Tuesday, November 15, 2005
#~ MeMorieS of you & me ~#
Hmm.. ytd is certainly a happy day bah. Cos not so much of mood swing bah. Duno y but certainly wish everyday will be like tat. Heehee =)
Darling~ mixed feelings now.. I noe i'm wrong to keep living in the past. Frenx ard me kept wakie me up, i noe. Trying to reason me out. Hmm, but prehaps, i'm jus not determined bah. Prehaps, time is all i need. As time goes by, ..... many things can happen. May & may not... Hmm, prehaps i shld hav b in ur pt of view to understand certain things.
Hmm.. sometimes, when i'm lonely, my mind cant help but kept wondering abt. It'll then wonder to the history section. Past memories... then regret then i shld hav been betta to you, prehaps try to understand u and noe wat u thinking. But i mus say that 3 wks is actually quite short for me to noe u well. Esp for me.. the not very "xi xin" type thus i need longer time. I dun really take notice to small details. But i made a BIG mistake which i jus realised, it is all these small bits and pieces that make up u. I shld hav been more thoughtful..
Hm... i noe u hav ur own reasons to this outcome. I noe we oso didnt predict that we will hav this outcome. I noe that u oso dun wish to hav this outcome, neither do I. But it jus happens... Darling~ remember wat I say.. if we are together le, I'm willing to go thru anyth with u. Share ur troubles and worries, tho i may not b in for any use. At least i can b ur listener bah, where u can vent ur stress...
Cupid Love[10:25 AM]
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