inquiring mind, that is greater than any other person.
You keep your every day frustration and anger inside, and blow it all at once. You should not keep your frustration inside,
but talk and interact with people.
You are intelligent person, and acts quickly.
You have a talent in creating and coming up with new ideas.
You are a very passionate person.
You are good at give and take tactics.
You can act without hesitation,
so you would be good as a leader.
You are rather competitive,
and your character is like that of a man.
You may make a wrong move
by relying too much on your instinct,
and not taking into consideration the circumstance.
You should be careful not to make the means turn into aims.
Your effort and will is thought highly of,
but if you get too heated up,
you may lose your momentum.
You will be successful
if you can leave a room in your heart.
Even after you get married,
your attention may be set outside your house.
Cupid Love[5:47 AM]
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